A "bad end" for my bard Amira where she rests on her laurels and gets extremely fat for no particular reason 😇 #SSBBW #OC #Amira

*makes Cait's dick bigger*

because I ended up making her mouthless up top + plump I ended up waking up the demon of "it'd be kind of hot if she/someone else was shoving food into her tits" and im a little mad that i think that's hot

the frequency with which I've been going "nah, not into that. Unless..." in regards to stupid kink shit lately has been so devastating. So often it really is just a case of I have to draw it for myself to Get It (does not apply to Everything of course I still got my dislikes)

I've been having the new experience of looking at old art and being like wait fuck I liked what I did there. Like I still wince at HOW it's done but I'm like shit I shouldn't have stopped using the tools I used to make this and that's one factor in me going over all my brushes right now

more random brush practice, mainly fiddling with tilt sensitivity, which I had turned off a bit ago on the old tablet and felt WAY different on this new one, but I think I've wrangled it into a good place. lets me get those nice, fluid, FAT lines also: lipples. whoops

it's late, time to post some weirdo shit

feel like every other day I'm gutting all my muscle memory and trying to rewire my brain to get all of this feeling correct

I know I'll love Nioh 3 but I gotta get my shit back together before I can drop 70 bux on a single game (Code Vein 2 is also on the list but sorry I'm not paying fuckin 70 dollars for that one that's waitin for a significant sale)

feel like even without moving to a new tablet I was getting close to reexamining all of my brushes and messing with stuff but this thing really did kind of force me to start tinkering super heavily

no money changed hands yet because I don't take payment till I'm like, actively working on a pic but I do feel bad about going QUICK ROUND OF COMMS and then shooting off an email a month later to be like "heeeey you still want this"

Chris taking a shift at Gigas, but she's drained (vampire style) her last three customers and is starting to regret it because she's gotten way too big too fast and is begrudgingly getting kinda horny over it

and a part 2, although neither is nearly done quite yet

comm for even more office cats (big ones)

drawing up charts and diagrams trying to figure out the logistics of this extreme size difference fucking

drawing that Chris pic I kept thinking back to an old pic of someone touching her ass and going "wow your ass is surprisingly fat" but instead I kept thinking about her surprisingly fat pussy and now "Chris's surprisingly fat pussy" keeps bouncing against the walls of my skull like a dvd screensaver

*continuing writing* well okay obviously cum is not actually stored in the balls and they do not get bigger the hornier someone gets that's just not how it works but also: it'd be hot if they did, sooooo

retconning Gigas from just like, a restaurant to a full on fetish club thing just so I can be like "well what if I want to draw any of my characters but like, SUPER slutted up"

comm for even more office cats (big ones)

and a part 2, although neither is nearly done quite yet

Chris taking a shift at Gigas, but she's drained (vampire style) her last three customers and is starting to regret it because she's gotten way too big too fast and is begrudgingly getting kinda horny over it

on the one hand yes obviously it's better to draw an actual character rather than a faceless stand-in for size comparisons and stuff but on the other hand: for a random one off pic I don't want to Design A Whole Dude

Blue Hair 2022 color pencil drawing with some digital tinting of a big strong elf babe. This was drawn over an unused rough for a commission. It's still unfinished, (sorry foot!) and I am not sure what the rough scribbles on the side are- looks like I was talking about perspective to someone?

dear god it even works with my messiest sketches

I always wring my hands and go oouggh and aaagh whenever I think about actually advertising ways for people to give me money and I have to admit it's kind of goofy because like, I even have it explicitly listed as just a tip jar w/ very limited early previews of some stuff lol

some (fairly tame, I'll admit) Moema vore up on da ol tip jar patreon (with a part 2 coming up) www.patreon.com/posts/comm-m... will post it up publicly in about a week or so

I don't even think I'm pressing that hard when I do it but when I color I do so much blending that I just absolutely burn my stylus nibs down to "kind of feels bad to draw with" levels after just like 1 pic lol

i have to keep stopping during writing that "quick" story to like, sketch things out and be like "okay how would this like, how would the positioning on this work" given one character is straight up just twice as tall as the other

weird i remembered to eat more than like 1000 calories today and I was able to sit down and get a bunch of work done, huh

I need to use the navigation window more too lol, dragging between parts of a picture is a lot more tiresome with so much more space to cover

old tablet was small enough that when I was working on it I would just click on the sidebar to change tools but there's just so much space to cover on the new one that I really should set some hotkeys up

if I wanted to just write a quick sex scene these were not the characters to do it with. Even if I go "yeah everyone in the setting is promiscuous and down to fuck fairly readily" Pleasant herself is still on the more reserved and demure side of things so it's a lot of Lily begging to be impaled

3500 words in and there's still no fucking because I keep writing shit like this instead

non zero chance that all my whining about ooo cold hands could at least partially be attributed to me not eating enough :v for someone who oft considers themselves very thoughtful, perhaps overly so, I am also remarkably stupid and possess 0 self awareness

falling off XIV was so disastrous for me lol. Like yeah I'll still take comms for XIV chars sure whatever, but I have like 0 enthusiasm for XIV based art or the setting or anything anymore, to the point that something being an XIV thing actively makes me like it at least little bit less

I've been continuing chugging through Stray Children, and while it is Cool like moon was, it, similarly to moon, feels like something you just want to have a guide open for the entire time you're playing which somewhat hampers the experience lol

a lot of games that came out between this year and the last that finally ramped up to the $70 price tag for the base version and that's apparently the line for me where like, yeah no I'll wait. Coulda got me at $60 but that extra 10 is just too much I guess

i havent even gotten to the fucking yet goddammit

the megalozwei oc relationship matrix (I was tempted to start putting this together but then I realized a lot of the images I'd use for icons are horribly outdated so I didn't)

at this point I feel like I should just avoid statements of "well obviously I don't like X" because while there's def stuff I don't like so much of it depends on how it's depicted and drawing it myself can make me change my mind completely lol

boy wonder what's going to happen

tragic: the e-clown whose podcast you listen to messed with their mic settings and now you can hear every gulp and swallow when they take a drink and it makes you want to vomit

idk

there is just kind of a 4-way tie of seasonal depression, wow new things I like, wanting to change up HOW I draw certain things, and adjusting to the new tablet (still kind of figuring out what position is most comfortable, tweaking settings, etc.) that all helped crater my productivity lol

put the old curtains back up and aside from solving the glare issue I think these actually insulate the window a bit more than the new ones did lol

this next comm im working on is basically me doing vore homework lol

Reminding everyone, PLEASE, DO NOT sub to your favorite content creators through phone apps as it not only charges you more, it also takes a higher % from us AND to top it all off blocks the money from being received for 30 fucking days for some goddamned reason.

I had gone and picked up some new curtains for my window cuz they were allegedly thermal curtains or whatever but I think they lied + they block out way less light than my old ones so I've been dealing with an irritating glare from the window ever since I put them up