I'm trying so hard to justify my bad choices

I fear today is over eating time...

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My macros are so bad it is actually pissing me off. But it's hard to eat more protein with zero damn moneyyyyy

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This tastes like shit

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I'm still thinking about this damn french toast... NOBODY TOLD ME IT WAS THAT GOOD !!!!!

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My mom asked me what I wanted for my birthday (it's in January, not that close yet) and my first thought was a scale and a smart watch...

Just remembered how I managed to lock in and get 10k steps daily in my honeymoon era... I daydreamed while I paced around my room

I'm not supposed to buy monster

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⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ october accountability #caterpillarsky

Why is it that when I say to someone not disordered I wanna be 100lbs they act like I'm gonna disappear, IT'S NOT EVEN UNDERWEIGHT 💔💔💔

🕸️ Halloween AkiAngel <3 #fanart #chainsawman #akiangel

I'm officially healthy BMI !!

I WEIGH 125 LBS!!!!

I don't know if I wanna keep torturing myself like this but I'm gonna feel like a fucking fake bitch if I try losing the healthy weight

Officially a liquid fast 81c but worth it

It's been 30 hours and well, idk, this might end up as a liquid fast

Time to play peak

After two successful fasting days I'm hoping I get addicted to it

A w0m4n made a tt talking about the problems with l3ft1st m3/n and how they dgaf about f3min1/sm or taking accountability for their own actions, and all the comments were l3ftist m3n saying that's not true and that she's wrong

Now even out of overweight BMI yet but at least I have noticeable clavicles I guess #caterpillarsky

If weight was lost then why do I look just as fat as when I started

waist went from 79cm at start of the month, to 76cm #caterpillarsky

Guys it's white rice alright for breaking a fast???

I just gave all the evidence and explained why buying m0nster is directly supporting Isr43/l and the person literally told me "I don't see any evidence supporting said idea" BITCH, I'M GONNA...

#caterpillarsky cal estimate of this soup???? I didn't track my cals (cuz mom was there LMAO). I can easily track the rest I ate but idk about the soup. Idk if this is useful at all but this bowl can have at max like 300g of pasta LOL

Hear me out, I'm an adult obviously but everyone confuses me with a 15 year old or younger very often because of my height and face, so when random dudes in the street do this it just grosses me out a 200% more cuz i just know they think I'm that age 😭😭😭

The ugliest and creepiest looking old man u can imagine just honked at me and smiled while I went to the store

Does coke with coffee really taste good???

Can u tell I watched a lot of douyin makeup tuts

CW: Idk, poop????? Is this a safe place to ask if u guys shit is also liquidy and smells different now, LMAOOOO

She's not perfect but she's mine

Still looks kinda ugly but could be worse

Never mixing carrot soup with eggs ever again. It tasted good at first and by the end I was gagging

I made a reddit post looking for friends and just fucking men talked to me and they're all so weird. Like I stopped responding for a few hours cuz idk I was doing other stuff 🙄🙄👋👋 and one is already like "ohh... Okay I understand, have fun with ur life..." bro STFU

The people who genuinely believe on that one 3dtwt skinny girl who does mukb4ngs and says she isn't purg1ng or ⭐ving behind the scenes

Just a lil 12 calorie snack

I mixed the carrot soup I made with eggs and made them scrambled and why was that so good, can't wait for tomorrow to eat all of it

okay, timeline cleanse everyone who sees this post, quote post 5 things that make you happy ✦. ݁ ˖ 🩷 M0ther M0ther 🩷 Watching G1lm0r3 G1rls 🩷 Cooking 🩷 Rainy days 🩷 Drawing

I get that people don't like smoking but why does everyone have to be in every t1kt0k like "did u saw her smoking? Why are u smoking?? 😨😨😨 Oh no, don't normalize smoking 😨😨" SYBAU

What's up with my stare

When a c0ns3rvativ3 dude with a j0j0pfp tells me to keep w3st3rn p0litics out of 4nime but my 0t4ku self has been watching 4n1m3 since I got out of my mother's womb

Doing everything to manifest an ideal bf except go outside and talk to people

What if I try to do a 3 day fast

Remembering that era where my woke ass was fighting in the trenches, getting death threats on a daily basis defending trans people, non binary people, neo pronouns, and way more only for me to get cancelled for making a dumb joke about pansexuals of all things