Shes irreplaceable and I just can't get her out of my head

Just got back from trick or treating with my gf... K it was fun ngl but I couldn't hug her or give her a proper goodbye or anything bc her dad was there,,, but it was fun either way

My life is just gonna feel empty without her i hate this

This might be a long thread, I have no idea atm Today I found out my gf is moving away. Like tomorrow. The thing is, she has limited access to discord so I can't really talk to her. She's the one person I actually trust, so this period of my life is just getting even harder. At lunch today, we were

The buddy knight 😏

I feel off, I just don't know in what way

I feel empty

Please pay attention to me i need help

Please

Please pay attention to me

Everything stresses me out Seeing myself in a mirror Seeing myself in a window Being near either of the 2 at all Even seeing my shadow Seeing anyone that resembles me in any way They can bring to the point of sweating They bring my heart rate up I hate it so much

Everytime i look in a mirror, im reminded that ill never pass as a woman. I hate it.

There is nothing to enjoy about my life

I almost never eat lunch anymore, im just repulsed by the idea of eating so other than lunch, I barely eat anything

Hewwo :3