3 hours left of this 9 hour day. THEN REZZ WEEKEND FREEEDOM

Almost cried on the bus to work cause I have Rezz in 2 days and it’s officially last shift before Rezz

Can it plz be Rezz day

Any cute boys going to Rezz at the Armory. I wanna kiss

You know what’s crazy. When you start opening up to family about how you feel about your place in if and how your recent discovery of a disability has likely been a big cause and they just gloss over the disability and instead say “well you could’ve done more”

I really should get a cancer screening to put my health anxiety to bed but It’s the one thing I refuse to go through alone.

Working on a collab. Just sent the first drop. Should be super sick cause he excels where I struggle and vice versa. I’ll handle the sound design. He helps bring it to life and play it for a crowd

DrinkUrWater and Samplifire sets are genuinely so soothing to me. (As everyone around me headbangs)

Boy said he enjoys me too with a :’) after I told him I enjoy him. Crisis averted

Met a boy. He said he wants casual. I’m crushing bad. Feel like since we started so intimate it’s gonna be hard to pull back. But maybe I should :/

Hearing this live as it was intended for the first time in 10 years will never escape my mind

Had a great first date. Very nervous he won’t want another but that’s just my mind be rude. He said he had a great time so that’s what it is

Justice day. Concert prep is gonna be annoying af cause like…. I need to shave my torso today 😔

I’m so excited to go on a date with this guy I met. He matches my vibe so well so far

I feel like my general inability to get drunk like other people comes from a fear/trauma response

Be safe all protesters. I hope no one gets hurt and everyone gets home safe.

Finally a feee day and I’m spending it clean my apartment after spending 3 days cleaning my ex’/my old apartment. After doing force fields and 2 flights. I’m so tired

Justice in a few days :) ex I shot my shot with wants to hang this weekend :) my favorite artists interact with me :) life sucks but it’s rad too

Marshmello at the all ages rave probably: LETS FUCKING RAGEEEE

Shot my shot to someone important to me and got silence :/

Listened to someone else by Rezz during a Rezz set dancing with my ex it reminds me of. Talk about crashing out

I think I’m ready to give love another go again.

I’m having massive anxiety about this fest I’m supposed to be on my way to. I’m panickinggggg this New York trip should be longer considering what I need to do. I don’t wanna miss Rezz but I didn’t plan well at all and so that’s making me feel like sick. Idkkk

Happy birthday to me. I got a ps5

Yay somehow made it to 34! Let’s see if 35 is in the cards!

Watch me impulsively buy a switch 2 despite telling myself to get a ps5 instead

I think the most annoying part about stupid people is they believe with their whole heart that you’re too stupid to see what’s going on. Pattern recognition is my thing. I will notice

I think I know how I’m gonna handle the disrespect from my management staff. I’m going to handle this how Miranda Priestly would. Discretely, aggressively, and above their heads

I don’t enjoy existing in a world where lying is not only acceptable but encouraged to live a “good” life

My workplace didn’t want to promote me to asm, but couldn’t tell me directly, so they made up this roundabout lie to put someone else there without interviewing me. Now they want to promote me to a lesser title than I was going for and tbh, I don’t think I want to join a team that does that to ppl.

The fact that my coworker took 2 days to tell me what my boss couldn’t in over a month is insane.

Trying to figure out my music persona again. Was Cruella for a while but I know Disney will stomp that shit out.

Yeah lost lands is happening. Not skipping when Rezz is on the lineup

So close to getting myself the ps5 for my birthday but I feel bad about it so I probs shouldn’t. My birthday is usually a just me thing really so maybe it’s worth it lol

I dropped my ex and I’m flourishing now. When you have the right person by your side this will never be the case. Keep that in mind before rushing into something just because you don’t wanna be single

Stream went well. My coworker said she was gonna check it out and she actually did. Made me feel really good

Sound checking at twitch.tv/itjustdrew come say hi and tell me if it’s okay

If a boy I’ve never spoken to likes a lot of my posts does that mean they like me? And way I say a lot I mean a decent chunk

Sound checking for mixing. Plan to be live around 9:45 cst

It’ll be a lot of @x1-y2.com so you know what you’re getting into

Gonna mix and do a sound design sesh tn

I think to keep the depression away I’m gonna get a more complete stream setup going for doing sound design streams anytime I wanna do my depression habits.

Watching Mad Max: Me: God Charlize Theron is so hot. Guy getting head: are you sure you’re gay?

I didn’t stay up all night playing fantasy life, you did

Boyfriend application: - Can Cook - Raves The end

Core memory

Being in the workplace sucks now. Everyone spends more time monitoring their coworkers than actually working and then complains about people not working because they’re also monitoring people. It’s insufferable. Just work and let the lazy people get fired. Is it that hard!?