OPENS MY JAWS AND SCREAMS

grief is such a wild thing. August has steadily been getting easier and easier to bare over the past decade, and the anniversary isn't until Monday, but because the events leading up to everything happend in a Wednesday Thursday Friday sequence, my brain is hitting the remember button /too much./

looks at that last post... jfc period hormones are a BEAST

The last two days have been me violently swapping between trying to swat the doom thoughts away and yearning for a life where I'm TRULY satisfied and happy. The yearning for a partner has been... bad the last month.

love being a need who can't remember specifics but can throw down the bullet points. Also love finding people who don't know much about my areas of interest so I can just SHOTGUN the fact that Spain and by association Spanish are heavily influenced by Arabic since the 700s. got called a loving nerd💚