I often think about Mai Natsume, the most important fg chara, thank you blazblue

I've been in a really weird headspace with #Chess lately. I feel my praxis has been stalling. Responding to early checkmates is a huge weakness of mine. My rival has been drilling this lesson into me, but I keep on stumbling in the same manner. I guess its been making me feel inadequate.

The Furious (2026) was a kung fu movie filmed as a horror flick. Frankly, it worked. The action was fast and kinetic, the dreadful lighting really added to the ambience. Highly recommended if you are into martial arts films like The Raid(2011) or Oldboy(2003)

#Pride #Lesbians #Bi

Crazy how those thoughts I had when I watched Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha panned out for the future me.

Almost to the third month of #Japanese, now with the goal of passing the N5 later this year. Also started writing it as well. Adjectives are absolutely wacky in the sheer amount of ways you can arrange them in a sentence. Like what if a verb sentence was an adjective for your subject. Bonkers

Just got out of TADC, one of the best films I've seen this year and a fantastic ending. Please go see it

I need to cosplay more in life, more expression, it gives me joy unlike any other. First finishing Trieze, and then more creations from then. Even doing a small game for the tenth gmtk game jam next month. Creating really makes life incredible.

Big thanks to all my friends who trained/sparred with me before the strive bracket. I'm honored to be friends with them.

I'm glad I found my love for learning again. Yet in group practice, it can be miserable feeling like you are holding others back. I'm trying to figure out how to get over my shame but it's still a struggle when you're reminded how pathetic you are.

Last night in the #Japanese study group I was asked if I was dyslexic. And that statement has been uncomfortably rattling in the brain since. I don't think I am, never an issue with English. But I seem to be having a notably worse time separating out where a word ends and begins in the genki books.

I love my cheesy b-flicks

I woke up late as hell for day 2 of combo breaker, so e-girl fit it is #cb26

I tried to get this shirt de-wrinkled but I just kinda gave up... Either way I still love this long skirt. First fit for #ComboBreaker

Lowkey, actually seeing a bit of payoff with voice training? I can keep a pitch around 250Hz. I need to get a system to keep my accountable day after day.

#Goth peeps have some incredible powers of observation. I can be at the comic book store, unkempt in the most no effort, boy-moding fit and somehow they see right through it. I don't even say anything but it's girl/she/her when they strike a conversation. I don't think I'm male failing either.

Friends, I have a lot of questions, why is Ubuntu cola not open source? More importantly, wtf is an open source cola? #SodaDrinkers #PleaseExplain #ImAfraid

I know rationally, that the prolonged after care of bottom surgery is my hangup. But god I see that bulge in the dolphin shorts and I'm ready for rapid inversion of my junk. Medical science needs more funding.

It's finally starting to feel like a printer, but still a butt load of work ahead of me and oh so little time before the due date. #prusa

absolutely wild video got recommended to me on yt

I may have gotten paid yesterday but auto repair literally just ate it all up today 😞. Honestly feel like I need a second job.

That's how it is, I'm the leading authority.

4th week of #Japanese study group covering into chapter 3 of Genki. At first it felt like I hit a wall with all of the grammar it throws at you but was introduced to Dolly cure videos. I cannot recommend her lessons enough, absolutely got me to understand verb conjugations.

3rd week of group #Japanese study, feeling like my pronunciation is starting to improve! Learned about referring to objects with discussion exercises, more numbers & especially how there is no word for "million". Hundred ten-thousands is wild imo.

happy TDOV! From your eternal neighborhood boymoder, had a great day baking Jambalaya, jump roping & working towards my Unika cosplay for combo breaker. Maybe, I'll socially transition someday.

Another day of jump rope. My form is still pretty garbage but I felt better about it, less scared, head straight, little tighter. My feet and calves burn even just after 20 minutes but hopefully my endurance improves. I think I may actually enjoy this.

Okay... maybe I do wanna cosplay uma musume. I haven't even watched the show, so no real clue who I'd even try to emulate.

Really chose to wake up this morning and do it. Got out of work, went to the store, bought a jump rope, found some cardboard. I spent an hour in my cold garage working on my form. I think it was actually starting to click. Long road ahead, but dang did it feel good.

My caramel tiger tea today had the cutest little seal on top

Today was my first session of seriously studying Japanese with a friend and appropriate textbooks. Correcting each other's pronunciation and doing the dialogue practice has moved me further than Duolingo ever did in just a night.

It's been a terribly long weekend so far but since I'm finally kinda on top of the worst of it, happy pie day

Just got out of the theater. Good Luck, Have Fun, Don't Die was an absolute treat of a horror movie. I have several thoughts and feelings that I need to sleep on.

This is true, was hard stuck gold, then got pellets and suddenly I was in diamond.

his words ring in my skull like a dial up tone

I know I haven't played Pokemon in an actual eon, but this design is insanely cute and very coded. I wonder why I wanna steal the look.

I turned the frogs the gay, sorry

Really decided to be the silent hills today

I'm going to get hotter and that's a threat.

I haven't played Horror games in a bit while but just finished Psychopomp Gold just a little bit ago. Fantastic atmosphere and design. Still trying to wrap my mind around some of the context.

It's 109 days till combo breaker and my cosplay is just some half finished blender designs. We gotta lock in.

This is the first time I've felt like I'm in a doomed game of chess. I'm used to playing on my back heel, hell I think I thrive in it. But I feel I already see the other side of this floor rug called a solution space. And it ends in my defeat, and the difference is 5 pawns.

So my mom was curious how long my hair was if it was straightened, and I was thoroughly unprepared.

Low key, thinking of dying a lock of my hair in like a soft crimson or violet. Never done it, and I get insane envy whenever I see it on someone else. Just a temporary thing over the holidays before work strips me of joy again.

Me working on this cosplay for a competition next year

#Strive players when it's