I’m gonna wash my hair lol

HRNY

This movie is so funny lol

I truly love not sharing a bed. I never liked sharing a bed. But it was nice to have a sleepover. It was weird! I barely slept and when I kept waking up I was like omg there is a person here !!!! AH !!

If these cats don’t use their new tree idk what to do man like it was $150 and I can’t return it and are you guys just never gonna sit in the window again like wtf lol

I think my heat is working ?? It doesn’t feel hot but it’s warm in here? Idk??? lol why is this hard to determine ?!??

Between this blanket and another bra I am spending too much money but also these are two nice things that I actually kind of needed. I am not buying clothes or anything dumb. I’m allowed to have 2 bras that actually fit me that aren’t sports bras for work. Or just slut bras for sex.

the cotton blanket between my sheet and my comforter is a game changer why have I not done this lmfao. Lynnanne always has the beds like this so I have this at the beach and when I lived with them why did I never do this in my own bed?

These gay ppl lol

When I’m getting fckd I don’t have the migraines

They’re doing work at the house the next few weeks and it’s gonna be chaotic and kinda mean less work for me but I’ll still be paid so like idc??? But also work is good for me and this is just gonna be in my way so idk

Why is Michael so happy/into me ?!?!?? What did they break up!!!

Fr need to sleep tho im so loopy idk what’s happening

Just way cuter in person and wayyyy more depth than I thought based on his profile. So smart and ambitious and kind. The sex itself was not amazing. But he apparently loved it. No one has ever complimented me more in bed. And the pheromones/chemistry/intimacy were insane. What an experience!

I would like to know why this man cried like 3 separate times 🥹 and he was like trying to hide that he was crying so I made sure he didn’t notice that I noticed and it was like at very intimate moments. Maybe he was just sad that it was such a strong connection and we won’t see each other again but

Alright I really hate when naps make me feel depressed -_-

Okay fr attempt to nap. I hate how I have to try SO HARD to sleep. It’s like a whole thing.

I’m fucking doing it!!! Look at me go!!!!

I also didn’t think I could ever handle living alone bc of my drinking I was like for sure I would drink and I really have felt pretty strong if not stronger in my sobriety living alone. It will always be something I have to stay on stop of. But I feel really proud of that.

I love my apartment so much I can’t believe I get to live here I feel so lucky every day

Working like 2 hrs today lol Then Trader Joe’s Then outside time/workout/eat lunch/tidy time Catie friday? Then decide if I wanna meet this new boy or do nothing. hope for a booty call? I love my silly low stakes problems. I just wanna see where the universe takes tonight ✨

Tbh I’d like to just get fucked late late tonight since I don’t work until later tomorrow but I don’t want to settle for who I don’t want I want Josh or Spencer and I can’t have either of them 😤🔪

My irritability is so bad today oh my god

do u me still love should we hooks up how are you?

I always forget how depressed and bored I get after ovulation it’s like a crashhhhhh womp WOMP

I’m bored :(

Tomorrow I get to see the baby which will be good for me. And I believe I have Friday off. Saturday is PUMPKIN DAY AND I GET TO SEE MEG AND CHRISTA AND ANNA. November might be hard and I need to be on steady ground here. I feel very scattered rn. And physically shakey.

I need to ground myself today. I feel very scattered this week. I think I’m doing okay but this is when I start to slip when I become complacent and feel things slipping and don’t ground myself

I love how I’m like oh I should set an alarm. Bitch if I do fall back asleep it will be for 20 mins

🥲

Okay I could go to sleep now lol. I will wait until I get a little sleepy tho

Proud of myself

The only thing that scares me is animal stuff and ppl dying. Literally that’s it.

I really have not been able to sit and watch a full movie like….all year. They play constantly but I don’t watch them

Break up with your boyfriend !!!!!

my mood swings are always insane forever I’m just way better at tolerating them now

omg I just want to go to bed lol

I love that my problem rn is should I take a nap. I got home from my happy lil job at 3pm and took a nice lil shower and I’m doing a hair mask and I’m like GOD NOW IM SLEEPY AND WANT TO NAP MY LIFE IS SO HARD

Hair mask in and now I just really wanna go to sleep should I just wash it out and go to sleep omg

Maybe he’s in jail. Or Florida or something.

I’m trying not to hyperfocus on it but omg this mf if he cancels on me I stg I will drive off a bridge lmfao it has nothing to do with him it’s the fucking dick. The nicest dick that has ever dicked.

I really need to be washing my hair more than I am like I need to be doing a mask twice a week get your life together

IM IN

I’m anxious about traffic tomorrow lol I might just leave super early

I think I’m gonna do no nut November lmao

I am so glad I do not have to grieve rn like I do not have the time jesus fucking christ thank fucking god oh my god

Catie Friday?!?! Catie Friday!!!

I am working too much but also not that much? Just too hard too fast and also every day? I mean today and tomorrow are easy af I just get overwhelmed mentally when I don’t have a day off and I keep saying yes to more hrs

Josh asked me to come over last night lol ugh. I will never fuck this man again 😪 It’s okay the one time will last a lifetime lmao

I fr want to know if he went swimming on his little adventure lol or what that meant maybe he literally went swimming. We have little streams back there 😂 Turkish vans are supposed to like swimming tho he’s always been afraid of the tub 😂