Aight

The still

Surprisingly, I slept.

Losing hope

I'm going to bed angry, knowing I'll die not seeing the day when certain behaviors will be unlearned.

I dont know if it's the trust issues, but I can better pick up on flattery. It's not much' but I'm currently enjoying someone's receptible anger, realizing it's no longer working as it once did. Fucking asshole. Bitch really thought I was gonna do all the work. AGAIN.

Soap

The best part about gay apps is that the guy woofing you 5830 kilometers away wouldn't care less if he were local.

So much work to do

I don't mind gym flirting. Some people are just so fucking bad at it.

All it takes is the wrong thought, the wrong memory and that’s it, 30 precious minutes wasted staring at a wall, vision occasionally stifled through a salty, watery screen.

This eternal longing keeps me from autopiloting my way through the day. I miss not needing to think while functioning but this new emotional condition multiplies the weight of every action, every gesture. It all feels like a chore. Even things which shouldn’t. I hate it a lot.

I'm all sore. I could use a massage. I'm not being suggestive. Everything hurts, and I need a medic. Deadass.

Is a good night of sleep too much to ask for?

For 4 hours of sleep, not bad at all

Highkey hate my hometown dating wise.

If you use #blm as code for your ethnic fetish, I kinda hope your ankles fucking explode.

Can't sleep. So there's a pattern. Not good.

Ayyyye good job NYC.

Crawl up

Morning

Can't sleep

Cuddle starved

Hate being asked my "stats" like I'm up for fucking auction.

Another week incoming, recklessly ridding the line between desire and despair.

Grab that weekend #pecs #musclechest #gaypecs #pecbouncing #pecflex #chestbounce #vascularity #musclepump

Had like, seven different dreams last night. The fuck.

I'm actually feeling very good today...

Relearning how to enjoy this

Shoulda been a flex Friday post, but I didn't want to forget about this vid. So today's the day. Happy Monday.

It really does sometimes take one man to shatter your sense of self-worth because I was completely fine before he came in. A disease. I have lowkey not been having a blast. I need to work on that. This is no way to live.

##soapysunday the weekend's not over yet.

Feeling some type of way onlyfans.com/pec_panther

Freshly creamed

Good morning

Happy Friday onlyfans.com/pec_panther

I actually don't have the words

Fat cock, fat load and some flexing for #fcf Catch me bating on @bateworld.com 💦

Ngl sleeping has been kinda...

Inclined pushup results

I think we'd live in a kinder, gay male world if masculinity and muscle boundedness weren't socialized to adopt aggressivity as an intrinsic part of the sexual experience. Feeling held, feeling intimate with another stud shouldn't feel like such an odyssey. What the fuck. It might just be me.

Now I just need to get onto bulking

The best feeling

Impromptu afternoon pump

Tits n bubles

Can't sleep