another mindhorse. I do like one of these every year xD

I started using tumblr again can someone tell me why I keep getting comments like these?

Bad day Sometimes you just have a bad day and start reflecting on your life.

would you guys be interested in seeing uncolored sketches and doodles or do you just want full illustrations?

I feel like I finally established my artstyle. Now it's only technicalities left like light, proportions, perspective etc. Which I'm really happy about! I can still experiment but I don't have to dabble in different styles and methods anymore to find my voice.

according to newgrounds "cherubim" is not a proper title...

cherubim portrait. Tried to make him look human but also not. Kinda like a statue made from fine marble.

My Tower PC is still freezing randomly. idk what to do about it too. Like except for updating the BIOS I tried everything. It started after I reinstalled windows. Could it be electrical surges? Tried to record an art tutorial. Pc froze midway through. lost the recording thanks to that😭

Zah'rush and Korrig chilling on one of the castles balconies. One of their friends are taking a pic of them and Korrig is pissed that they shot a pic of him smoking. Decided to make Zah'rush a gal now. I feel like it fits better story wise.

Garden Bunny

the one thing I don't like about FF XIV is how the quests are structured. They're go to place -> come back to quest giver -> go to the same place -> come back to the same quest giver and repeat. It's so annoying to play the main story

Started playing final fantasy 14 again. Finally got my chocobo. I used an ingame screenshot as reference for it. I called my chocobo cookie. I'd also love to change it's colors but it's so hard to get a stable lmao

Sun Dragon OC

Streaming picarto.tv/Cayy

Bruh I'm back. Gonna use this account for art again and the Zancat one for commentary and let's play stuff. Yeah I know. The dumbass with bad art and bad opions is back. whohoo yaay

Hey, I will quit social media completely. If I have any project related stuff done I will still post it. Until then ALL my accounts are not being used anymore. I will keep em up tho.

short return from my side. I just remembered this picture that my niece took. it's a friggin ghost in the mountains. And no she didn't see anything on the way. She took photos to find her way back. If you know what this is lemme know. It does look fucking weird.

Here I am thinking about getting a Mac PC due to the windows AI shit... I go onto their website and this greets me. Apple Intelligence Now everything is childsplay pun with AI (KI) I DON'T WANT AI I CAN DO SHIT MYSELF I HAVE A BRAAAAAAIN We are doomed as a society

alright. tomorrow I will stop posting and interacting with anything on the internet for the entirety of the next month. going to unplug my ethernet cable from the desktop and just use discord and my e-mail services on my phone. I hope I can actually go through with it. Internet addiction is real

www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVCO... I can't get this song out of my head lmao

people were actually panic buying groceries over NORMAL snowy weather because the media was acting like the day after tomorrow storm was coming. Which is fucking stupid. Cause just a peak outside and they would have noticed that nothing happened except for a lil wind.

my mom surprised me and gifted me the CUTEST house-shoes, because I told her a few days earlier that my feet kept getting too cold. I suffer from raynaud's syndrome so whenever my feet get cold it hurts like hell.

Doing brainstorming art aka designing is so hard to do digitally. I feel it's much easier to just doodle ideas on paper than on screen. Does anyone else has this?

Something I realized about looking at people talking is that you either see their lower teeth, their upper teeth or rarely both most of the time. And it is different from person to person. When I talk my upper teeth get visible and when my mom speaks it's her lower teeth.

my youtube algorithm is trippin. lol

Okay. Europe is clearly fucked. USA is clearly fucked. If you're not in the EU or the USA is your country fucked too? Cause it seems like the entire world is going straight into cyber dystopia movie-esque times.

I might stop using the internet for a month and just check my e-mails in the morning and use discord. no browsing, no youtube. cause when I didn't have internet for a month I WAS SO PRODUCTIVE. my apartment was always clean, I drew a lot etc.

Valheim rant. IT'S NO FUN TO CLIMB MULTIPLE MOUNTAIN RANGES IN THE TIMESPAN OF 10 HOURS FOR 30 FUCKING PIECES OF SILVER!!! Who ever thought to make silver this rare and dumb to find, fuck you.

the dr pepper energy drink was disappointing.

I got curious and asked chat gpt how much energy it uses per answer. It's the equivalent of a lighbulb burning for 1.5 hours for the small model. That is terrifying considering that millions of people use it. Also the uses of emojis and stuff can cause really bad psychological problems in some.

it's so cold in my apartement but I don't have the money to heat. I wanna go back home to my mom so badly. I know it sounds childish but I've just been doing horrible ever since I moved out. 😭

Happy new year everyone! I hope this one is going to be good for everyone!

Nobody is taking me seriously. Told a family member that I was crying all day long at christmas. All I got was a "aaaw poor bby~" I'm in so much friggin pain right now. I'm not part of any community, always alone and the only people close to me don't listen.

I just noticed that the pepsi bottle is only 1.25 liters and not 1.5 liters like it used to be. When the fuck did that happen??

I have completely forgotten that I found this in the mountains a long time ago. lol

Merry Christmas everyone! and if you're not celebrating I wish you some relaxing and wonderful days <3 May God watch over you and keep you safe!

Heard that the producers of Maya the bee are going to use AI for production now. GenAI is literally poison for the human mind. Including all those chatbots. urgh

Die neue Bürgergeldreform klingt einfach richtig gruselig. Wahrscheinlich wird dadurch die Obdachlosenrate einfach immens in die Höhe schallern.

for my first time painting a traditional landscape, I think it is coming along great, even tho it's taking ages to finish can't show it yet just in case

I really need to get my pc fixed it keeps crashing so often. almost lost an entire work if it wasn't for Paint tool sai's legendary recovery work function.

I wanna punch DHL. These mothfuggas sent the package to a package station that is like 3 miles away from where I live instead of the one THAT'S RIGHT ACROSS THE STEET AAAAAH

I just grabbed my blanket and got like 7 static electric shocks on my knee while grabbing it xD

bro the enemy spawnrate in valheim is atrocious

Go and commission them please! Their art is gorgeous and worth every penny!

my pokemon doom clone shooter is coming along great lmao

does anyone know how to get rid of seams like these? I've been trying to figure it out all night long. I sincerely hate 3D stuff and programming. I allways get migraines from this. This time even a visual one. It's driving me nuts 😭

Sometimes it feels good to just let go and make a dirty mess. This is how my "let go and have fun" paintings look like. This is a reminder. Art doesn't have to look good or appealing. It has to be fun if you make it for yourself. Reference: random dog pic I found on neaterpets dot com

I don't like the "We bought AI shopping scams, so you don't have to" Videos. Like they are basically supporting these scams to make content. Don't send them money u bananas.