Of course the oc I used for that makeup situation is Alden Jest. He's a medic-soldier so it's easy to put him in a mad scientist role in another crime AU. His thing has always been him unsatisfied in the medical field, meet a certain someone that ignited his passion and switch to making bio weapons.

A lot of touching grass today. The event was really immersive, so much that I adopted the attitude and become much more confident and understand more than normal. Maybe it's a good day that I can do be more productive. But the pov still helped a lot. I actually only have seen One pov.

I don't like that I like something a little bit too much. It's normal to like it, but liking it to the point of keep... staring at it is weird even for me. I don't like that I like it like that.

Sometimes I feel bad I cannot like some people eventhough the people I like are so fond of them, but when I'm around them I get pissed off so much I have to leave. It's a shame.

I saw one screenshot of the pretty psychic and eventhough it doesn't look anything godly it feels like they're the next god's child. That or someone not among the rainbow.

Why can't i GET IT OUT???? GET IT OUT GET IT OUT GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD IMAGES SOUNDS LETTERS EVERYTHING!! GET IT OUT! I CAN'T GET IT OUT WHY CAN'T I GET IT OUT GET IT OUT GET IT OUT GET IT OUT

Maybe I'm being way too nice in this kind of predicament. Maybe I need to be selfish. Maybe I need to squeeze a neck and hear them suffer. These hours are full of really bad thoughts.

Reality check See a shirtless guy with tattoos covering half of his body walking down the street. First instinct is to rip him apart.

I used to HATE the song Yellow by Coldplay so fucking much during teenage years because I don't like it and it keeps coming up fucking everywhere on MTV on TV between commercials, in the malls even on the roads. But now it ties to beautiful memories and I don't hate it anymore.

It's like a dream from the start to the end, because life can't be this beautiful. There are ups and downs but even so it's so perfect. Now I look back at reality and doesn't know where I am anymore. But I don't feel like myself either. I don't feel pathetic. A shard of dream embedded inside me.

I was holding it in so much my stomach hurt so badly during the last few minutes left of the server... But the beautiful view was so worth it! With the surprise shipping crumb too! Damn I'll never forget that parachuting white bunny during sun down...

Today's card is The Sun When the sun shines, everything looks brighter, even those dark corners where the shadows lurk.  #shine #bright  #tarot #tarotmessage #LauraJK32

Today was so much fun I absolutely cannot think about anything else until I saw the thing about the clips. Where did that come from? Oh well not my problem. I gave up on clipping on time.

Sorry but it had to be done

I stared at her really closely today. The weather was hot, she was melting, jaw slacks and skin pulled aside by gravity. I didn't put my whole hand on hers just in case the heat from my palm melts her more like butter. I stared. And stared. She closes and open her eyes so slowly, her breathing

I don't think a lot of people in this fandom have experienced being denied of something so bad to have your craving of it turns into food craving and no matter how much you eat you still have phantom hunger. He doesn't eat a lot so this maybe good for his body tho? But not his mental...

I don't have a specific reason and all the logics don't add up, but something about people not listening to others and fail a passable job piss me off badly I had to turn off all emotions. I Think this kind of thinking is wrong but can't prove it...

Ngl everytime there's no ending sequence i feel uneasy... It was too nice of a day... We're all happy and content but...

I wonder if it was a shock seeing me sound nothing like the person they used to know. Being cold makes you notice things more, they aren't hidden behind a pink curtain anymore.

Bro's luck is all adding up into something that saves his life. My luck is happi in front, pay the PRICE later of the same day. I fucking swear this danganronpa ass life... I had lots of fun tho.

I'm glad we can tell the Character apart now i wanna Q mself

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I'm sorry I see that one mention about not seeing enough girls and I wish I could help but not only i'm burning out like a toast left too long, I don't actually have any interest in girls except for ONE and she's not doing any big roleplay. So I can only try something when whoever I watch meet girls

Today’s Vision Card is the King of Swords Clarity over emotion. Truth over comfort. Today asks you to think clearly and speak honestly, even if it feels sharp. Lead with integrity, not impulse. Strategy matters. Precision matters. Say what you mean and stand by it #tarot #tarotsky #DreamkatcherDaily

CRASHING THE FUCK OUT WHY ARE BOTH OF THEM LIKE THIS THEY KNOW WE CAN'T FUCKING RESIST IF THEY TRY ONLY A LIL BIT HARDER TO APPEAR HOT THESE BRATS!!!! The excitement does help, ngl.

So things turned out a lil bit Funny because the thing I thought would be worse turned out to be fine and the thing I thought would be fine turned out to be worse and I want to die but also not really.

We are way too similar man. And no I don't have a problem personally, I'm more worried about his reputation because a lot of strangers joined us in this event, it's not the best place to be yappy right now. We can handle all dat but this is just not the right time. Anything We say sounds bias.

I don't say anything because it's [not up to us] to discuss [THEIR RULES] among us and criticize them for their first event of This Game in particular. I however agree that our lil dude was bleeding a little bit, but it's his decision to stay around. HE DECIDED IT, so yes we're just gonna accept it.

I knew he was frustrated dude is way too similar to me but younger.

My main acc is still YT jailed and I FORGOT ABOUT IT so a lot of the things I said are lost. But I do feel both sides of the caretaker and the patient's feelings because I am right now in both of their shoes. My case is not as bad as depicted in the game but enough to understand both sides.

After a day full of fun, no matter how it turns out it can't be worse than tonight.

...Yknow, this is not the first time my family wants to kill me.

Watching that moment, I had a flashback of people defending themselves with "That's not gonna work on me lol".

With this much talk about the mansion and the chase I think people can comfortably share everything between each other behind the scene now. Things will work out, we don't need to know anything, it's not like we can decide what's gonna happen, They decide them.

You guys are so lucky I'm on your side. I don't always think this. Sometimes you make me think so.

Today’s cards: the hermit, judgement, wheel of fortune 🔮 deck: tarot vintage 🎴 for readings & more - madamadam.com 🖤 #madamadam #tarot #wellness #tarotreading

I'm often too tired to pick up clipping the past few days, even the One Clip that I desperately want to clip on the spot but couldn't do it. They have been piling up, there are so much unedited. I have to rewatch something from start to finish to find it. All these passionate moments for free.

Didn't see much today, I guess people settled down. Hope both dudes rest well.

Late acknowledgement, they are the "loyal henchmen" type huh. =_= I hoped higher but it can't be helped. It's so easy to locate where sunflowers are facing too because they're Always aiming that way.

On the other hand, saw some things we weren't supposed to know from our pov that could flip the situation upside down, so it's gonna be very Persona 5 ish. But also it's just like a movie, and the quiet people have been hella productive. New participants will have a hard time but they'll be vital.

What a day twisted with different emotions and thoughts. Mostly fun because you really can't deny these guys power to make life more fun to live. On the other hand, the little moments when real life memories flashed in your head, the feeling of knowing the Truth of your world (not theirs) is heavy.

So that reminder at the end either has a reason, or coincidently got a similar thing occurred earlier... As someone who is watching both a person who Doesn't read chat and a person who is Obsessed with chat, people need to respect that screaming guy more.

Lowkey glad I missed the start because I'd have wanted to rip a motherfucker apart with my bare hands and cannot handle that feeling throughout the rest of the day to properly have fun. I like this guy, and seeing people tryna upset him enables my mind to think of how to reach their locations.

Also the reason for my earlier outbust was because homie became a topic, and there was a clip of explaining himself, but the clip got PRIVATED and cannot be used to EDUCATE people on the topic. As much as I want to I cannot dig through all the radios to find that one moment.

So I caught up with where I missed because I had to report to work, and there was a fucking idiot light blue superchat asking for meow for birthday, during the explanation of that dangerous heart condition that almost caused a life lost. I hope that person goes in the bubbling oil.

If I wasn't so LIMITED I'd have done everything myself already oh my fucking god!

PUT.SHIT.IN.THE.TAGS!!!! OH MY GOD WHY ARE PEOPLE SHY THERE'RE NOTHING IN THE TAGS WHEN THE PEOPLE WHO NEED TO FIND THEM SEARCH UP THE TAGS WHY IS NOTHING IN THE TAG WHAT IS MORE IMPORTANT YOUR SHYNESS OR PEOPLE WHO NEED TO AND LITERALLY PEOPLE YOU LOVE WHO WANT TO FIND THEIR STUFFS! PUT IT IN!!!!

Also I gotta accept the truth that both of my favorite idols are the same now, none of them is more important than the other, there's no "god position", they are both precious and deserve the same amount of attention and support.

ALSO THAT GUY DIDN'T TAKE DOWN THE PINNEST POST OF HIS OLD SCHEDULE THAT HAS THE WRONG TAG NAME BRO NO WONDER I CAN'T FIND MUCH IN YOUR OFFICIAL TAG ONLY THE HARDCORE WATERCATS REMEMBER YOUR TAGS BY HEART AND EVERYBODY ELSE THOUGHT THAT THING WAS YOUR TAG IT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE YOUR NAME BRO