/ STOP IT

My house has always been a museum of rage.

[In fact, what upsets him most about the butterfly has little to do with the butterfly at all—though he still feels a little sad about it—but he doesn’t say as much.] Thank you.

If you think it’s stupid, you don’t have to.

I will shout until they know what I mean!

No, no. I should do it.

…it feels like a cop-out.

No. But it had a different path that I took it from.

They wouldn’t dare. [Still, Zōnghuī is right.] It’s just…the ephemerality of life…

It’s up to the butterflies, not me.

>:T

…it, err, flew away.

A BUTTERFLY.

Niè Huáisāng….

@lotusofyunmeng.bsky.social […missing her.]

In the flesh.

@sectsplendor.bsky.social Zōnghuī.

Well?

What the fuck is a sugar daddy.

Younger than I am now, trudging the long road down through madness toward death.

🧍🏻‍♂️

i don't want to be just another fighter without fire, nothing to inspire.

You’ve never asked before. Why start now?

/ imm fuckgin crying i forgot i decided* that nmj would be a foot-enjoying guy 😭 *very reluctantly. it brought me no joy bc i viscerally hate all feet including my own.

[LOOKING AWAY.]

/ nmj third-wheeling xiyao

Please, don’t bring normal people into whatever this is.

/ jsyk (this goes for all of my accounts), i will write suggestive/borderline nsfw things but either do a fade to black or move to DMs!! if you wanna mute me i totally understand but it won’t be full smut on the tl. i rly value the comfort of others & moving to DM isn’t an issue for me :]

[…they can negotiate.]

/ made myself sad thinking about how nmj wants to start a family of his own but figures there’s no point bc he’s not gonna put a spouse and their kids through the trauma of him dying young (and a horrible death at that, where he could potentially harm them)

[PLEASE KISS ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE—]

[OH, PLEASE.]

[HE WAS READING A BOOK?!]

[He hasn’t even done anything?]

[He’ll murder him while qì-deviating. It’s fine. He can do it.]

Childish.

[Gives him an unimpressed stare.]

[YOU see here, whatever your name is!]

Niè-zōngzhǔ, to you.

[If Xuē Yáng doesn’t shut the fuck up, he’s going to qì-deviate and murder him.]

[OH, FUCK OFF.]

Is it?

Is it slander? Or is it true?

[He thinks he might’ve stopped breathing.] Xīchén? What are you—?!

[The back of his neck reddens with embarrassment.] …it is.

/ aveline vallen you will always be famous for “it’s a real nice night for an evening” when you were trying to flirt with your future husband

It’s a nice day for a morning. [Fuck, that doesn’t make sense—]

Xīchén.

WHAT?