concept commission 👊

concept commission ✨

concept commission ✨

Portrait commission 🖼️

Portrait commission 🖼️

concept commission 🐱

concept commission 🐱

concept commission 🍂

concept commission 🍂

Commissions are open again - I've adjusted prices and options a bit to try and work around my current health problems. I'm getting better! ➡️ forms.gle/UMV3jcCirXUo...

🥺 thank you all for the commission requests, I can’t even begin to describe how grateful I am for your support even if I basically don’t really put myself out there and don’t draw personal stuff anymore, my health has been terrible this year - I just want to feel good again and you make it possible

re: my dogshit health im improving a bit, this week i surprisingly managed to actually feel a bit more alive and it looks like it's working? i started smoking again though so WHAT IF i just needed to not stop smoking huh

Commissions are open again - I've adjusted prices and options a bit to try and work around my current health problems. I'm getting better! ➡️ forms.gle/UMV3jcCirXUo...

Health update: I’ve been on a new treatment now that’s aimed towards helping me have the energy necessary to stay awake, still trying to figure out how to deal with it on the long term. I’ll adjust my commission process a bit, doctors are getting expensive and I need work for my mental state too

Gonna most likely reopen commissions again next week

concept commission 🐺

last concept commission of this batch 🌹

last concept commission of this batch 🌹

concept commission 🐺

my health is not improving so im gonna close commissions because it's become pretty much impossible for me to draw for more than 2 hours a day cya

Open 🫰 docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...

commission for @thefancyfencer.bsky.social!

commission for @thefancyfencer.bsky.social!

Commission 🔥❄️

did anyone ever have a problem with their Wacom tablets (got myself a One By Wacom) where sometimes the brush in photoshop doesn't have pressure for a few clicks, or lags behind the strokes? Tried reinstalling drivers and everything, it still does it and I'm going insane, I hate Wacom SO MUCH

Concept commission 🍂

did anyone ever have a problem with their Wacom tablets (got myself a One By Wacom) where sometimes the brush in photoshop doesn't have pressure for a few clicks, or lags behind the strokes? Tried reinstalling drivers and everything, it still does it and I'm going insane, I hate Wacom SO MUCH

Concept commission 🍂

After seven years Yevkka was due for a glow up and @absiiinthe.bsky.social was obviously the artist for the job! The layers of cobbled-together outfit combined with the deliciously textured brushstrokes drive home what a journey it’s been.

Commission 🔥❄️

It’s kinda ass that your physical health affects your mental health too… I’m drained of all energies and can barely stay awake for more than 2 hours at a time without crashing down, I don’t find joy in anything because I feel like I’ll just be tired and drowsy through all of it anyway 😞 plus>

Health updates 😷 My vitamin D levels are terrifyingly low: normal value should over around 60-80%, deficiency is <10% and I’m at a whopping 4% lmao This explains pretty much how I’m a zombie, I’m back on track with commissions but I have to take it easy and slow while treatment kicks in

concept commission 🍷

concept commission 🍷

As a reminder my commissions are open - I can still work albeit not on the same hardware as before but I’m waiting for a replacement 🙏

my 17 years old wacom bamboo exhaled her last breath tonight right as i was working on commissions so I will be a bit hindered and slow 😭 F in chat

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Reopening commissions later today! In the meantime have the end of course illustration I did for an art workshop ✨

Open 🫰 docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...

Reopening commissions later today! In the meantime have the end of course illustration I did for an art workshop ✨

I chipped one of my teeth Are you FUCKING SHITTING ME

>feel like absolute dogshit >find a fox in ghost of tsushima >follow her fluffy tail to the inari shrine and pet her afterwards >feel a bit less shit :)

The most endearing part of being sick (i basically can’t stay awake for more than 3-4 hours because my metabolism is completely fucked up) is that my cat doesn’t leave me alone and makes sure to guard me and sleep with me whenever I crash 😭 what did we do to deserve animals

so basically. i'll be needing to do more blood work and tests to check if i'm type 2 diabetic now 🫠 ngl i'm feeling like shit, i know it's nothing """too""" worrying in this time and age but man why do i suck so much at surviving

More doctors visits tomorrow because my health is deteriorating again. I’m losing lots of weight though so there’s a silver lining I guess 👍

I think that if you call someone a narcissist based on the assumption that they talked about something that happened to them only because they wanted to get pity points you should simply be slapped hard enough to make you dizzy and disoriented

We’re playing fetch with his favorite toy (my hair ties)

I unironically want to start composing haikus for fun now what the fuck

Turns out that the solution to sadness is making haikus in ghost of tsushima, I’m so proud of myself for making one that actually resonates with me (syllables are wrong I know but still) Feel the earth Sheltered from the sun Look for warmth

also i havent drawn anything personal in like 3 months now? im so washed up