i'd show the following 2 pages, but oh god, jesus fucking christ, they hurt. they hurt so much

... jesus christ...

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wtf was this moment???? 😭😭😭😭 DGFHGDFSA this caught so offguard, good lord i don't usually physically laugh, but this got me good because of how random and weird it was

Sunny and Locket #oc

happy #TittyTuesday

Sketchbook vibes

I love when "bad guys" end up temporarily in the side of the "good guys" bc then you can have moments when they are just as malicious as ever but they are helping the protagonists DFGDSA oh Ogata, how will i miss you....

Happy #IndieAnimationDay y’all here’s a preview I did Made 100 percent in Procreate Dreams

Also this one too I finished!! #IndieAnimationDay

One of those morning where after having a nice breakfast my brain starts thinkinh everything is gross and why would you even want to eat and this tea i made will be gross if i taste it and why did i made it Euuuugh It will pass, but i hate these kind of mornings so much At least i ate before it

Up into smaller kobolds with slivers of rods stuck in their heads. That’s why when you find one it looks like it only has one thought

Long ago they say kobolds used to be one big creature who had many thoughts and many ideas and it used to terrorize the land and speak horrible riddles to passersby’s before eating them. It was until a woman with a silver rod came up to it and struck it on the head that it began splitting

fought demons for too long and now i am late HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL @rockinripperrobin.bsky.social very sorry to have been so absent these days, hope your day was kind to you and that these girls make you feel a bit better if it wasn't

no wonder some adhd people say they feel better without the meds not completely my case, i do still feel better with the minimum dose than without it, but i can see why for other people it'd be better to not have that kind of sensations at all good lord, medicine and brain chemistry is complex

brain feels so much clearer now compared to a few days ago i feel like i woke up from a dream where everything felt the same but just slightly different like if the Controls weren't properly plugged in and you had delay or an input was confused with a different one

Hey everyone, February commissions are open! If you are interested, check them on my Vgen! Also feel free to DM for any questions you might have, don't be a stranger! :) vgen.co/TheGarbager619 (Xubiod, if you are reading this, sorry, I'm posting it tomorrow, lol) [ #vgencomm #commissions ]

A lovely commission for @xubiod.net of her third robot AKI! They seem to be very chill....... maybe too much..... [ #vgencomm #commission #digitalillustration ]

Broski wanted the mayoketchup nation to burn (and so do I) 💝Happy Valentine’s Day💖 #oc #ocsky #art #mayoketchup

Happy valentines day! didn't manage to make smth for today bc of the fighting demons thing lol but i am making smth since yesterday for a certain friend's special day, wink wink, i know you can see this

Happy (early) Valentine’s day! Take these blorbos💖 #oc #ocsky #art #animation

i still feel weird, but after a couple of days of taking the regular dose i am feeling better i can't remember when was the day i started taking it like that, if it was the day of this post or the previous one at least i feel more "Me" again, that's good

i am surprised by the fact Golden Kamuy does have lgbt charatcers, like, not just implied, literal gay people of course there is also just implications in some characters, or just very sus moments there is also a trans woman which is super polemical and i understad why but i loved her character

I am gonna return to just take the regular dose I can't take it anymore, i hate the feeling of having double the chemical in my system It isn't making anything easier, it's just making me feel zoned out I ain't feeling like myself I'll tell the doctor it didn't help and it just made me feel ill

I hate that everything installs into the C: disk even thought i literally put that it installs in D: disk I hate i hate i hate I just wanna work on these freaking apps aaaaaaah

I how he's so evil but.....

This story is def gonna get cleaved deeply into my brain for a while

hawk what....

Golden Kamuy is hilarious i am enjoying it lots warning bc they are opening up an animal

After a lot of thinking, I've settled on the name “Brainwurm” in reference to how this comic was infecting my mind, and also because of the main problem on the story. #greatgodgrove

Most probably my problems with "feeling" emotions it's also linked to this eternal masking i've been doing for my whole life I've learn how to disguise my emotions so much that sometimes i can't remember which ones are Mine and which are just a mask I hate that I hate that I hate that I hate that

I lived with an Autism diagnosis so long that i kinda forget i have it sometimes, it's my "default" This also because i've been made tl learn to "hide it" to "mask it" my whole life It's hard to define where that mask, me and my autism begins and ends I hate that I hate it deeply

wanted to return to be social again since friday but me and my lil bro got sick and i am taking care of him a bit sorry

Yep, my depresive emotions were not resolved by the double dose of my adhd meds I still felt bad but with the added effect of the bad side effects of the double dosage ... In other news, i made spaguetti and i have a will to live again Making tasty food Fuels this eel girl

another poorly done moho tut vid a very basic guide on draw tools

My region has so many different traditional candies and breads and the like I wish i actually liked most of em 😭😭😭

Rn i am at like, second day of taking double the dosage of my meds So far it just feels like i have less brainfog, which i am happy about But it doesn't make me feel better, it just makes me feel more functional and like if my vision was "zoomed in" Let's see how i feel over the rest of the month

You know, I'm something of a writer myself /j Might delete this in the morning when I'm not sleep deprived or not (? I'm learning how to write dialogs and character, also learning to make the worst jokes, if you can call that even a joke… #greatgodgrove

The music of No i am Not a Human feels so comfortable to me That + the daytime segments give me the vibe of the memories i have of visiting people's homes with my grandma Didn't knew any of them but they let me play in their homes, explore them It's a kind memory i just unlocked very recently

I focus so much in the Faces of characters and People bc everything else feels like "filler" some times I can't create bodies in my mind, i can't visualize them But i can see faces a bit clearer in comparison I can see the contorns of the shapes I can see the space between the facial features

I AM FINALLY HOME Trip with my friends was super fun, but it leaved me Super exhausted Physically and Mentally I wanna take a day or two to recover my brain functionality before returning to be social again ;v;

After this week i wanna not have to get away from my routine in a WHILE I am tired! I just want some repetition in my days again soon 😭😔🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 I wanna know exectly what i need to do and what i will do the next day for Certain At least for a week, maybe 2,,,,

Doc changed the dosage of my adhd meds first just to see if that helps, but if it doesn't, he told me to come back in a month and he'll refer me to a psychriatist to get a diagnosis on my depression symptoms I kinda cried of happiness just bc of hearing someone irl validating these emotions :')

#DailyYagi Crusty ass goat. Winter time means scrubby face and flakey

The receptionists in this clinic are so kind and understanding :( 💖 They are always so understanding of my situstion as a foreign student and how i struggle to be able to make it to the appointments Genuinely wish them so much hapiness, they deserve it

On the bus rn to get to my neurologist apointment Wish me luck

I understand that one video where a youtuber explores the comments in the code of TF2 i am going trough exactly the same situation of "Please just do other parts of the game following this instructions unless you wanna make a deal with the devl to fix this shit. good luck"

#DailyYagi I feel lazy today ahaha but that’s okay