so glad i'm going on holiday so i can run away from all the things that are absolutely infuriating me atm for a bit. ughhhhh

ただいま

💐🎵💖

hate how willing i am to pay insane resale tax on goods that i am desperate for T _ T i know i should wait it out for more listings but i want it......

really needing that private account rn just to yell into the void xoxox

🕒☕️🧡 #illustration

thinking about this a lot today www.youtube.com/watch?v=bzWs...

one of my all time favourite singers has an event on while i'm in tokyo but its a festival where he's the only one i know in the line up and i'd be going alone so i'd be so lost T _ T

finally getting around to watching zeztz and holy shit. the vibes are very cool, off the first episode alone it felt very early heisei! loved the fight scenes too :-)

i love working hard on a sewing project thinking this is going to be so neat and perfect. only to get to the end of it and just. really not giving a shit and wanting it to be done <3

「貴方は、いいモノかしら？」

dealing with a proxy atm and seeing a lot of fan activities / events... man... i wish i could host stuff like that so bad. ofc i can't proxy since i'm in aus, but i'd really love to be involved in fan events T _ T but nothing i'm super into rn is overly popular here

seeing so many kinpri cafe and pop up shops and they're all ending just before i get to japan... when will the ones that i'll actually be there for be on... please..... i love my king of prisms....

Digital witch mayura 🔌 Happy Halloween everyone!

excited for summer so i stop falling asleep mid drama episodes at 10pm because i'm so toasty and tucked in amongst my blankets..

Magical mail order ❤️🌐💫

moment of silence for the fact there will not be a gozyuger g-rosso show happening while i'm in tokyo </3 extremely upset by this </3

i dont even watch joe rikiichi, but man.. i really love his covers. his voice is really the exact type i love. www.youtube.com/watch?v=HapY...

i want cute nails for the events i'm attending in japan but i know if i paint before i leave they'll be so chipped for the events... maybe i finally try press ons 🤔

I picked up G3 Catty yesterday and she's really cute!! I love her screening so much ✨ Might have also had a little cry while observing the doll herself 🫶

メ〜ルヘン

very early perfume content ended up in my recs and immediately obsessed with this performance.. the costumes, the chorography, the song itself, the energy... 10/10... www.youtube.com/watch?v=WK2B...

Absolutely sobbed over a drama finale and now crying over some wonderful news my friend told me. Crying mess tonight oh my god

I need another person in our bl fans group chat to stop us from spending hundreds on merch again and again. Oh my god.

SIKE! I GOT TICKETS ON RESALE YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

very casual coord for a small convention the over week ✨

i was reading on the bus home from work, as i have been lately, and there was a man sitting behind me having the loudest phone conversation with the heaviest aussie accent with so much lingo... there was so much going on in his phone call, i could not focus on what i was reading at all..!!

かしこまっ！ #pripara #プリパラ #真中らぁら

bought a bunch of lace for a bag i'm making for my jp trip, only for the seller providing the base lace for it all to send the wrong product T _ T hopefully i can get the replacement asap so i can get a work on it...

silly admin day since its the only day i've had in like 2 weeks to do any of this T _ T on hold with an airline rn having a terrible time </3

enstage general for tokyo has sold out 💀 are you fucking kidding me 💀

kinpri getting a new stage announcement then only a few hours later the announcement that greatinn aren't working as a pair anymore. the whiplash.

hay fever season is kicking my ass!

I liked how most my photos came out today! I think maybe I really liked how my make up came out? I felt very cute! It's always fun dressing up as a cute cat girl 🐈‍⬛️

so surprised how many photos i got asked for at the con today! i got none last time i wore dejiko and this time i had so many people recongise the character! did not expect that at all. it was really nice tho to see people be happy to see my cosplay about ; A ;

i wasn't able to watch the zeztz stream before it was taken down 🧍

once i get my license, its going to be me and marketplace grabbing so many dolls secondhand from all over the city

a motteke sailor fuku cover ended up on my recs and now i wanna rewear my miyuki cosplay...

the next 2 weeks are going to be very fun but also extremely hectic @ _ @

how am i meant to apply for tickets when you won't even let me sign in ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh

keep seeing blue heelers on walks lately. they've all been so cute. one of them smiled at me today :)

something that will always crack me up is when i started getting into itabagging, i would always be so confused how people could be so dedicated to one character. yet here i am, 5 itabags and a tattoo dedicated to itsuki shu later.

Finally got to wear out this silly jumper I've been slowly working on for about 2 years! I hand sewed on all the deco 🫠

i don't like how proxy sites tally up how much i spent on my orders. i don't like being directly that i told dropped that much unknowingly....

really yappy today lallalalalalalalallala

the problem with wanting to compete is that i don't want the competition or going up on stage. i just want a reason to show off what i make and push myself to keep making stuff to a higher standard.

i'm contemplating potentially taking on a pretty intensive build & maybe considering documenting it/completing it to standards for a comp? i think it would be really good to push myself!

thinking about my cosplans tonight and i like thinking about cosplaying runo from bakugan but then i don't know if i'll ever be mentally prepared for all the mistaken miku comments.

didn't hit my first round of enstage applications... please don't give me a repeat of the budokan ticketing, i'm begging...