fuck this is awful how the fuck do you even explain a self harm addiction to people

ive had one of the best days why do I want to cut so bad?

"I'm fine! I dont wanna cut anymore!!" im back in the fucking building again

I forget I'm addicted to cutting until I cut and I cant stop thinking about it

I just wanna slit my wrist cmon

I cant even focus on homework because I want to cut so bad

im doing terribly in a chill way

there is something terrible under my skin

rubberbands can only do so much to bide my decaying mind time

oh my GOD I WANNA CUT

how i feel everytime i talk about my sh scars

I almost forgot how relieving the feeling of throwing up is

I just BEGGED my coworker to buy me a redbull

I got offered weed again at work

im in a heartbreaking mood (mitski)

also despite my injuries, I am going to try to work out more. 1) I wanna get more lean 2) I wanna have a nicer body for my partner

I found out my ex is going to the military. I know it was his plan before we got together and oddly enough im happy he's gonna do something with his life. when I was with him he pretty much had no direction or purpose and I hope he finds what he needs. on that note, going to the military now??? 🙄😬

I deleted tiktok and Instagram to try to focus better

I got cut with glass at work, I know you guys know a lot about cuts, how deep is this?

I feel like im fine for the most part? maybe I should post about different things

I got a really bad cut on my leg at work, I guess someone had glass in the garbage bag :/

I really really wanna cut i just wanna feel better

had an older guy at work come behind the counter and block off the exit and demand a hug. I threatened to kick him in the nuts and I called the cops after

476

i pray for a savior, only to be told i must be the very thing that saves me from myself

my head hurts from not eating

my dad wrote on my whiteboard "I ❤️ myself DONT FORGET THAT!!" ow ow ow ow ow

I dont know how to communicate without being afraid the other person is going to think im trying to manipulate them

should I communicate? yes. do I want to? no.

I need to be put down

I dont get this at all why do I feel this way

hi guys im new to #shedsky heres mine

I dont know why I get so attached

I used to matter to people

I accidently mixed two pain relievers youre not supposed to take together and then drank a bunch of coffee which you're not supposed to do on one of them...

hate feeling patronized

NSO ANIME IS OUT TODAY!A

I think I'm sick, I threw up a few times

I need to be more active jesus

i dreamt of you wringing your hands around my neck

im so mad at my "friend". She heavily vaped for the first 2 months of her pregnancy and now shes halfway through and still vapes once a day

trying weed for the first time

ended up with a decent amount of dried blood on my knife :/

CELEST STOP IT OH MY GOD JUST COMMUNICATE

okay nevermind im angry again im gonna lose my shit

being angry and then crying at the first sign of comfort is not for the weak

"should I reach out for help and support or cut myself" CELEST OH MY GOD THERES SUCH A CLEAR ANSWER

guys should I just suck it up and reach out

i wanna get hiiiiiigggghhhh