syd just farted

bout to mainline some tequila

work has me about to call out bc i'll be in the psych ward

hey so what the fuck

not shy not meh ITZAAAAAAAYYYY

i stg i just get my feelings hurt on repeat all day every day lately

i can't afford to see ateez this summer because syd's fuckass ex is making us move which is expensive as fuck : ) i'm gonna SCREAM

my friend's bf just sent this in the gc HELLPPPPP

winter ❄️ aespa #winter #kimminjeong #aespa #kpop

so sleepy but i wanna watch yellowjackets and hang out w syd 😭😭😭😭😭

syd and i volunteer at the animal shelter on saturdays at 1:30. my ass slept until 1:40 😭😭😭

horchata :)

these are kpop's most sigma boys i fear

intak?

kpop it boy this kpop it girl that, who's the kpop SIGMA boy???

drink drank drunk

drunk and watching a movie abt bigfoot hunters on a thursday night with my bestest friend ever syd

the mood rn is Not Sober listening to illit

i love y'all so much. y'all make me feel so loved 💞

moving on is so hard when you had so much you were looking forward to :( i have officially fallen victim to what the kids call a "situationship"

y'all every pregame a shower

this last couple of weeks has truly sucked the soul out of me. surely some passionfruit sangria will help!

why do

gang i am busting my ass SO MUCH lately i need to sleep for twelve years

been letting this sheet mask marinate my face for like forty mins

idk what to eat for dinnerrrrrrr all i wanna eat is baked cheetos and i already opened a bottle of chocolate wine 😭😭😭 adult life is so amazing

wait other auvility warriors on the sl?!??

if auvelity can make me 75% less suicidal then imagine what lean could do for me

my fucking ride or die atp. literally.

also i finally figured out how to verbalize why i stopped using bsky so much. all i wanted to do was talk about lina and i felt so annoying and unbearable so i just decided to stfu. but it seems to be over now 🥲 so i will try my best to resume my usual activities 🫡🫡

remember when i used to do ketamine treatments for my depression? four months of that shit did nothing for me. i quit it and started a drug called auvelity which is a combo of a drug i already take (bupropion) AND FUCKING COUGH MEDICINE?? and somehow i no longer think about killing myself 24/7. wild

fuck it e ball

i really love having Body Hurts Disease and Syndrome and also Too Tired to Be Alive Disorder

syd's dog is truly the most dynamic woman in my life

don’t touch her dr pepper

syd got me to watch yellowjackets and we just finished season two and i'm so obsessed omfg

can't wait to have the gifts she gave me remind me of what could have been and what we've lost for the forseeable future

can y'all spam me with kpop updates from the last month PLEASE i have been so occupied with emotions but it seems that is over now and i need to be consumed by my special interest again

hi guys i'm not dead just depressed and trying to focus on myself 🫠🫠🫠 i miss y'all

smh ry says yes to yapping w me then vanishes!!!!!!

hi guyyssssss anybody wanna yap???

gonna actually gnaw my arm off at the elbow

i can pay with......my love 💞💞

anybody wanna get me new knees on the black market

I NEED HIM SO BAAAADDDDD

syd is so funny guys 😭😭 just sitting here watching him try to sign into paramount plus on the roku, straight tweakin

she hasn't texted me back in seven and a half hours i'm TWEAKIN god i'm so needy

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