I’m at the point where anyone that matters, only cares about me using my credit to buy them more time. My credit cards are more important than me.

Unfortunately, just as I knew…Spring weather was too erratic between hot/cold/hot/cold. The winter snow damaged my lilac bush, on top of climate. And the sudden heat this past week wilted my tulips. The lilacs, and blossoms should be a weekish away yet…but a freeze is here soon

It's a cruel (cruel), cruel summer Leaving me here on my own It's a cruel (it's a cruel), cruel summer Now you're gone, you're not the only one

I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole No new tale to tell 37 years, on my way to hell Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you

This is not anywhere near average for Central PA.😢 It should be like 55F during the day…

And just as I knew would happen, we have had a heat spell that is confusing and wilting all of my spring flowers. The lilacs aren’t growing properly, and the tulips started and wilted because of the heat.😡🤬😭

Without saying your age, post your favorite film that released the year you turned 18. Pan’s Labyrinth

Yes, human use is not the only use - and all uses are interdependent.

God money's not lookin' for the cure God money's not concerned about the sick among the pure God money, let's go dancin' on the backs of the bruised God money's not one to choose Head like a hole, black as your soul I'd rather die than give you control

Once you put your hand in the flame You can never be the same There's a certain satisfaction In a little bit of pain I can see you understand I can tell that you're the same If you're afraid, well rise above I only hurt the ones I love

Alone inside my mind Across the room I catch your eye? Then you wander in my direction My left you sit beside So hot you make me want to hide, Hide from my own fragile torture

Idk, I have nobody that potentially cares, maybe I should just do it.

I've built around me, oasis Paradise is in my hand Holding on so tight to this status It's not real but I'll try to grab it Keep myself in beautiful places Paradise is in my hands I can't see me cry Can't see me cry ever again (ooh) I understand after trying Prozac.😔

Merry Zombie Jesus Day!!!

Puppet Masters

I guess I’m relaxing by a fireplace and get sneak attacked by the person that gets mad at me QRT’ing them?🤷‍♂️

You should have known the price of evil And it hurts to know that you belong here, yeah No one to call, everybody to fear Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare

You've been lied to just to rape you of your sight And now they have the nerve to tell you how to feel (feel) So sedated as they medicate your brain And while you slowly go insane, they tell you "Given with the best intentions, help you with your complications"

You left me here like a chalk outline On the sidewalk waiting for the rain to wash away Wash away You keep coming back to the scene of the crime But the dead can't speak and there's nothing left to say anyway All you left behind Is a chalk outline

supersonic 🔊🔊🔊

I guess I just give off bottom energy no matter what?😅

Lifelike and poseable Hopeless and disposable I'm the new, I'm the new, new model I've got nothing inside Better in the head and in bed, at the office I can suck it and smile New, new, new model

I’ve barely slept the last few days, because I keep getting hyper fixated on playing Resident Evil Requiem and Pokopia.😅

I’m supposed to be dry right now, but the urge to make thin mint martinis for St Patrick’s Day is overwhelming. 1 oz Vodka 1 oz Kahlua 1 oz Creme de Cacao 0.5 oz green Creme de Menthe 1.5 oz Half and Half or Milk

Ok, I am so much a pack rat when it comes to pics I take, and pics I save from twitter and stuff. I just scrolled through my album to find a pic for a reply, and saw a different pic. Wanted to make a separate post for that pic, and now I can’t find it. I save too much.😭

I am such a Resident Evil nerd, that I love so much talking about RE9 and retrospective views of the others. I have seen some crappy things and infighting, but overall so much has been fun. Let’s just remember, we’re all fans. It’s ok to have disagreements, but don’t get nasty.

Ok, think it’s time to snuggle in for a Friday the 13th marathon. Tonight is going to be Freddy Vs Jason, Remake : Killer Cut, and debating between 3 and/or 8.

Need to start getting in the holiday mood. #FridayThe13th youtu.be/oliCVn7Ic68?...

Well…Now I know what I need to put at the entrance to my driveway lane in the woods.🥰

So Zootopia 2 was very fun, and I enjoyed a lot of the references. I kinda think I might still like the first one better, though. Definitely hoping for Zootopia 3.

Return to Silent Hill also came out to purchase on digital too today… Should I be worried about the fog showing up???😅

Oh! Just noticed Zootopia 2 is now available to stream on Disney+. Felt out of the loop as a furry, having to wait so long to watch it.😅

Explain your OC’s power with a GIF… (I’m gonna cheat with two🤫)

Damn it!!!😡 I’m still fighting to find a high quality headphone for listening to music, and sometimes video games. I can’t find something that fits my wide head, sounds great, and doesn’t feel like price gouging. I’ve tried two different JBL’s, Beats Studio Pro, and Bose QC2.

But goddess damn it, there is so many fallen trees and branches everywhere…and mud. The mud I’m used to, because I live in a bog, but there are so many fallen trees and shit after this past winter.

My kinda “happy place”. A nice place I can sit on the ground or a fallen tree, and just relax in the middle of the woods. Kinda thought about laying out here and bleeding out my wrists in the middle of the night maybe too many times.😅

Really need to do landscaping this spring. So much dead forest vegetation everywhere in the back yard and front yard stream. It would be nice to get a backhoe and dig out the mud and crap and make the stream nicer. And Damn it, the lilac bush is getting fucked up leaves already😡

Well…this kinda makes the joking accusations of Trump being the antichrist a little more real…😬 www.theguardian.com/world/2026/m...

Ok…😤 It’s time to fucking greet the day.😖 Thank you climate change/instability for giving me such a sunny and warm day that is about 25 degrees above average.😊…🤔😬

Still upset about the potential fucking up of my lilacs AGAIN!😤 But the weather seems to have shifted and the next few days look like beautiful spring weather (just two months early😅) Damn it, I need to get my chunky butt out and enjoy that. Again…it should be in the low 40’s😅

We need some more Emberlynn Pinkle in Helluva Boss. I need more weebaboo content. 😂🤣 youtu.be/3-NrCcr8Bcg?...

I’m debating on having a lazy night and weekend, and binge watching all of Beastars before watching the final season. It’s supposed to be heavy rain all weekend, so what else is there to do?🤷‍♂️ Actually quite a lot, but, always put off to tomorrow what you don’t want to do today.

Peacock and Hulu, you both need to pony up for another season of Ted and The Orville, respectively. These two Seth McFarlane live action shows are great. Shame on you Hulu for not already making a 4th season of The Orville.😤

I know it’s annoying complaining about weather, but I hate that for the last several years, the temperature swings constantly from above average to below average. The next week is gonna be way above average, which is low 40’s. Every year my lilacs don’t bloom properly.😡