After days of work Boss 2 is finally ready. Fixing bugs. This week will be a game update.

Stupid body ignores phone alarms

I fucking hate coca cola Just saw their stupid ad

I kinda want to be a celebraty but my brains are kinda fucked up so I guess the only road I can take is to become a CEO.

fucking russia

Space gopnik

We found out that my 12 speed bicycle has from 11 to 13 speeds. Really Shimano shadow system.

When you watch YouTube without AdBlock you really get the worst ads possible.

Started to drink and sold a copy of a game. Conclusion: more you drink more you sell.

Time to eat barbeque and get drunk. The best time.

Cooking

It's stupid that parents decide your name. You should decide your name on your own and before that be called something like "Noname" or "unauthorized life user".

Stupid low blood pressure. It's a working day, no low blood pressures on the working days, I prohibit it.

Friday feels like Saturday

Got approved into Steam workshop. Finally I will boot up the game's page soon.

Local gas station sells 3 coffee cans for reduced price of 330 dinars (3 dollars) for 3. Speeds up development. Real life game mechanic.

Common saying is that to get a basic skill in something you need to spend 500 hours with it. Well. I have a basic skill of my own single game development. Hopefully I won't reach master 10000 hours level with this one.

Maybe I'm stupid but making this thing was extremely difficult. #gamedev

I prefer bronze era bodybuilding standards because of flat chests. I dislike manboobs even if it muscles.

New enemy is hard to implement cause it's completely different from all other enemies I made but I believe it worth it

New gun

There many games I want to create. I've never had problems with ideas.

Achieving 40 hours working week time actually was tough. But at least this week I achieved it finally.

I need you all to become normal. So my crazyness will become unique again. I don't feel special. Cause all of you are crazy as well.

That's a satisfying feeling to know that 50% is complete.

FL studio stays the most expensive piece of software I payed for. Including plugins. It was around 600 euros. In comparison I spent only around 100-120 eur on blender. 20 eur or so on Aseprite and the same for armory paint. Technically game dev required some investments.

What if inject micro plastics right into veins

My game is not about trauma. Does it make my indie game special?

Made a level I personally can't beat. How much should I torture players for them to recall exactly this level after years. Dilema.

Okay, now I'm certain. Two more weeks.

I think smartphones are worse than AI

To search for music playlists on Youtube you now need to write "no AI" in search ...

I'm still unsure how to feel about Jesus observing me in my small NSFW moments

Why there is no magic pill that just makes you feel okay. Xanax kinda works but it's far from magic plus you can't use it all the time.

Sometimes I think 6 hours of sleep isn't the greatest idea. On the other hand it blocks something in my head that requires resting so I can continue.

Sometimes I hear better text in music than it is actually there. In Cain by TIamat I thought it is Falcon you will follow, through the crack and hollows. But in reality it is If I go, will you follow Me through the cracks and hollows? Falcon sounds better.

I think I'm suppressed on BSky because I manually banned almost 4000 people. 200 yet to reach 4k.

I really need to separate my serious gamedev stuff from my unhinged bleats. Maybe I need second BSky account. But I'm not sure about what serious part I mean like ... Promotion? Yeah. I have an acc on Twitter at which I was able to collect 400 likes on some tweets. Serious me is serious.

I came up with a reloading button. I know, it took me 9 month to come up with a button that reloads weapon ... tapping circle reloads weapon now, double tapping drops weapon (initial implementation was just dropping weapon cause I saw it more important than reloading that works automatically anyway)

Fire. #gamedev

Pushing my limits. Need to be more productive.

Okay, in OPENGL subtract does dest - source. On PSP SDK subtract does source - dest. But PSP SDK has ... GU_REVERSE_SUBTRACT. To do what usual subtract does in all other APIs. Why? I don't know.

Okay, more perspective issues on PSP ... SONY really couldn't handle perspective well for a long time. Until PS3 probably. Now when you do GU_ADD in perspective with angle and distance color on RGB texture starts to change dramatically and it's very important for masks ...

Okay, baked fire. Let's render you.

At least one person from Japan bought my game. Wild. Judging by countries I need to translate the game to German and Japanese. And American.

Ahah. She claims it's not AI. Looks like she has a store and selling her AI generated images as not AI. She banned me and telling everyone she is a real artist. Lol. Even if not fingers then shoulders are completely broken #noai #ai

AI 6 finger people say that my art is ugly. At least I have correct amount of fingers ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Was insulted that my retro games looks retro. Lol.

I think we need a social network in dark net that is just Twitter from 10 years ago. I don't really believe into bluesky after being for ~year here.

What's the point of bringing people with locked comments into the feed?