I'm the love of your life until I make you mad

It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do, 'cause I was going down, but I was doing it with you

and ain't it funny how you said you were friends? now it sure as hell don't look like it

all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you, but I kinda feel sorry for them 'cause they'll never know you the way that I do

and ain't it funny how you ran to her the second that we called it quits?

it's social suicide, wanna curl up and die

tried so hard to be everything that you liked, just for you to say you're not the compliment type

'cause loving you is loving every argument you held over my head, brought up the girls you could have instead, said I was too young, I was too soft. can't take a joke, can't get you off. oh, why do I do this? I look so stupid

I am light as a feather, I'm as stiff as a board. I pay attention to things that most people ignore

two plus two equals five, and I'm the love of your life

got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend, too. I wanna be you so bad and I don't even know you

I am light as a feather, I'm as stiff as a board. I pay attention to things that most people ignore

sidewalks we crossed I still hear your voice in the traffic we're laughing over all the noise

I'm so tired of being the girl that I am

and I doubt you ever think about, the damage that you did

yes, I know that he's my ex, but can't two people reconnect?

I only see him as a friend, I just tripped and fell into his bed

shadows of us are still dancing in every room and every hall

do you get déjà vu when she's with you?

there's snow falling over the city, you thought that it would wash away the bitter taste of my fury and all of the messes you made. yeah, you think that you got away

I know I should stop, but I can't, and I told my friends I was asleep, but I never said where or in whose sheets

I'm so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life and they'd all be so disappointed cause who am I, if not exploited?

remember when you swore to god I was the only person who ever got you? well, screw that, and screw you

it takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong

and I make light of the darkness. I've got Sun in my motherfuckin' pocket, best believe

well, I hope I was your favorite crime, your favorite crime, your favorite crime, 'cause, baby, you were mine

all my friends are tired of hearing how much I miss you, but I kinda feel sorry for them 'cause they'll never know you the way that I do

like wich lover will I get today? will you walk me to te door or send me home cryin'?

I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room, 'cause all I see are girls too good to be true with paper white teeth and perfect bodies

I might just be in lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love

seeing you tonight, it's a bad idea, right? seeing you tonight... fuck it, it's fine

I feel like no one wants me and I hate the way I'm perceived

and I try to be tough, but I wanna scream, how could anybody do the things you did so easily?

you were so excited for me to finally drive up to your house but today I drove through the suburbs crying 'cause you weren't around

I'm anxious and nothing can help

but she's beautiful, she looks kind, she probably gives you butterflies

yeah, I pour my little heart out, but as I'm hitting: send, I picture all the faces of my disappointed friends

yeah, I pour my little heart out, but as I'm hitting: send, I picture all the faces of my disappointed friends

you, you can't, you can't catch me now, I'm coming like a storm into your town. you can't, you can't catch me now, I'm higher than the hopes that you brought down

when I'm alone, I'm fine, but don't let me out at night, it's social suicide

through wading grass, the months will pass, you'll feel it all around. I'm here, I'm there, I'm everywhere, but you can't catch me now

it takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong

you were so excited for me to finally drive up to your house but today I drove through the suburbs crying 'cause you weren't around

and I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one and I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone

I'm so tired that I might quit my job, start a new life and they'd all be so disappointed cause who am I, if not exploited?

a different girl now, but there's nothing new

It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do, 'cause I was going down, but I was doing it with you

you'll see my face in every place, but you can't catch me now

cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street

trading jackets, laughing 'bout how small it looks on you