at least dominos is still there for me

it's good when bfs dump you actually, because when bfs dump you your gfs unite in a Very beautiful way

also this is so embarrassing but when I got dumped I realised I have like... no friends because I've hermited so much that I had to pay my GP to talk it out with me. thankfully he's a girl dad so he did in fact validate me, bulk bill me, and hook me up w some temazepam which is exactly what I needed

oh. I think I just cracked something wide open, actually

im not even joking I think I cried so hard I've got a canker sore is that a thing lol

whats so wrong with me that im so impossible to love

change of plans while this may be true my bf did also just dump me because , we've heard it all before folks, I'm just too fuckin sad to be loved lol

wow man. this wave of depression is hideously uncomfortable. my emotions feel so malnourished that my heart actively aches I hate

I have the sneakiest suspicion that my bf and one of his friends are trying to conspire to make me and his friend's also sad n isolation-prone gf become friends so that we aren't so sad and isolated together. I think I'm being placed in daycare with her today

first time in a healthy relationship where nobody is being upset about diverting plans to spend time with their friends. kinda nervous ?

'knowledge is usually the privileged preserve of, and only blessing granted to, the violently miserable' - de Botton on Proust

I just gotta keep reminding myself that this is not life-threatening. this is life-changing. I have never had more control to choose in my life. I can choose negative change, or positive change. I'm choosing positive. This is not life-threatening. This is life-changing.

finding a therapist that truly sees you is crazy. I have had about a billion revelations in the past 48 hours alone and all she had to do was look at me a certain way and ask me like two questions. I feel like I'm on the verge of fainting but in a relieving way? I think she is a witch

I think I just realised I'm not dumb for the first time in my life and I feel like I'm about to throw up

ok google , how to run away from all my problems, everything, and everyone ?

I had one of the most intense therapy sessions of my life today lol I may as well have been on my hands and knees bawling my eyes out. catastrophic diva level meltdown in front of this poor woman who has only known me One Month

I was given this fortune cookie before therapy and it made me tear up :')

hoo boy. this stinks

what if I just walk off pier

hi friends, I'm once again extremely in over my head and running out of food and things like toothpaste. if anyone is able to spare any $$ to help me out I would be beyond grateful, as always. thank you beem: @ drools payID: [email protected]

hi friends, I'm once again extremely in over my head and running out of food and things like toothpaste. if anyone is able to spare any $$ to help me out I would be beyond grateful, as always. thank you beem: @ drools payID: [email protected]

am I actually the worst person on earth ? sources say yes (I miss my cat so much)

sorry for being non-responsive I'm so grateful to everyone who has reached out to me I'm just a bit overwhelmed and don't know what to do and say and how to be anymore is all I'm sorry

like yes I understand that I need to put my health first and I totally get that I needed to pay for heaps of appointments and meds and everything so I don't go completely fuckin loopy but now I can't pay rent and I think probably that is going to make me loopier, nay?

I'm gonna be $400 short for rent unless a fucking miracle occurs and I just think it probably won't so maybe I run to the sea? I think maybe I just run to sea

thank you all for your love and bday wishes. I spoke with my doctor and we're initiating a med change. I've also been booked in a follow up on Tuesday, have an appt with a psychologist on the 12th, and in the meantime I'm gonna be checked in on by CATT and have opened up to a couple of friends

happy birthday to me. today I have to go tell my doctor that shit real bad and honestly I don't think he'll care anymore either

everywhere I go I just make everyone else's life difficult I'm just in the way and I don't want to be in anyone's way anymore

I can't do it anymore

I don't fit anywhere in this world I've never felt so lonely in my life I've spent a whole year trying so hard to get better and somehow I've ended up in the exact same place I was a year ago - needing to find a new place and fired from my job. I'm fucking hopeless I can't take another year of it

what if one thing worked out for me. what if I found my place in life

imagine this: you live with your friend who is your landlord. he has been sick for six months. he finds out he's severely allergic to cats. he tells you this two days ago and asks you to figure out a plan but you know that no plan other than 'we're leaving today' is a good one

when will the amount of stress I'm under compress me into a beautiful diamond

I've been a medical receptionist for 3 years and if I have to answer another phone or emotionally manage someone 20 years my senior one more time I think I'll end it all so please, please give me ideas for roles that don't need a qualification for me to move to

So crazy to spend months feeling tightly bound to stress, trauma, anxiety, and pain and then to suddenly wake up one day and remember that I can still have control over my fate

hey pooks, been a min. I'm having another identity crisis and was wondering if anyone would like to buy me a pizza abt it because I can't keep reading the lesbian masterdoc without comfort lol my beem is @ drools and my payID is [email protected] and I will be crying on the bathroom floor

will send tiddy pics to whoever can help me with $85 towards my phone bill so my service isn't restricted 🙏🙏 beem is drools and payID is [email protected] 🙏🙏🙏

Hey guys, just a heads up this isn't me if you wanna report + block I'd be very grateful

im so extremely broke right now and am not being paid again for a fortnight. genuinely have no idea how I'm getting through this one at all and feel sick with stress. I can't stand feeling this way at all

the big bad depression wolf is trying to kick my ass rn

i'm so exhausted, burnt out, depressed, and over keeping up appearances. i want to lose my mind. i want to go feral

Hi friends, playing financial catch up + having a sick cat has been an absolute nightmare. After paying all our bills I'm left with $15 until the 8th. I don't have enough groceries or myki money to get to and from work. If anyone is able to please help me out, my beem is @ drools

Hi friends, playing financial catch up + having a sick cat has been an absolute nightmare. After paying all our bills I'm left with $15 until the 8th. I don't have enough groceries or myki money to get to and from work. If anyone is able to please help me out, my beem is @ drools

god it's been the worst day

my centrelink payment hasn't come through because I messed up my reporting last week and I'm just about ready to lose my mind lmao this is so sick lmao :) I don't get my first pay until Thursday and I have hardly anything to eat until then. I Love Cenno ;!;!

I have great news as a taurus ...... I've met another taurus

what if I just cry cry cry 4eva

I don't know what exactly is going on but apparently I'm a hot and desirable commodity right now and I'm a little overwhelmed by it lmao

would anyone care to buy a sore fragile hoe a massage 😮‍💨