I FUCKED UP SO BAD WIRH THE BLUE IN THE BACLGROUND i hate coloring with crayons ok.

deos anyone have airbuds?…

i wont write the end exams probably such a relief

radiation sickness is so interesting

i messed up my test from math because I couldnt concentrate because of my sound hypersensitivity and i did so bad i wish i wasnt autistic i hate my fucking life w

i hate having autism j wish i could be normal

i hate when my mom forces food in me just let me be skinny

shes kinda silly but shes trying 💔 i look kinda big here lol ignore it

hi ,’3

IM GETTING A GEKO GUYS GUYS !!

i got 72,5/100 points from polish competition im so disappointed on myself i could do so much better

when i want to tell someone something about nuclear energy and they know it already

i have love hate relationship with me being intp

my dad gave me some money for the results of my competitions yay

sorry guys for being offline im just so exhausted i dont want to do anything orher than lay all day and kill myself

my new autism obsession is nuclear energy okie thats all..

the biggest mistake people are doing that they consider that they dont like to study because of school (￣^￣)ゞ

being educated person is fun until people think you are too boring and dont even talk with you

i hate that people nowadays dont like studying because i dont have anyone to talk about what did i just learnt

i have no idea what to draw im bored

i am such a nerd when ut comes to true crimes in poland during ussr 💔

my new tsuzuku drawing okie bye

i want to diy this thing but im so ass at this besides it would be a hypocratic thing to wear a cloth with heroin addict while being a straight edge 💔

im always jealous of people with friends then i hate everyone and cant bring myself to like anyone i think im just made to be always alone

im so used to isolate myself that i have no idea how to communicate anymore

living all time under stress pressure is so exhausting let me die already

i need fucking more knowledge or ill go insane or maybe i am going insane

i feel so emotionless i wish i could feel anything even sadness or whatever just to feel real

WHY THE FUCK I HAVE AUTISM MY PSYCHIATRIST WAS PROMISING ME THAT I DONT HAVE IT THIS FUCK AHH WOMAN

i hate the fact that syndrome is known for their nzi performance and not their peak music ( ￣^￣)

no matter how hard im trying to fit in no one never likes me what im doing wrong

i want to go on recovery but uh idk

i have no one to talk about my problems this feeling start to overwhelm me really bad

im regretting cuttinf mtself after being one year clean (￣^￣)

im looking at the blade not sure if i should do it

someone called me a poser bc i dont support guy around 30 that likes minor like ok

this could be us btw (￣^￣)ゞ

i havent done vkei makeup in so long but when i think about taking it off after I want to kms

i fucking hate edge lords with my whole soul i hope they die

'jump if youre the best vkei band' +isolation 🤤🤤:

i hope ill die in my sleep im scared of tomorrow really bad i want to die

my meds arent working

im so stressed and exhausted that my hair keep falling out all the time lets hope i will survive another two days

its so weird to see people trust and like me after a toxic relationship when she was manipulating me to think that im not worth any trust or attention from anyone but i still miss her ok bye goodnight

me nd gang

its so painful to be a fan of underground bands because theres no gifs wirh them (￣^￣) give me gifs with aliene mariage

im going to order buffalo platforms im so excited hehe