Hi dear ones, i’m kinda using this as my diary. I’ve decided that I desperately need to take a break from social media, and the hiatus seems like the perfect time for it. I’ve been in a very unhealthy mindset lately and I think social media has been contributing to it.

In class and all I can think about is chenford engagement/ chenfordnapping 🥹

now i’m sad I don’t have bircks with sports mode.

now Melissa release the drafts

how fast my face dropped, THIS CAN NOT BE SERIOUS

I’m so nauseous OH MY GOD

I don’t want it to end tonight, I can’t wait 8 months again

I wore my converse and it started pouring rain and MY SOCK IS ALREASY SOAPING WET. I hate this

So first Melissa does the scuba and now 67, oh god 😭😭

I just need a convention in Europe in JULY OR AUGUST. Please 😫😫😫

it’s fine, I didn’t wanna meet Melissa anyways

watching the lightning, i’m also such a pluviophile and love just watching and sitting there 🥹🎐

I was in Paris, surprise 🫠

I still remember the first paris convention Melissa cancelled, barely any people going and now almost the whole fandom seems to be there🥺🥺

she’s holding space for chenford proposal

I think my basketball team from this year has a group without me. They keep saying things and I always have no clue what it’s about. Why the fuckkkk

me meeting my favourite lowkey belgian basketball player four years ago and last year she got to play in the WNBA 🥹🥹🥹🥹

life feels so unfair sometimes. I had been following this girl for years, she’d been fighting against cancer. She was so grateful to just be able to wake up and still be alive. I dreaded the day I’d open my phone and she would no longer be here. Well today is the day, she finally transitioned.

sooo how many hours do you have in a day Melissa O’neil??? We do not have the same 24h broooo

The con fomo combined with the Olivia Dean fomo is going to kill me, just saying. I think imma need to log out for a few weeks

still using the heatless curls method Melissa put me on, and they turn out so good every timeeeeeee!!! 🥹 thank you @missoneil.bsky.social wherever you may be in this space right now ◡̈

Officially signed at a new club today, maybe, hopefully I won’t have to say goodbye to number 11. Onto bigger and better things tho 🥺🥺🥺

probably transfering to a new club and maybe have to say bye to my number 11 💔💔💔

my teammates dog is so cuteeeeee 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

I miss my frecklessssw 🫠🫠🫠🫠

I walked into the room where my mom’s friends and my friends parents were and the men stood up and stood next to me for a pic. THEY WERE LAUGHING AT ME FOR GOING TO THE CON AND SPENDING MONEY ON MEETING ERIC. God I was so embarassed. My fangirl life is supposed to be a secret 😭😭😭

I started watching The Rookie when there were 5 seasons and now there’s gonna be a season 9!!🥹

My rookie corner, i will be building my chenford lego soon after months of procrastinating to join. ◡̈

Who’s gonna tell her? 🥹🥹🥹🥹

Just realised I heard “cuff ‘em boot” in real life

Me walking away from Erics table after having a casual chat with him.

After experiencing the anxiety rashes when meeting Eric, i’m scared what i’ll be like if I ever meet Melissa 🤠

Lovely way to wake upppppp

Watching the episode tonight will be so weirdddddd 🤠

I’m not even having post con depression yet, i’m just so thankful and happy for my experience today. Unbelievable

Melissa was there too today

My eyes literally sparking oh my god

Chenford spotted at FACTS

I went up to Eric’s autograph table when no one was there and got to chat with him. It was amazing but I was so nervous. And the anxiety rashes afterwards 🥹

GUYSSSSSSS 🥹🥹🥹🥹

I’m seeing Eric today, i don’t know what to do

this cutie showed up on my terrace yesterday. (My cat was weirded out to smell another one on me but I couldn’t resist the pets)

need poses ideas because I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO

what do you mean i’m actually going to a con? I’m scared

Just ordered tickets to meet Eric🧍🏼‍♀️

THIS WEEKEND SUCKS, i hate basketball

Uconn lost, fuck this.

Perfect moment to unwind after my terrible game, just living vicariously through uconn

I don’t know if I’m at a place right now to attend a con, i’m debating going so hard

tiktok strikes again