This is where I live.This farm has just been approved for housing.The housing estate you see to the left if you zoom in are currently being built.They are gradually stretching across the fields along with many other estates.There will be 1000s more houses here.Do you see why I stand with UK farmers?

Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?" Alice asked. "That depends a good deal on where you want to get to," said the Cat "I don't much care where—" said Alice. "Then it doesn't matter which way you go," said the Cat.  Lewis Carol

I bought a small christmas tree with lights for my caravan where I live in the supermarket reduced to £5. Maybe it will help me feel a bit more like celebrating christmas......

I hope the day can be a good one. For myself & for everyone

There are no facts, only interpretations - Friedrich Nietzsche

Looking out.....

I miss having someone to care about me. Someone who is genuinley interested in how I feel & to talk with about the everyday silly things. But the reality is we have to put others first & put ourselves at the back of the queue. Its just how it is. I often feel very sad but I carry on regardless....💙

The darkness & the lights. They are unreachable. I can see them but they may as well not be there. Everything around me drags me down & I could not try any harder. Just keep swimming & try to stay afloat. But the lights? They are unreachable & in reality they always will be. 😞

I spent all day yesterday pruning roses at work. An easy job for a change. Although you get cut to ribbons by the thorns. But the flowers are so beautiful they need thorns to protect them...

I made a veggie tikka & Bombay potoates with all fresh organic vegetables tonight including organic fresh tumeric root & organic garlic.

Its a new day. I have 5 hours work but its windy & rain is threatening. No work, no money, lets hope I can get a couple of dry hours in at least. Let the day be kind to everyone

I STAND WITH UK FARMERS!! Boycott the supermarkets and buy direct from the farms. Stop filling our countryside with solar panel farms, unneeded industrial parks & new houses. Support british farmers. Oppose the inheritance tax and the supermarket undercutting of milk prices.THIS IS VITALLY IMPORTANT

....and when I awoke the sun was shining. Paradise was here. Of course it was all an illusion. But it was my illusion. And in it I had a brief moment of happiness, that even in its being I knew would never last..... Teresa Jeffery - Book of random thoughts

Lets not forget what christmas is really about. Think of those who are sad or on bad times. Its not about presents or parties or lavish spending. The world is a mess and we have forgotten the basics. The true meaning of christmas has been lost. Lets hope for a better future.I wish the best for all.💙

Rochester by night last night. On with the day Let it be fine.The time is the here and now.The future will come & good times will return. We live in hope and must try to have faith and believe in the good things. Life is the most precious thing that we will ever have.I wish everyone a good day 💙

Is it 2 weeks until christmas? Or thereabouts? I feel so sad. Ive bought nothing, no presents, no tree. It all feels pointless. The days of celebrating are gone. There is only false smiles & empty hearts. Anyway, went to the dickensian christmas in Rochester today....the cathedral looked nice.....

Goodnight

"To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering". Friedrich Nietzsche

December. Lights. A touch of colour

I feel happier aboit christmas this evening. ❤️

I went to the advent service at the cathedral today, evening worship & now Im feeling uplifted. Turned out to be not such a bad day. Goodnight

Ive accidentally deleted my favourite sea photo on here it had over 1300 likes & I dont have this photo anywhere else saved.😭Oh what are photos & likes anyway,its all just meaningless bullshit.Here we are at christmas in the 70s pretending to be happy.Just like we always did. Its all a waste of time

Them - if you could go back & live your life again what would you do differently? Me - Everything .....

youtube.com/watch?v=6BBF... 🖤

I dont want to celebrate christmas this year. I'll go to midnight mass & reflect on the past & thats it. Can't wait for it to just be over

A few days ago I stood on the edge of the cliff & entered a trance like state.I felt the waves caling me & I let myself fall & on my way down I woke & changed my mind but it was too late. Then I woke No matter how hard life is it is indeed the most precious thing. I ll always be here. I do my best.💙

youtu.be/rbgiJu7YFvo?... When I drove home alone from the hospital this song played in my car & has become forever linked with that day & the memory of my sister. We shared a past only we could understand even if we had our ups & downs. I thought an older sister was forever but god had other plans

4 years ago today my sister died. Life is short. And unpredictable. I try to make the most of each moment but sometimes, alot of times I have no motivation at all. I wish I could pick up the phone or send a text. .But I cant & thats life. I hope youre doing good. Thinking of you. I feel so alone❤️❤️

The former Brentwood Lunatic asylum. How the people of the past suffered here. Goodnight

I cannot stress this enough PLEASE SUPPORT OUR FARMERS.Our farmers are being forced out by the new extortionate inheritance tax.Their families will be forced to sell their land to pay these taxes when passed on. This land will be landgrabbed for housing. We will lose our countryside FOREVER.

This is so true. Where is the sense in this 🤷‍♀️

This is viitally important for the future of our country as we know it. Please do some independant research as to whats happening here. Without our farmers we will lose our countryside, our own fresh food supply, our villages, our traditions & our complete way of life. Please support our farmers 🙏

It started as a bad day but ended fine. I have some lovely customers who treat me like a friend & this makes me see the good in people. 😊

Its very very important to understand whats happening in the uk right now regards our farmers. If you live in the Uk please support our farmers.

How I see things sometimes - accidental photo.

youtube.com/watch?v=lCu5... Life is dark, sometimes, there is just not enough light.....Moonspell 🖤

Good morning. Lets face the day & see what it brings on the conveyor belt we ride called life....

I am exhausted....and tired. Goodnight

Remember - The acorn that self seeds from the deepest darkest part of the forest floor will become the mightiest oak of them all while the one that is potted & watered & nutured by hand will be a lame & weak specimen. I am fiercly proud to be working class & to have been dropped on the forest floor

Today I have to work outside and its so cold. I look forward to the end of the day and to be back in the warm. Such is life....but I live for my freetime & to travel in between work. People have it worse and I think of the many english people on the streets in this weather who have to sleep outside

Goodnight 💙

I am a rock I am an island.....💙 Paul Simon 1965

My angels. My best friends. My life ❤️

Goodnight 💙🖤

My beautiful England. What a nice winters day (although November technically is still classed as Autumn I believe)

The church ruin where legend has it that during the witch trials & witch was burried alive by the villagers. In revenge she enchanted an oak tree to grow from her wooden leg so as it would eventually destroy the church. I was here today

Beautiful original painted church in Norfolk

A strange mixture.....A ruin within a ruin. A 1700s windmill built inside the ruins of a 13th century abbey ruin.

I'm still chasing rainbows. Until the day I die.....