I-I-I IVE GOT A MIGRANE 💃💃✨ MY PAIN RANGES FROM UP ✨💃 DOWN💃✨ AND S I D E W A Y S 💃✨

THE APPOINTMENT WENT WELL AND IM HAPPY AND CELEBRATING WITH YALL TODAY HELL YEAH BROTHERRRRRRRRRR #clikkieskyselfieday

THE APPOINTMENT WENT WELL AND IM HAPPY AND CELEBRATING WITH YALL TODAY HELL YEAH BROTHERRRRRRRRRR #clikkieskyselfieday

feeling yuck and ugly and stressed (out) about today and I don't think I'm gonna participate in selfie day You're all wonderful and beautiful and handsome and any and all other adjectives and kind words to describe you all 🫂

Oh! (it's not wrong)

and if this wasn't bad enough on its own, severe anxiety triggers and heightens my depersonalization so I'm in the mfkn trenches rn LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i've got an appointment tomorrow morning. i have this appointment once a year, every single year for the past few years, and i still get so incredibly nervous before it. my chest has just been hollow all day & i keep randomly getting waves of intense anxiety. i can't wait until it's over tomorrow.

I suffer from "can't hear shit - itis" 😅🤣

watched the series finale of The Boys last night 🙌 proud to be a Kiwi rn cos those were some fucken stellar performances from Karl Urban & Antony Starr throughout the whole series! i gotta say though, some reactions ive seen online have to be rage/engagement bait cos these takes are NOT IT XD

clikkie ✔️ the home team sleep token paramore fob doechii

sometimes I think life sucks then I hear the "riiiiight this way" in Center Mass and things aren't so bad anymore

I WANTED TO PROGRESS THINGS I WANTED MY SOUL SET FREE LOST IT ALL AT A DISCOUNT *sick drums* YOU AND IIIIII BOTH KNOW JUST HOW THE STORRRRRY GOES WEVE SEEN IT SEVERAL TIMES (yeah yeah) ITS KINDA HARRRRRD TO KNOW IS THERE A POINT AT ALL OR SHOULD WE CUT THE LINE?

YOUR GRANDPA DIED WHEN YOU WERE NINE THEY SAID HE HAD LOST HIS MIND YOU HAVE LEARNED WAY TOO SOON YOU SHOULD NEVER TRUST THE PANTALOON

my absolute faves 🫶 sailo x jojo x tally

GUYS!! LAST TIME I TRIED THIS WE GOT TO 13 DAYS BEFORE I BIT MY NAILS (forgetfully lmao) AND THIS TIME ROUND WE'RE AT 3 FULL WEEKS!!!!

Nissan Altima by Doechii just went into Smithereens by 21p thanks to my YouTube Music shuffle and im ngl, it was a vibe 😅

WAIT HOLD TF UP WHY AM I ONLY ASKING FOR A VIDEO CALL DURING SONGS CAN SOMEONE VIDEO CALL ME WHEN BLOOMFCHELLA MEET UP STARTS PLEASE I WANNA MEET YALL

GUYS!! LAST TIME I TRIED THIS WE GOT TO 13 DAYS BEFORE I BIT MY NAILS (forgetfully lmao) AND THIS TIME ROUND WE'RE AT 3 FULL WEEKS!!!!

Friends... Question... Phone service wise.... Do y'all think it would be possible for someone to video call someone else during certain songs during the show.... Asking for no particular reason.... Asking for a friend....

My friends, if y'all make it to the October show, here's a list of songs that I need y'all to scream at the top of your lungs if they play: ATROFD Tally Center Mass Polarize Saturday Good Day Backslide Chlorine Pet Cheetah Holding Onto You Fake You Out HeavyDirtySoul Forest Please & thank you

Seeing everyone band together and help each other get tickets or plan to get tickets is one of the main reasons I love the clikkie community so much 🥹🫶🏼

THE TRIAL GIG WENT WELL AND THEY LOOOOOVE WHAT I DID FOR THEM AND THEY'RE SUPER IMPRESSED!!!! FINGERS CROSSED THIS CONTINUES INTO FULL BLOWN WORK!!! 🤞 but of course, if it does not, i am grateful and blessed to have had the opportunity to work with an amazing creator <3

Me waking up and checking the skyline this morning 😅 I'm so sorry to hear about the presale debacle 😭 sending love and good vibes and hoping for the best for all the friendos on Friday!! I need to see Bloomfchella on the skyline. I am rooting for y'all!!

I used to look so pretty with long hair. I miss it 😞

I used to look so pretty with long hair. I miss it 😞

bluesky really said "nope, you're not allowed to get distracted. finish editing that video cece" 😅 i finished it btw

WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE TO HEAR THIS SONG LIVE SHE IS MY BABY I LOVE HER SO MUCH OH MY GOD I NEED TO SCREAM THIS SONG FROM THE TOP OF MY LUNGS WITH ALL MY FRIENDS THAT WOULD BE SO HEALING FOR ME

polarize is taking your disguises, separating 'em, splitting 'em up from wrong and right. it's deciding where to die and deciding where to fight deny, deny, denial.

CHILDREN. PLEASE. Random people on the internet do NOT need to know your age. your name. your parents names. the city (even the COUNTRY) you live in. we do not need to know your address. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE stop giving this information out. and PARENTS please teach your children to be safe. ffs.

If u see this, do it ✍🏻 nickname: Cece (lol) Pronouns : she/her Height: 5'5" Sexuality: bi Smokes: used to (11 & a half years smokefree) Drinks: used to (4y 3m) Piercings: ears/nose Tattoo: 29ish? Fav color: 🟢⚫ Fav drink: vanilla coke Fav food: sushi Fav animal: idk tbh

Oh shit I completely forgot to watch Season 2 of The Pitt still 😅 my partner and I started watching The Boys and rewatching Supernatural 🤣 Maybe I start that soon, and live post some reactions 😅

i know it's all "hehe haha" "when we were younger our parents told us not to talk to strangers on the internet" BUT LIKE, INTERNET SAFETY IS ACTUALLY STILL A THING AND NEEDS TO BE TAUGHT HOLY FUCK. we've had SO MANY young people come into jojos chat lately just putting their whole fkn age on display

anyways, in happier news, the trial gig is going well. the creator is impressed w/ my work fingers crossed it continues 🤞🏻 ive been manifesting this shit

I'm hopping offline. I'm disappointed in twenty one pilots again 🙄🥲

today is absolute shit and i am not doing ok. i am once again asking for 21p photos or hayley williams or jensen ackles or silly memes or dad jokes plz

i got sad at the THOUGHT of 21p POSSIBLY playing ATROFD at the stadium show so i blocked brendon urie

I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IF AT THE RISK OF FEELING DUMB GETS PLAYED AT THAT FUCKING STADIUM SHOW WHILE IM NOT THERE IM GOING TO FUCKING RIOT I SWEAR TO FUCK THAT IS MY SONG AND I NEED TO BE THERE WHEN ITS PLAYED YALL MFERS GOT POLARIZE AND CHLORINE AT BREACH GIVE ME ATROFD!!!!

tried to make myself feel less bad about my brand new insecurities XD

set up my webcam just in case my call later is a video call and now i've discovered NEW things about my face and teeth and how i hold my head (???????) that i absolutely hate and now i'm self conscious HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

A hint 🫣

OH MY GOD I AM SHAKING WITH EXCITEMENT RIGHT NOW!!! AHHHHHHH I HAVE A TRIAL GIG COMING UP AND I DONT WANNA JINX IT BUT IM EXCITED FOR THIS ONE I CANT WAIT TO TELL YALL ABOUT IT IF ALL GOES WELL!!

my current therapy is dancing to Club Husband by T-Pain 🤪

does anyone else have a brain that when you try something new and get it wrong it immediately tells you that you're a "big dumb dumby head who's a dumb baby bitch who will never be good at anything in their life cos they're a dumb stupid dumb bitch" or is that just me?

My FIRST video back from my YT hiatus! Playing Outbound: The Game 🏕️ I was so excited to play that I recorded, edited and posted after the kids went to bed & now I'm going to sleep at almost midnight 😅 check it out! 🫶🏼 youtu.be/YDoEDBXxiDc?...

NEW SAILOR TWITCH CLIPS VID!!! This has been an inside joke in the communities since this happened and i need yall to see how funny it is LMAO www.tiktok.com/@sailortwitc...

My FIRST video back from my YT hiatus! Playing Outbound: The Game 🏕️ I was so excited to play that I recorded, edited and posted after the kids went to bed & now I'm going to sleep at almost midnight 😅 check it out! 🫶🏼 youtu.be/YDoEDBXxiDc?...

NEW YT SHORT!! Showcasing how I play Outbound: The Game! 🙌😅 youtube.com/shorts/yhp4C...

also, i understand that medication is not for everyone. mental health is not one size fits all. we're all completely different & need different things to give us help in this life. medication is something that helps me & goes hand in hand w/ me actively making changes myself too <3

and on another happy note today, my meds to help with my depersonalization & sleep have been added to my "lifetime prescriptions" like my antidepressants which means that the process of getting my repeats are a lot more streamlined and stress free! 🫶

MY BEST FRIEND SAILOR GIFTED ME OUTBOUND WHILE I WAS SLEEPING!! IT RELEASED AT 2AM MY TIME, 7 AM HERS, AND SHE PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER TO MAKE SURE SHE COULD GIFT IT BEFORE I COULD BUY IT. OH MY GOD I AM SOBBING. THIS HAS BEEN MY DREAM GAME FOR SOOOOOO LONG AND NOW SHES HERE!!! SAILOR I LOVE YOU BB 😭💜