i refuse to give up on writing. also i'm finally enjoying it again, it doesn't feel as painful just a simple hurt/comfort 5+1 #hualian #tgcf archiveofourown.org/works/723441...

I haven't checked the hualian channel in my server in weeks and at this point I'm afraid to lol

😳😳😳#TGCF #tianguancifu #HeavenOfficialsBlessing #hualian #天官赐福 #XieLian

#TGCF #HuaLian #SanLang --- omg guys so I was at the market and this cute daozhang (you know, the one from Puqi Shrine) came up to me like “are you the one who draws husbands?” and I was like ?? I guess??? then he asked me to draw his San Lang, paid me with one coin, and I’m pretty sure it’s fake 🥹

he's yapping about dianxia

*crawling, wheezing, dying, covered in blood, reaching for my phone, opening this app-* "Lolll managed to write a few sentences of fanfic today! Fuck yeah!" *collapses*

San Long

Question: what is the most popular social media site for local things? I'm thinking about setting up a community for queer DND for my wife but apparently people our age don't use Facebook anymore 🥲

I wrote a little thing <3 archiveofourown.org/works/72255381 Wu Ming identity reveal, possessiveness kink, angst, 406 words Written for the Dead Dove Kinktober @deaddoveevents.bsky.social prompts "pierced shut" and "recognize via genitals" #tgcf #hualian #wulian

Fuck I know I had a dream about Hualian I was gonna turn into a fuckaboutit but I can't remember what it was 😭

I wish I could be a book or manga reviewer but once I'm done a story I can't remember much other than vibes and if I really enjoyed it or really really enjoyed it lol

Every day I'm eepy deepy dude

I wish gay sex was real, looks like a lot of fun 😔

Sometimes I have no idea what the bl manga creators are thinking when they fucking put things without a string or a base up a bottom's butt!! It can get lost!!! Oh my god!!! I'm trying to enjoy a smutty story but all I can do is scream!!

After a few weeks, I've finally finished my indie author carrd! lapislove.carrd.co#home Commissions are open, and all my links to my socials and ko-fi are in there ❤️ #authorcarrd #indieauthor #writingcommissions

Told wife about a queer female character Wife: Mother!!! Me: don't you mean Mommy? Wife: yes but with more respect behind it

With the encouragement of my massage therapist I got a pregnancy pillow, and it came in today, I officially have a nest lmao I'm not leaving this unless I have to

Just a Reminder! Wulian Week is happening in one month! November 2nd - 8th! Event Info: wulianweek.carrd.co #tgcf #heavenofficialsblessing #hualian #wulian

#光が死んだ夏 #thesummerhikarudied

dragon Dianxia is finally out of the zine jail #tgcf #hualian

Don't you hate it when an amazing series is set up to continue but it's been radio silence on *when* 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

I wanna write a few recipes down to give one of my friends for Christmas but idk how to convert "as much as it looks and feels right" into proper measurements 😅

Hua Cheng proudly parading his pregnant wife through the streets of Ghost City 💕 Finally a proper preglian art TvT🫶 #TGCF #Hualian

New short story out! 🗡️ Backfire of a Gun ❤️ Summary: Before a raid on an enemy base, a mercenary reflects on a relationship that brought out his human side but ended in disaster. www.tumblr.com/lapis-love-w... www.pillowfort.social/posts/6691229 #shortstory #originalwriting #lapiswrites #writing

Guess who the rosy bun is thinking about🤭🤭🤭🤭??? (I specially drew moles on him so #XieLian would know where to kiss 😘🥰❤️‍🔥) (The colors on my iPad and phone are so different, I don't know who to believe 🤔) #TGCF #tianguancifu #HeavenOfficialsBlessing #hualian #天官赐福

Thank you Joplin for being my solid note taker that can easily transfer between my phone and laptop... Couldn't suffer this without you...

Love how I was so pumped to get a new eReader site that takes certain gift cards, and would therefore be reading "SO much more danmei" The BL manga section has captured me. It's 98% of my online bookshelf. No I don't need saving, I just need to win the lottery so I can get more.

Website is harder to make than expected so for now I'm making a Carrd for more details about me as a writer. For now, here's my Ko-fi with donation and commission options! DM for details ❤️ ko-fi.com/lapislove I'm currently trying to collect funds for my never-ending book and manga wishlist!

🌸 Hua Cheng/Xie Lian 🌸 post-canon, mpreg, fluff 🌸 rated E 🔞, oneshot (2k words) Summary: Xie Lian is pregnant and his libido is exceptionally high... you know the rest of the story. 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/71431751 This is part of a series. Please read my other fics too. 💕

Since I'm thinking about hualian and motorcycles, there's no way I can leave out how much I think about this ❤️❤️❤️

Fuck ok I'm thinking too hard about hualian motorcycle scenarios... But imagine modern AU, Xie Lian is nearly ready to kill in a gang fight but his remaining underling Wu Ming knows it won't be a good end, calls it in, then as XL changes his mind and rides away together, he jumps off to stall them

As obnoxiously loud as they are, I do miss riding motorcycles. This is the second book where the ML has one and it's just bringing back the feeling of danger and freedom. And also making my third degree burn scar on my calf from an engine ache lol

The worst thing about reading books and watching anime about high schoolers is the graduation!!! So bittersweet and I always wanna cry like I'm parting ways with the best years of my life too! (Even though my high school was online and not memorable at all lol)

Overheard in dnd: "Loot the body. Steal the wallet. Steal the identity!"

Hate when I suddenly get the urge to go on a walk, like, girl no! Can't even get down the stairs without having to sleep for a week! 🥲

Been dealing with a lot, should get myself a little treat - me after dealing with 1 thing every day for the past week Little treat is a lie. Just turns into routine 🤣

I posted a small update. ☺️ 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/537796... ❤️

I would just like it if I was never sleepy again. Disability aside, if I could just choose to stay up for 24 hours to read a book and then decide to get 24 hours of rest after, however that may look, idk. Would be nice. Anyways it's 4 and if I don't sleep I'll die from the busy week ahead

Fav side character of mine so far: A beta named Tyler aka Tiger from #stereotypicalomega Someone misheard his introduction once in grade school and called him Tiger, and this beta seeking individuality decided to make it his whole personality. He's well known in the college setting of the story 🐅

Oh shit we have bookmarks here now 👀

Have I been watching #kpdh too much? Well, Takedown played through half my dream last night while I was kicking a plant monster's grass ass with two friends so you tell me

I could sleep. Or I can reread some manga where pretty men get railed. Tough choice... I say, like a liar. Manga.

The sexual tension behind an alpha shyly giving their omega a collar before being mates.......

This one was hilarious!! The high school story of a tough looking kid (who I affectionately describe as ADHD Gremlin) and his 'henchman' (bff that can and will take care of the gremlin) mostly narrated by the classmate who sits between them! I was laughing nonstop 😂 #mangarec

Guess who has 29 eReader manga within a month and apparently 0 self control?

I may have favored Wu Ming immediately because of Darker Than Black

"A Spring Morning" version 0.4 is out! More Ghost City dates and more hualian shamelessly hualianing ✨ Devlog: auchrauch.itch.io/a-spring-mor... #tgcf #hualian

📢 I posted another chapter. 🥰 Xie Lian is still sick, and Hua Cheng makes some sacrifices for the sake of his beloved. 💕 archiveofourown.org/works/537796...

Still gushing over the chibi icon of me that my bestie drew for my author socials ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ if y'all haven't seen it and want to, go check out my @lapislove.bsky.social account!