本当に日常が忙しすぎて気持ちを整理する時間がないなあ

まずはお時間をください

自分の体調やメンタルを立て直すならそれが最善な気はしている

気持ち半分くらいは

もう絵アップしたくねーなあという気持ちではある　今は

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怠け者だと言われても構いませんがとにかく今まともなメンタルとは言えない状態なので（最近に限った話ではないけど）自分を大事にするべくなるべく多めに休養とってます

寒くて凍える

...That said, it is extremely unpleasant to be talked down to with logic without any regard for my feelings

I'm aware that I was being bitter. The situation was just so overwhelming that I let the negativity take over and said things I didn't mean. I'm reflecting on that now.

英語は母国語じゃないしまだまだ使いこなせてないから揚げ足取られたりするしより一層気をつけて扱いたい　もっと勉強しなきゃ

これになりたい

I still seriously don't get the logic justifying non-consensual leaks, but I get the message. Basically: "Don't let it get you down" Got it!

I know it's impossible to completely prevent leaks, but it’s still hugely discouraging. It gets to the point where I can't help but think: "Ah, so to everyone liking this stolen post, my work isn't worth a single cent"

I've been bottling this up for a long time because I was too scared to speak up. It feels good to finally get this off my chest.

Having my Patreon-exclusive NSFW art leaked on X has honestly killed my motivation. It makes me hesitant to post anything new. While I enjoy consuming NSFW art myself, I prefer to keep my own creations within a limited, trusted circle rather than exposing them to the general public.

Cloudflare死んだ

まあ自分が舐められるのも悪いな

sink

むかしの絵

Xってマジでいじわるな人おおいね

私が謝罪しているのはいつも応援してくれてる方々に対して誤解を招いてしまった事と無益な争いで無関係な方々に迷惑をかけてしまったということであって、私の事を言葉で攻撃してくるよくわからない人たちに対しては微塵も申し訳ないと思っていない。

I understand, to a certain degree, the feelings of those who want to attack me with words. So, please, instead of attacking their character, I'm asking you to be the bigger person and just let it go.

I intended for this to be a drawing of a fictional character, but I now realize the way I cropped it made it look like feral porn, and I regret my lack of consideration. I am sorry for causing this unnecessary conflict.

なんかめちゃくちゃ攻撃されてる気がするんだけど、何？

I often receive questions about whether my commissions are open, but I am too busy to accept any requests at this time.

What the マジかよ

Is loneliness pitiful?

feels good

good....

I realized my bio lacked enough explanation, so I’ve updated it properly. Thank you for your understanding.

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