I can't differentiate this from my withdrawal tendencies - but I'm thinking of retiring from WoW raiding for the foreseeable future. I think I now know what the limits of myself as a player and I don't have the competitive drive anymore.

Shit's weird. I've been trying to branch out forever. But it's either I boast whatever fancy stuff I (do not) own on social media, or be willing to have a lot of guys ram their dicks into me. Is there a world where I do not have to do any of that please

Sometimes I need time to step back and think about how much I have instead of what I don't have. It's been four years already since I started my grad program in the US. Would I be happy if I continued studying in Korea? Probably not. I'm living my dreams right now. I should be more thankful

I wake up thinking I wish I could quit my job. I take a break from work thinking I want to quit my job. I play video games thinking if I could quit my job. I go to bed knowing that I would wish I could quit my job the next morning. I find solace in that everyone else must be thinking the same.

Washed blahaj

I don't know what got into me today, but I felt it - I can do it. I will clean my house. I had many stuff that I had not unpacked since I moved into this place. After all, If I don't get into the habit of maintaining a good living space, who would find me desirable? (Exaggeration, but yeah.)

what is sleep

What really is sleep

what is sleep

Great job Power Word Furry! Our First Cutting Edge! :3

20 weeks of everyone's hard work

I'm starting by organizing my living space. It's honestly a mess. I don't think I'm depressed right now, but the sheer amount of chores I have not done overwhelmed me and I was unable to really do anything about it. I guess I can work on one area at a time...

Last month I was super depressed on my birthday. While I didn't get to do anything because I was so busy (and I didn't really tell anyone), it was more of the fact that life isn't looking like what I wanted it to look like at age 30. I think I need to change so my life can change.

I've never gamed this well in WoW before

It's only a comedy in hindsight. Thankfully the military chiefs were an idiot and failed to organize anything. At the moment when armed troops entered the Assembly building, I have never felt a greater threat in my life so far. I will never forget this, ever.

My mom was texting me about helicopters flying around everywhere. My family lives 5 minutes walking distance from the congress building. Me and my sister were urging her to stay at home and stay safe - she's an old lady. Fucking unforgiveable that people have to go through this

I woke up being worried about my family back in Korea and now I feel nothing but shame about the political situation

Back to back to back to back to back to back to back to back meetings

I've tried to keep myself busy over the last few weeks. Started a bunch of projects, started going to school/work every day regardless of whether I have classes, went and hosted a bunch of socials... But none of these really solved the loneliness problem 😓 whats wrong with you brain

I'm getting better at cooking. Producing edible results

Went to a local Korean-style karaoke last night and was surprised that the corridors and rooms are spacious - unlike the cramped maze back in Korea. I had a great time! (My singing is... average.)

The outcome was weird. Put too much tofu and ham in it. :(

Stir-fried kimchi?! 🥰

I want to enjoy some old video game/series that has some cultural significance among people of my age (late 20s - mid 30s) here in the US - I downloaded Kingdom Hearts and plan to play it soon. Maybe some FF as well... any other games?

Since FD i've been looking at Honda Civic type Rs bc I saw one at the car show... dammit @thekippyone.bsky.social what am i going to do

I call this the 'Korean single male combo'

From a nice(?) 85 in Philadelphia to 98 in Austin. Oof. Still a nice day though

Time for PCS as opposed to PCD... Post-Con Steroids. Working to make the next con plan work so I can have a good time again 👍

Buiderg 😍 loved buizel so much my face turned to a heart @yellyxp.bsky.social

Small kips from a large kip @thekippyone.bsky.social

Double intensity aura sphere o.o @raspberryluc.bsky.social @noahroo.bsky.social photo: me Met new chill pokefurs at Furrydelphia! I love you fellow pokemon weebs

Yet to board a plane that Austin Airport is ready for. They ALWAYS have problems with their gates/gate assignments

Flying by Atlanta rn!

Philadelphia 😍 bye see you next year hopefully!

Welcome to Philadelphia says the remnant of Hurricanr Debby

Not my gate but I discovered Concourse E of ATL is a very nice building that's not crowded at all, unlike A and B. My 4 hour layover was actually pleasant over here. Found out that some pilots and airport employees also chill here, perhaps for the same reason

Going to Philadelphia! For an acadmic conference... and a furry con. Totally not because of a furry con 😂

Packed stuff so I can move out next week. Total volume of 20 or so regular Amazon boxes. That was all. While I was relieved the move was going to be easy, I felt ... a bit like a failure. Close to age 30 I expected my life to get somewhere, own some stuff, but I'm nowhere close.

Some foam pieces cut out according to the template. Hopefully this one goes alright

Starting from scratch with a better plan. I'm trying to build a template

Looks more like a stormtrooper :( i should take a break and take a fresh look tomorrow

Uhh I guess everyone fucks up their first try.

Tried making a head base for the first time. Burned myself with a glue gun :D flashbacks to all the childhood memories of why I don't even try to do art things...

I've decided to work on my fursuit myself. Bought some materials to mess around with. If it looks crap, so be it. I've thought of what I wanted my 30s to look like and I wanted them in it. I'm going to try building stuff starting from tomorrow.

Bingle

I wanna go agane :(

I feel much better now. Getting the help I need too

I don't know if I can be helped. I really don't know if I want others to find out and offer help, or if I actually care about myself that much. My existence has been a dread for myself and others. Those that hang around me have not found out yet. I'm a menace - as many have already said.

Lucario count at TFF: 2

First time pickleball and I won a 2v1. I can be quite athletic 🎾