it’s the few, the proud, and the emotional.

i’m a prudent in perfection and i’m best friends with my doubt.

heard you say not today, tore the curtains down, windows open, now make a sound.

i’ve been thinking too much, help me.

used to play pretend, used to play pretend, money.

sometimes you gotta bleed to know that you’re alive and have a soul.

my shadow tilts its head at me.

you waste all this time trying' to get to me, but you are out of my mind, yeah.

hope you haven't left without me, hope you haven't left without me, please.

used to dream of outer space but now they’re laughing at our face saying “wake up, you need to make money.”

but we don’t seem to see many bullets coming through, bullets coming through.

i’ve seen the streets you’re walking down.

release me from the present, i'm obsessing all these questions, why i'm in denial that they tried the suicidal session.

help me polarize, help me polarize, help me down.

(my people singing) hey, hey, hey, hey!

can you save my heavydirtysoul?

those stairs is where i be hidin' all my problems

i know my soul’s freezing, hell’s hot for good reason so please take me.

put away, put away all the gods your father served today.

there’s an infestation in my minds imagination.

this is not rap, this is not hip-hop, just another attempt to make the voices stop.

wow, i probably should’ve stayed inside my house.

i’m driving here i sit, cursing my government for not using my taxes to fill holes with more cement.

what if my dream does not happen? would i just change what i've told my friends?

i know my soul’s freezing, hell’s hot for good reason so please take me.

all my enemies who wouldn’t wish who i was, but it’s fun to fantasize.

i waste all this time trying to run from you but i'm, i'm out of my mind.

they think this thing is a highway, highway, but will they be alive tomorrow?

regardless, all these songs i’m hearing are so heartless.

out of student loans and treehouse homes we all would take the ladder.

wish i had a better voice to sing some better words.

metaphorically, i’m the man, but literally, i don’t know what i’d do.

fear might be the death of me, fear leads to anxiety, don't know what's inside of me.

it’d be to my brother ‘cause we have the same nose, same clothes.

i don't know where you are, you'll have to come and find me, find me.

wanted to be a better adversary to the evil i have done, i have none to show to the one i love but deny, deny, denial.

i just wanna stay in the sun where i find i know it’s hard sometimes.

don't let me be gone.

gnawing on the bishops, claw our way up their system.

she’s the tear in my heart, take me higher than i’ve ever been.

but then you ignore them still, all these questions are for real like who would you live for? who would you die for? and would you ever kill?

those stairs is where i be hidin' all my problems

they say i’m emotional.

i look outside and see a whole world better off without me in it tryin' to transform it.

i’m fairly local, i’ve been around.

tempted by control, controlled by temptation….

we don't believe what's on TV because it's what we want to see, and what we want we know we can't believe.

i was told when i get older all my fears would shrink, but now i’m insecure and i care what people think.

what i shouldn’t do i will.

you don't know what i've done, i'm wanted and on the run.