i am just a fish

did you know sendaens are cool

ok it died down thank fuck grim mower sure does resonate with people

oh god my notifs

I GO LOOKING FOR POSE REFERENCES AND I FIND THIS ABSOLUTE GEM OF AN IMAGE

fuckin grim mower

awake

thinkin of ideas for future Delta's outfit... something that really shows they're taking their leadership role in 4ΔM a bit more seriously

the goddamn grim mower got attention again

starcatchers are just little guys

mornin bleh...

gonna try to get some rest

hell planet

man what the fuck

hmm... do i work on Delta's future appearance or do some worldbuilding for the Goithiere stuff...

gotta work on the nyaraka...

i'm sendaens

ough... morning

yeah i'm gonna get up, maybe doodle smth I MANAGED TO WAKE UP EVERYONE IN MY HEAD

love having two headmates who have very similar names btw (Cass and Cassidy... tho Cass is short for Cassandra)

love how my friends can sometimes tell who's fronting based on how we speak or even laugh I mean, I (Annika) cackle like a hyena. Andrei has a deeper voice and his distinct "himbo laugh" Kat has a distinctly high voice Cass also seems to have her own voice as well, tho idk how to describe it

really should draw each headmate's sona in a single scene sometime realistically this means i've gotta cram 14 idiots in a drawing but given the range of heights and such it should be manageable

Everyone in our system agrees that our body being transfem is the best option for us, even if there's a lot of boys in the mix. Everyone also gets their own sona that they can alter to match their ideal self. It's great, really.

I actually don't type in a normal way because of the pinky finger clinodactyly i have still manage a ~80 WPM speed in spite of this

it's 1AM, thinking about cipher (xe/xem) 🎨: azushark, fourteenvins, keihound pic 2 is getting uploaded thursday, the keihound pic currently isn't getting posted

cw blood dirge appreciation post (technojara, noxlucent, noxlucent)

Had "dirge" and "cipher" as the last two words i had to type to keep going in Abyss mode ...and the Dirge shark got me at exactly 3500 feet. Now i'm just thinkin about @galua.de 's characters with those words as names :)

forgot I set my old computer to use the starfield screensaver keep getting star jumpscared

the fact some of my headaches are directly connected to the nosebleeds i'll have the same day is kinda scary ngl

the rat has been shaved for an amazing reason (🎨: @tsunamicoryan.bsky.social)

kinda wanna play Typer Shark again

ugh... weird fuckin headaches again

here's to yet another year of getting queerer

trying to decide what sort of climate Anzen should have i know in my original dreams abt goithiere it was very similar to earth

kiss a sendaen

think i might regret this martini later

bluh, mornin woke up feeling overheated and dehydrated... again... dunno what's causing it

just a few more months and the big debt will be gone

love this cycle of brain fog -> headache -> nosebleed -> "normal" -> brain fog, etc

also!!! that super annoying wart on my left middle finger seems to be almost completely gone now :D

i won't know shit about how that mri went for at least a week but soon enough i'll probably know why i get headaches the way i do

the headache has subsided i am energized help

big magnet make fish brain go brrrrrrrr

find midi that i couldn't find anywhere else was hosted on a university server back in the day wayback machine that shit got the midi and also learned the guy that put said midi on his page wrote a paper on the g-spot back in 1996 wild

Reactor: Online Weapons: Online Sensors: Online

ok that's funny

im eepy gay computer

feelin a little scrambled after that mri