cat crisis 2.0 averted. Handed off to momma cat of the area, she snagged him by the neck after hissing me off and dragged 'em home. However: this may not be food poisoning because mom's got it too. FML

I just got a phone call at literally 12am from mom that there's a fucking random eyes-not-open-yet kitten under the house without parents she put them in a lil' box to leave outside and wait in case they come back it's nice out so it's not a problem but If they're abandoned I STG

Food poisoning, which gives some time to post. I've been having a time of it. 2 close uncles, one that helps elderly mom, both went in the hospital for heart problems. I pick up slack. Today, her TV receiver stared overheating. only form of entertainment. no means to repair. No rest for the wicked.

aight. Sorry for radio silence all. Things have been... well, pretty shitty. Just trying to cope & failing. It is what it is, I guess. Putting it here so the other couple of posts don't drown out the apology.

To everyone that follows me, I will likely be prohibited from uploading the content you want to see to substar. Hit up my ko-fi instead.

Final catpost. Born in Fall. Never saw good weather. Beat a record storm, the cold. She even beat the wobbles enough to play in snow. Rare, here. She got to see 2, perfect sunny days, & found the same favorite spot on both The sickness came back Friday Now, she's in her spot, for all the sunny days.

6+ inches of snow, gonna be at home for a while. Maybe get some stuff done? can't get that cold water running still, but we'll have to see Cats are fed & watered, paths cleared in the snow for 'em, they're all okay even the wobbly one. For now, need sleep.

certain pipes got frozen despite precautions, unfuxxored the hot water but cold water in one room of the house isn't working. It's a long line, so will have to try and figure it out later, but it's not fully screwed so I guess that's good.

Up to feed kitties. Light dusting of snow but nothing major yet. Checked things, and while I don't give a crap about the snow (grew up in a place with a lot of it), the storm might get an eyewall offshore. Snowicane was meant to be a joke

it's looking like 50 mph gusts here. None of the weather people are actually reporting that, just "OMG snow!" Motherfucker it's gonna be snowing sideways, don't leave that out. It's almost a tropical storm but cold. Will do what I can for the cats but the wind chill is gonna be hell

Doing alright, waited out the storm. Kitties are all okay. Setting up for the chill tonight, trying to get pipes to not freeze. Why do I have to do hurricane style prep in the middle of winter, wtf

Everyone's fine here, but there's a 'squall line"? with 40mph gusts heading my way. Why the FUCK

Last check on kitty before storm. She's doing a bit better, she may just be hiding out because that bed is pretty warm in comparison to everywhere else she could be, and hopping out when nobody is looking. Watched her and once she realized food was up ate and retreated again. She's safe

Semi-daily cat post. She's been deteriorating. Won't come out of her bed, haven't seen her eat, etc. Like I told some others before, it mimics a situation we had with another stray, where she beat wobbliness, then was just gone two weeks later. Will try to update through storm.

Past the initial panic and in wait mode. Ordered stuff delivered today but was delayed to end up coming tomorrow, and have to watch for that. Other than that I really hope this ice crap doesn't actually land as bad as it said, or I really am screwed. ==;

Hey guys- haven't been doing catposts because she's fine, besides the perma-wobble. However, it looks like I'm going to be dead in the middle of the big ice storm, in a place that's completely unprepared for such things. And surrounded by pine trees, which like to fall. Fucking great.

semi-daily catpost Made little outside bed for them, they're using it and sticking around, which is good because of the local temps atm. -- other post: dealing with "episode" among family that's literally invasive to privacy right now, getting this off in the interim

Daily cat post- she's chilling in the yard area, sticking to it for the most part. The reason she's wandering is because she's strong enough now to want to do that. Paradoxical, but I guess it's okay. Gotta keep eyes on when I can.

daily catpost, because I can't have nice things. Cat is strong enough to wander and get lost again, and insists on doing so. Hopefully they come back from wandering-they know where shelter is- but there's nothing to stop them short of caging them. So it is what it is, I guess.

daily catpost- Might be the last one, not because she's worse or gone, but because there's not much changing besides she's doing fine besides being wobbly. Whatever illness they had is gone, the wobbliness seems to be sticking, but everything else is just fine. Dunno what else to say

forgot daily catpost working on Annette She's actually kind of soft-furred now after getting cleaned up. She wants to play but can't, she shakes her head around trying to stay balanced for small things. Might be why she wandered off in the first place.

Daily catpost- She's still about the same, sleeps where all the other kitties are and they don't try to hurt her. Whatever sickness she had is gone- eye goo, snot, etc.- has been cleaned off for a while now. Still wobbly, but seems to be adjusting to be able to do stuff.

Hey all, kitty seems to be doing about the same, so I'll say she's kind of "evening out." Still wobbly, but able to eat, drink water, pee, etc. on her own, but stumbly while doing it.

Hey all. New financial problems have arisen suddenly (an electric bill quintuple the normal) so I have to take on extra weight to eat. I'll take on a commission. Know that it's behind some other outstanding ones, (you know who you are), hit me up in time to discuss stuff.

New post up on my substar- public. It's Cashew getting buttsluttified again, but it's been properly labeled numerically, and has a couple alts I liked too much to get rid of despite being kinda lazy because I don't have a lot of private time anymore. Also free. subscribestar.adult/posts/2112290

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Kitty's about the same. No changes good or bad, so still watching. Luckily it's warmer today.

Kitty has significantly improved since discovered, but still wobbly. Eyes/nose cleaned up, the "death breath" is gone, able to eat and drink water on their own. bathroom is a little weird because they fall over trying to dig, but seem to manage. Keeping an eye on things.

Kitty still alive, less wobbly, less smelly. Able to drink water on her own. Still not fully trusting this because I've seen it before. Also hit 200 followers, gonna do a bot sweep soon. Caught one that was a gambling site already. We'll see.

kitty survived the night, but is just wobbly enough to wander out of the box and get lost again (she went to bathroom though). Had to tape it up so they can't get out, still won't willingly eat/drink so handled that. Not sure if she'll improve past this but will continue. what a start to the year

Outside cat we'd thought wandered away returns, malnourished, wobbly, covered in mud and stuff after *4 days.* Won't eat, only trying to drink mud. Trying to take care of her but can't get them to a vet, probably gonna have to grab a shovel. Great start to the day.

>Awesome dinner >sudden powerful nausea plus massive headache Oh boy, time for a bucket while I watch youtube

Merry Crimbus everyone! Thanks to all that helped in private, you know who you are. Hope you got neat stuff!

Dropping this with super old work. If you're an artist, X is now borked. ToS changes and an AI edit feature mean hosting anything there is allowed to be messed with and if you don't submit can be banned. Merry Christmas I guess.

Older stuff composed into something more coherent, you've seen all the parts of this before but figured I need to do SOMETHING. This is related to micro VN games I want to do. I'm having a miserable time of it right now, but I hope what little I do brings other happiness. files.catbox.moe/j4idjm.rar

Woke up at desk. 20 min touch up of old pics to not come away empty handed (darkened, text added). Cashew undergoing the most insidious kind of hypnosis- Dicknotism. On par with pussy whipping, which she casually does to co-stars. Taste of her own medicine...

Older pic I didn't finish, and took about an hour to clean up. Studbreakers is the sort of femdom version of Horsenotized, they use various means to make a guy a quick-shot (or appear like one- off-screen fluffing etc.) and tease 'em about it for a humiliation kink.

finished commish Figured I better get it out (considering the release of z2) and between all the family crap and less private time. There is another I'm set up that's Judy, but I have to complete this Annette one

That moment when family watch sensationalist newscasts on furries painting them universally as assassin factories and now they can never find out you draw humans with cute little noses ears and tails doing straight porn or they'll disown you and/or try to send you to jail always retain OPsec

Hey guys. Mom's got a toothache, possible infection. Trying to help her, can't afford to get her help, and she's going into one of her episodes where she misinterprets things on purpose to suit her view or doesn't remember. Trying to handle this

Gonna try to work to get my mind off things. Old lore stuff for Annette, FUTA related Tanuki are rare item vendors for Annette. She can buy *anything,* but Nooki's always collect something just as valuable by an agreed deadline. Juusu is the core vendor, but there's collectors too (3rd pic)

found out my dad had a stroke last week. Nobody told me. Nobody bothered to even leave a message. I called for entirely different holiday related reasons, and surprise! fml

Hey all, I know a lot of you probably found me through Smoky & I have limited reach, but seriously. Most of the commissions I take are to take care of my cats or pay for food, I know how this is. Smoky's cool peeps, help them out if you can!

Tried to finish up some stuff for others tonight. Really tried, but just wasn't happening. none of it felt I dunno, up to my usual standards. Still sick, pyschosomatic? Untangled some of the stuff I didn't like in this thing I did for @smokyjai.bsky.social a while back, just to go through paces

Wifi went down for a while, got sick on top of it. now fridge fan motor (evaporator) is makin' all kinds of noise, so that's fun too. Anyway here's a a thing I finally (original is 2 years old?) went through and touched up enough to show the base of 1/2

Been monitoring the hurricane stuff. Looks like one is going to hit at least near me after the first (worse) one misses. Great. Fun.

RIP notifications wtf, thanks for the raid Anyway, the short sequences won the poll on my Substar, which is what I generally do anyway (and only one person voted so whatever). So more like this? also insomnia is hitting hard, busy day tomorrow too

Going to try and be more active on my Subscribestar. subscribestar.adult/khreis

Hey all. Have slept once since last post. So that's a thing. I guess going back to Furaffinity is pointless. Every person I knew on there is deactivated or hasn't posted in years, like visiting the house you grew up in to find it's condemned. What are the alternatives? Social media?

Trying to push through depression miasma to try and get some stuff done.