I'm sorry* * Not really

Maybe I should make my own Recon! With blackjack! And hookers!

I need to cross check which of the photos on here I've shared from way back (like pre beard times lol) when I had a photoshoot with Retrorope. But I definitely love these two because it really captured a fantasy of being captured but getting myself out.

Now you're bringing back memories :)

If there's any signs I'm still a little masochistic it's the fact I did 6 deadlifts and 3 cycles of split squats, pull ups, and jump rope among a few other things then woke up this morning going "huh, maybe I did like that"

Saying @kinkytiedgaymer.bsky.social sounds like Roger Rabbit when he is in pain was worth the inevitable revenge he's going to bestow on me next month. 😇

PS Getting complimented/comforted by other kinksters is so funny. "I want to hold you for ransom, hope you're doing well" Love you weirdos.

Introspection things: 1) I posted a longer journal entry on Fet but basically I'm in a weird (but expected) head space and may end up deleting a few pics from here suddenly, not because of privacy or legal concerns but because of body image issues

On the one hand next year I'll try to go multiple days for IML and also by then I won't deal with sudden "oh hey I'm still in therapy" moments creeping in. On the other I got to meet some new people and had some very hot experiences. So I think after all that, still worth it.

Howdy pardner

Started off the weekend in Chicago with a giant happy hour discount margarita, delicious Mexican food, and being put in my sleepsack and edged by @tattoodemonslut.bsky.social

One more before I head out to Chicago myself today: when I decided to go to IML after a rugby tournament and got in some more pain to the degree where I was giggling in delirium.

One more set of first IML photos: some different hogtie situations

Oh you know just showing off our new haircuts

Another first IML memory: when a friend trapped me in his rubber sleepsack.

Going to IML on Friday - won't be like my first time when I was on public display but so far looking pretty promising. :)

Every time I see that promo photo of Your Friends and Neighbors with Jon Hamm and those leather gloves I need a cold shower. 🥵

Plans formed for IML, now to put my new therapy skills to play in making sure I don't talk myself out of a good time 🫠

So weird question: for those of my friends who are switchier but started as subs, do you remember what made you more even just 90% sub as opposed to 100%? Asking as someone who has switched like once or twice but generally just feels a little awkward and good getting involved more helps with this.

I was cleaning out my phone and got a reminder of when I was put in someone's meme back on Tumblr/Twitter/somewhere and a kinky friend recognized me. Lol.

Planned on doing more this weekend but at the very least found myself held hostage by @kinkytiedgaymer.bsky.social to be his toy while a group of captives (including @akatidus.bsky.social ) were nearby. @tattoodemonslut.bsky.social was a little too happy seeing me helpless. 😛

I know what it's trying to say but it still tickles me when people say variations of "being healthy" for hookups. BRB faxing over my MyChart labs and my miles ran during the week to see if I can get in gear with you.

In which @kinkytiedgaymer.bsky.social responds to a meme I shared

A nice moment when both of us are getting over being sick: I know @tattoodemonslut.bsky.social is feeling better when he grabs me to make out and goes "When you feel better, I'm mummifying you and riding you until you milk out multiple loads for me."

Ridiculously slow day at work + still feeling riled up after @tattoodemonslut.bsky.social tied me down and edged me this weekend = dangerous day to scroll

Realizing I am surprised considering some of the other fetish things that arose from that time period that I'm surprised the Nickelodeon game shows didn't get me into gunge.

So that new Kacey Musgraves song is going into that planned Horny Cowboy playlist

It's uncommonly warm for this time of year and yet I could use this right now

Might actually be able to make IML this year! (You think that not living that far means I can make it down more often but you underestimate how busy things usually are around then for me lol)

Lol as if anyone was ever attracted to this kind of scenario... yeah, so crazy... Stop looking at me like that.

It's been feeling good to get slowly back into the scene.

Being held captive by @teslabolts.bsky.social

End of the session: placed in my sleepsack, gagged with @teslabolts.bsky.social 's partner's choice, and played with until both of them came on me and I was able to finally release.

Some pics from yesterday: @teslabolts.bsky.social first putting me in spandex, playing with me a bit on the bed, then tying me in a chair with a bandana and stuffing then a few more layers. You can see i hated it.

Had a fun time being captive for @teslabolts.bsky.social and his partner today. More pictures to come but I was a good enough boy to leave with some new fun things to wear. 😇

Damn maybe next year I should make it to MAL 👀

Definitely had a little fun over the weekend

Off for a yearly cabin trip with friends! No set plans yet but we packed the restraints (and the sleepsack) with a new vibrator soooo. Things likely will still occur.

Starting PT today and will be able to hit running again soon. Who is coming to kidnap me once I become slightly more portable? 😇

The nice thing about shaving my beard for a rugby drag fundraiser is that my husband can duct tape my mouth without worrying about my beard.

First ever IML. And definitely a memorable one. 🥰

Debating whether to put some effort into a Halloween outfit or finally getting some cowboy gear for... other reasons as well.

Got the pleasure of getting to play with @tynanfox.bsky.social again after a number of years. At one point I had 10 layers keeping me quiet.

If there's one thing I bring to the party it's my own lube for any dom bottoms.

Rude.

Going to be briefly in Chicago next weekend and in Minneapolis at the end of the month. Looking forward to getting into trouble. 😇

Got a new speedo when @tattoodemonslut.bsky.social went to get us new swimming gear and figured I'd try it out.

I miss being tied as a cowboy