Somehow T Rex returned

Song of the day

Typical White House office

First time grilling chicken thighs on a gas grill. The process was comical, but things turned out amazing

"Dress for the job you want." Me:

Me singing: soft, gentle, babies love me Me on guitar:

I like remembering when an anesthesiologist said my voice is soothing. I was like "if they put people into that deep of a level of sedation, my voice is probably a little anxiolytic." Like precedex you can listen to, lol.

I never really sang because I grew up so focused on instruments. My conversational voice is soft and dream-like but conveys a lot, and I struggled finding voice role models. James Iha and Eric Elbogen are probably the best examples of my sound, though.

One of my all-time favorite songs. I love the theme and stripped down energetic vibe. The gentle, whispery vocals match my speaking and singing voice.

I was having a bad day and then stepped barefoot on a shard of glass. This season of my life needs different writers

You know you're too techy when you see an advert for "IT" and you think of the computer people instead of an eldritch demon

I sat on the floor and played some guitar. I have no energy, but I tried. It was an indescribable rush of endorphins.

I need to start rehearsing today. Depression makes you want to sleep, isolate, do nothing, but you have to do the opposite. It's challenging. Like climbing a rope and falling every time. But sometime you'll make it

I love Peacemaker and Eagly

I love baby Halloween animal. There's a bat rescue in Australia that always needs help. www.patreon.com/BabyBatsandB...

Dress for the job you want Me:

Depression keeps me inactive in bed. But crunchy power cords and harmonized lead help me open my eyes.

A subscription service where I show up to your house and plug in my amp and wake you up for work with glam metal hits

I'm obsessed with this show's intros.

Tired: Do you know when the ARDSNET paper came out? Wired: Do you know when Hopeless Romantic by the Bouncing Souls was released?

You know it's going to be a day when you're starting it drinking coffee in the shower

The start of my glam metal project

Haven't picked up a guitar in a long time but could play Karma Police by muscle memory. My old self is still around.

Just finished watching a really important documentary

If I recorded music, would you listen?

Me pondering: Existence is inherently meaningless. Why am I even here? Me lifting a dog to hold them: Puppy elevator, it's the puppy elevator 🎶

One of my all time favorite bands and songs. Adding it to my list of projects

One of my papers reached "top stats" on Researchgate. That's cool. I'm tired.

Baby me

First song of the day

I never read much about the connection between creativity and depression because I didn't want to read about myself. I paint, I write, I learned different instruments. I compose. Blues, metal, classic rock, angular experimental weirdness. I'm desperate for salvation.

Probably has been evident, but I'm at my lowest depth in 5 years. I sleep all the time, my clothes billow on me, eaten twice in two weeks. I'm only getting out of bed now and putting real clothes on because I listened to Poison and Tigertailz on my best headphones

One of my new projects is a Ramones-style version of Poison-Talk Dirty To Me at 200 bpm. Less glam, more lo fi

The worse depression gets, the more music-related dreams I have Maybe this is my rescue mechanism

I kept hearing a background noise in one of my dreams and I remembered it's from this song.

That explains my dating life. I had my location set to Arkham Asylum.

Me getting ready for October

Unironically starting an original glam metal project. It's time to put my classical music training to work

"Dress for the job you want" Me:

Me getting ready for October

I had so many dreams last night. In one, I had a dachshund named David. Dream dachshund David is the best

Sometimes I feel like mental health advice from other guys is "just do whisky about it"

"Oh yeah Krysten Ritter is absolutely your type. Dark hair, mean. I’m surprised you haven’t been arrested for stalking her." My friends get me lol

I think being lead guitar in a Norwegian glam metal band can fix me

Finally watching the Warfare film Usually not that great with GWOT stuff after losing my friend in Afghanistan

Me everyday re: the president

The one thing on the internet I want to be real. The dog internet is the best district of the internet, too. Besides the pizza district.

Probably going to have some emotional support pizza

I don't listen to depressing music, it's just mood-congruent youtu.be/02nS2EC35go?...