[Cirque du Freak/Saga of Darren Shan] Vancha meme, because I like to think he was in the hotel ceiling for a comically long time before any of the gang noticed. #cirquedufreak #darrenshan #vanchamarch 🦇🕷️🟩

This book gets more interesting by every page.

Having a mother of all headaches due to a bit too tense life lately, but today it feels stuff is getting better again! Good morning, world!

I should publish the next chapter soon, been just needing a little break of writing to collect my thoughts back.

It is always just something in the twilight hours..

Thank you all of you who listened me today, it helped a ton.

Book setup is definitely as important to me as are the books! 🤤

Visited a library after a loooong time! Can't wait to dig in. Forgot how I used to love reading library-books.

Probably the one opinion I won't back down is that if you're not knowing the person _in real life_ you should definitely hold the sudden inaccurate accusations during the arguments. It was a totally valid talk- until the nonvalid accusations and insults started flying around. I have spoken. Bye.

Got a good talk with a friend, maybe heading to the library tomorrow

Niantic, I am getting tired for doing this same research-task multiple times since getting stuck with it so often 🫠 Little variety with the constantly repetitive tasks would not hurt either 😅

Managed to create a new character-sheet after a little issues with ethnic stuff, no idea how I always accidentally manage this crap at start of a new one, but now it should be good and I'm super satisfied, so I'm gonna just reason myself a round, it's a hot day anyway! 🤝🏻

I am beyond frustrated as Giovanni's Palkia keeps beating me to the pulp in PoGo. What on literal earth works on that thing?? Would love to finish the dang research already without using all my max-revives because of this arse 🫠

Found some really rad pins today!! 😗💕

"None of the storms last forever." Today I literally witnessed it, the whole day has been super rainy, took my friend's dog for a walk and she gave me this mug. And after years of struggling I think I'm back into writing with passion. Now the sun shines again outside after horrible weather ☀️

All stamped and ready to leave Finland tomorrow! (Few cards to be sent inside the Finland are ready later this month!) 🥰 Completely forgot how I love this!

I got welcomed volunteering into LSW in Limerick with open arms, but turns out the way bigger challenge would be to find a tiny and cheap second apartment to rent from Limerick. The challenge with it? The starting prices I saw were from 1000 euros/month. They're

Prepping a big batch of postcards towards USA and Ireland to get on their way in next week! Apologizing for the recipients that this took a bit longer I was planning to!

AO3's temporarily down but I don't mind too much, excited to show the new chapter when site works again! Now a cup of tea at the balcony. World's just perfectly on it's place right now 💚

It’s my birthday today! 53 years old! And here’s the perfect present - the first episode of Cirque DUB Freak!!! Don’t know what that is?!? Click here to find out: youtu.be/Hf29J049quY?...

Sent an email today where waiting a reply pretty excited! Hopefully tomorrow!

Got some chores and stuff done, satisfied to the results, now would do some cooking! Gonna be a good day!

Saw these trucks in Limerick and after hearing their purpose, my immediate will was to join as a volunteer as the subject touches me a lot, but the biggest issues are funding the place to stay and the fact that I live in different country. So huge bummer 🥺

"Am I enough?" "Am I a good friend?"I ask these questions a lot daily. Been sitting on balcony two whole days almost straight, gazing skies and thinking life. Currently life is again changing, mostly towards good, but it takes so much time and work it exhausts me completely.

Recent commission of Dervish from the Demonata series and the client’s OC ❤️

The busy, stressing stuff has slowly started to unravel, one more thing left to do tomorrow. Writing started to interest again on a different level. That would be refreshing after a long while. Vacation in Ireland really did the trick with relaxation. Already planning the next go!

Ireland nights just hit different 🌙 Listened the concert at the distant castle at 22.00 pm. It was so clear it sounded like it was right beside me!

First official day at Ireland has treated me well, had to sign out from arriving-night hotel at 12 and the main stay gets me in around 15, but being homeless for few hours ain't too bad when get to enjoy it at terrace with ice-cold rhum-cola!! 😛👌🏻

Tomorrow will be interesting at airport after this, but vacation, here I come!! 🔥 23 mins left to freedom! 🏃🏻‍♀️

Not that my personal life could slow the fuck down just an inch, but it could. 🤏🏻 I'm drowning into stressing the PDI results, IV-prepping by labs, study-application making, dozen private things, and trying accidentally be happy aside.

Been thriving the whole day with one bowl of porridge and couple of chocolate bars. Not good..

I've had a really good thinking lately. I managed to cut all the unhealthy friendships off, but creating new ones that work out is challenging. I should change so much in me, but so lost with where to even start when even all the trust is shattered into million pieces?

Tea and pondering questions towards the meeting with teacher tomorrow. Head feels currently so empty.

Destiny is so strange. Last week I cried bitterly when got my application denied for process- managing studies, today bursting of joy since clearly seems I'm getting accepted into travelling industry-studies. OR Nature and camping industry-education. Could be either! And they feel weirdly "right"

It's gonna be a good one today! ☀️

Deep breathes. ❤️

The destruction I caused in a Discord server triggered depression worsening. I've had it hard lately already, but seems like this was the last nail. Now it will once again be the gratefulness that I'll eat and make it out alive one day at a time. Slowly. Breathe...

I had one of the most massive setback in a long time last tuesday, getting back on feet has taken a lot of effort and still not myself. This evening thought what should I read, and it just hit me, last re-read in finnish was a long-ish ago, so why not? ...reading finnish again is so strange.

Cup of tea at cafe before it's off for the meeting at campus. Wish me luck!

What a community day. Hunted my brains off for the 100% one, getting shitload of useless-stat shinies and losing my sanity in the process for what arses these things are to catch at overall. 🫡

This balcony has been a grief to make cozy, still working on it but today got some progress! : ) Living plants despite the cacti are kinda impossibility because of the scorching +40 celsius it gets in the worst midsummer heats.

This world is getting crazier by day. Every morning starts with thinking "what now?" and I always get my answer delivered.

I still can't believe my IV's date hit precisely just a day before my flights. Unbelievably good struck of luck!

Thing (one of the dozen) in cdf that has always been keeping my mind racing is a question was Gannen always closeby when Steve was breaking bread with Darren, or was he just elsewhere hunting or stuff, trusting Steve's fine.

Today has been one ball of stress. -Dog got beaten in the dogpark by another at the moment it stepped in. Good start for the day. -Flights are filling but can't book them yet. -Billsare stoning me, adding more stress with flights. Zen is zero at the moment.

Mika took it's sweet time to finish, and camera naturally butchered the facial features, but I am really happy how this turned out for a first one! @darrenshan.com

Thank you, Youtube Shorts. Not to be picky, but I just witnessed a video footage of hanging a German officer. History education is great, but how the shit this kind of videos do not have proper disclaimers?! I want this sight out of my mind.

Today's work- Shancus!! Camera is not showing it, but I painted the scales with metallic watercolors so they glisten ✨️ @darrenshan.com

"You are annoying." Probably the worst heartbreak of my teens when my first Shanster-friend ended our friendship completely as a surprise. It still echoes in my head every single time when trying to bond friendships with other Shansters. "I am annoying."