when does grief end...

as soon as I step foot in my hometown I feel existential dread rushing through me and I cry myself to sleep every night cause I can't stop thinking, literally everything i think about makes me cry

holaaa, tengo que aprender español por mis estudios universitarios, me gustaría ver dibujos animados para tener confianza y aprender vocabulario😭 necesito esto, tengo que acelerar el aprender porque tengo mi examen en 2 meses

feel like I'm wasting my life honestly

what do you call that feeling of wanting to skip the next 3/5 years cause you don't feel motivation at all

I literally only need him to be Italian i was so happy he was italian when I first read the books, being literally italian. Plus it's literally perfect that he's from Veneto😭

yesterday I had a really important exam and I sucked ass, it was so fucking hard I almost had an anxiety attack, I literally had to quit cause I knew I would never be able to finish it im feeling so fucking sad and useless rn

calum Thomas hood day yessir (I forgot I had this app lol hi everyone)

my bf is so hot i can't with him i can't keep my hands off of him he's so pretty i want to bite him and stare at him all the time im obsessed guys please

I bought some REALLY GOOD HOODIES YESTERDAY im gonna show them to you tomorrow, they're drying up rn

my parents both watched goldrake growing up and new episodes came out today im literally watching an anime with my parents what is actually going on (the characters are so fine actually???)

why are people remembering now that 5sos exist like no they don't what do you even know about 5sos

I took it the week after my grandpa died, so im really proud I passed it (i got like a 23 out of 30) (you pass it with 18)

so... i may have come to conclusions a bit early... my parents got me a ferrari thermos mug and a ferrari lanyard😭

I PASSED THAT FUCKING EXAM OH MY GOD IM SO HAPPY

GIVE ME THE OTHER EEVEELUTIONS RNNN

did my nye fit eat?

happy new year guyssss

im so proud of how my hair look, they're basically my kid, I spend so much money and time on them but I had people ask me if I've ever gotten a perm to make them curly so I know they EAT like look at them ringlets😩🤭

nonno mi manchi tanto

thanks mom and dad for giving me a decent personality cause actually wtf is wrong with people

why are people so fucking fake? if you don't want me somewhere don't even invite me, we all know you don't want me there so don't even bother

cause love's such an old-fashioned word and love dares you to care for the people on the edge of the night and love dares you to change your way of caring about ourselves this is our last dance this is our last dance this is ourselves

im so thankful about getting gifts on Christmas but I haven't gotten something related to an interest of mine in so long, as if I'm not extremely vocal about them... I got a backpack, two wallets, a pair of gloves and a scarf thingy

im feeling so guilty to share all of this on here cause I don't want other people to feel negative emotions on xmas because of me this day is supposed to be fun and happy and exciting, but it doesn't feel like xmas at all

also a really close friend of mine who's in the military came home for like 24 hours and I'm not gonna see him cause I'm in a whole ass other region

also my smiley tattoo turned 1 on the 21st (along with my 5sos tally tattoo) 1 year of my getting tatted journey lol (grandma hates it) (ily grandma) (she doesn't want to gift me money anymore cause she thinks I'm gonna spend it on tattoos)

look at me and louis twinnin'

it's still Louis bday in the US and I know he's in the UK rn but it's still his bday somewhere in the world so HAPPY BDAY LOUIS I FUCKING LOVE YOU SO MUCH

merry christmas to those who celebrate!!! and especially to those who are missing someone this year, I'm sending you all so much love🫂

I've always spent Christmas with my mum's family, so it's be my family, my aunt and my grandparents they both died this year Christmas doesn't feel like Christmas rn

why do med students POST LITERAL INTERNAL ORGANS ON INSTAGRAM I DONT WANT TO SEE PEOPLE'S ORGANS AND IM PRETTY SURE THOSE PEOPLE DONT WANT ME TO SEE IT

checo perez fired best way to end the 2024 season

my grandpa passed away last night I feel empty

the urge to spend all day reading fanfiction rlly hits during finals season

lost the championship with an amazing race, unfortunately there was some points that were lost along the season (like Canada) im sure that if we weren't so damn unlucky we would've won today let's keep pushing head to next year, we gonna win this❤️‍🩹

stolen from my tl BUT comment a number 1-100 and I'll give you that song!! I'm on the bus and bored, keep me entertained

hardcore judging a couple on the bus rn he's being so grumpy about being on the bus for this long (it's like a 30 minutes ride with traffic) and she looks SO SAD cause he's being genuinely mean to her also he's fugly, she's so pretty😭

people shouting on the bus😃

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came back to uni after almost 2 weeks and the first class is in fucking English my mind is still foggy please im not understanding a word

stiles stilinski really set up a standard for me, I love pretty nerds

my bf is so hot ty universe honestly😩😩😩

5sos day!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm completely normal about him I swear😃😃

I've been trying so hard to study these past few days but after 20 minutes I feel like I've already done HOURS and my brain is shutting down

you know I'm kind of struggling when I start playing hogwarts mystery again

my dream if money wasn't an actual thing that existed and dictated our lives? opening a literary cafe😭😭 sipping a tea, browsing for books, comfy chairs to read ir study while drinking something hot from a cute mug????? second hand book shelf????? free me from capitalism and give this to meeee

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