I rarely hangout with people, and when I do now, I realize how horrifically different I am. I don't feel like I'm normal, I feel like Im this weird puzzle piece that fits but doesnt belong.

I love them so much #tavqotd #bloodspore

Sometimes you just gotta reread your own fics. Just to see how far you've come.

#tavqotd Hands down it would be Phantom and Christine. Hellethil was not only trained in piano but was also classically trained in opera. (yes shes a druid but lived in a noble family before she was taught and honed her abilities/was allowed to)

I had to go back to how she originally looks. I just love it too much. It's just so her! I wish I could mod so I could make and adjust the length of her braids and create other hairstyles I think would be very her.

#nsfw #tavqotd Hellethil, being a half elf, has minimal body hair, but does have a bush. She trims it just to maintain it. She's not keen about body hair on a partner, but it wouldn't be a deal breaker. However, she is with Astarion and he's and elf, so she is more than fine with the lack thereof.

just like writing, i have a hundred drawing wips lol. i have no idea what i want to work on but i need softness

Im depressed as hell. Im over so much. Everyday is the same. Im lonely. But I started mapping out a book. Maybe it will be the light at the end of the tunnel.

Last time I played a Hellethil playthrough, her dream guardian was Miria, her vampire companion. This time I made her druid master Rowan.

👀 i think i should spoil myself

secret santa for @meghetti.bsky.social 😉

#tavqotd Her Dream Guardian was Miria. Her Druid Master's partner. Miria is a vampire who was able to escape Strahd. While Hellethil traveled with her, Miria showed Hellethil patience and kindness while learning on her druidic journey. Miria's class was sorcerer (i now dgs dont have class but...)

#tavqotd #vixhaltazkel following along with many others on my tl, but get to know Vix more! 1 like = 1 answer

#tavqotd #dalamusstrighym This seemed fun :3c 1 Like = 1 Answer. Gonna try IC where possible or interesting!

This seemed like fun, and I would like to participate! 1 like = 1 answer 🥰 #tavqotd about my druid Hellethil 🍄🌸

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#tavqotd Hellethil is a druid and Astarion is a rogue. I personally think its a good combo. Hellethil will usually shape shift into a cat and cause some bout of chaos, in which Astarion can and will take advantage of.

#tavqotd 1/2 Hellethil and Astarion attempted to sleep together during the teifling party, but, Astarion saw she wasnt fully there and something inside him broke and he ended the encounter. They spent the night star gazing instead.

Ok I havent been good about updating I think, but I have been doing some writing and drawing. Currently working on my modern au.

Part two of my last video!! #astarion #tavstarion #bg3 #baldursgate3

#tavqotd Hellethil x Astarion 🩸🍄

#tavqotd Friends to lovers, but forever best friends. #bloodspore

Oh look its almost midnight, I did a lot of writing today, but nothing I can share ehehe. Just know I have fluff and smut coming soon! I also worked on a secret project for someone 👀 Soon it too will be revealed!

#Astarion #Thiriann #bg3nsfw #3danimations "Getting lost in your neck" It feels very fitting that my first work of the new year would be a collab between hubby and I. Hope you enjoy ❤️

#tavqotd Who are you? Name: Hellethil Race: Half-Elf Age: 32 Gender: Femme-ish Pronouns: She/They Background: Noble/Sage Class: Spores Druid Sexuality: Bi/Pan Relationship: Astarion Fun facts: Pianist, she knew another vampire before Astarion, her grandfather was an archmage and trained her some

#tavstarion commission for @zozochocobo.bsky.social of her sweet monk, Majin, and werebat-form #astarion having an intense encounter outside of a crumbling mausoleum. #bg3fanart

Ok before the day ends, here is a snippet of what I'm working on. “Are you mad?” she asked, her voice small and unsure. “No, nor am I annoyed.” He gave her hand a squeeze, bringing it up to his lips for a gentle kiss. #mycurrentwip #thiswillbeouteventually #thepotentialiloveyoufic #bg3

You ever just burst out in tears thinking about how Astarion said, 'In a thousand years when I have all but forgotten how to love, yet again, you'll flit back into my heart.' Because would he really remember his Tav, a thousand years later? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?! PLEASE IM SOBBING. 😭

#tavqotd Hands down, it would be Rolan. I think Hellethil has a thing for men who have a crabby exterior but are very soft and devoted once you get into their interior. His love and willingness to protect his siblings pulled at her heart strings, and was something she greatly admired.

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I cannot be THIS depressed 3 days in.

Ohhh boy here we go again 🥰 made her look a wittle different. I miss her original hair so I might make some changes to make her look a little more "wild" #bloodspore #bg3

Yesterday I read some of my wips, and today I worked on my modern au. :3

2025 was hard, but hopefully 2026 will better 💚 I'm glad I made friends who love me for me.

Writing more Hellethil x Platonic!Halsin because I really wanna focus on building that relationship. Because in my hc, instead of Halsin propositioning a romantic relationship in act 3, he propositions becoming her father. (for heartbreaking reasons that Im still editing)

#tavqotd Hellethil would be way more excited than Astarion, thats for sure. But for the sake of her happiness he'll do it, even if the double date is with GALE and Shadowheart. (i really do think those two would be cute together.)

A new chapter for the @optimisticgrey.bsky.social #cozydecember2025 prompt 💚 #bg3 #astarionfanfic archiveofourown.org/works/761330...

#tavqotd 1/2 Its usually very difficult for Hellethil to fall asleep. She is a very light sleeper so she'll wake up at the slightest sound. A habit from being out in the wilderness on her own for a few years.

mistletoe 🎄

modernbat: family (part two)

#tavqotd Hellethil considers herself very versatile. Which is how she likes it. She wants to be of use for anyone, which honestly is probably a trauma response to her childhood/the abuse she has faced in her life. If she is good at everything she can be whatever someone needs her to be.

The beautifully talented @nyx-knox.bsky.social gifted me this gorgeous drawing of our Tavs, Evelyn and Hellethil, as kids! Hellethil loves to collect flowers and herbs, and Evelyn loves helping her identify them!

Today is my birthday!! I'll be glad if you share #bg3 #art

#BaldursGate3 #Astarion In the Morning

#BaldursGate3 #Astarion Awake

Just a little gift for my dearest friend @nyx-knox.bsky.social based on her fic Astarion’s Little Lightning Bug #bg3 #bg3fanart #astarionslittlesorceress #astarionfanart

Posted a surprise new fic on Ao3/tumblr of some winter solstice goodness. Part of @optimisticgrey.bsky.social #cozydecember2025 #bg3 #astarionfanfiction archiveofourown.org/works/76133076

IM SO SO SO SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY!!! Here is my druid Hellethil and Astarion enjoying a day in the sun 💚thank you so so much @vetochkarowan.bsky.social #bg3 #Astarion

2025 taught me that people I was friends for a decade with, will completely abandon me at the drop of a hat the moment I become incredibly depressed.