we got him to 51% in p2 tonight chat.. :] we be gaming!!

rmbr how we used to run?

me: i hate my life!!! my siblings: 🙂🙂🙂 me: me:… mkay i guess it aint all bad

i hate being so dead fucking broke im finally on meds and in therapy and healthier, and still im choking to death under life long poverty I wish i could just find a job and work normal hours but its so impossible for me I cant help but feel so utterly helpless

redesigned my lesbian in honor of fag month femme looking for an undead butch to bite

our ast was in active colonoscopy prep during prog last night and this was just one of the highlights

[ at the end of purgatory, death appeared with a lover's face ] #wardeneater | #sinsent | #wolzeroweek

can u predict a persons mental health by how many stuffies are on their bed?

it wouldnt be a raid night w/out me being a dumbass ❤️

your in her dms, im in the forsaken sim making a complete ass of myself

UMAD is so fun so far. Like we wrapped up raid and i was like 'damn.. i wanna keep pulling' I know its only gonna get harder but im so glad we're all just vibing and laughing the whole time 😌

i forgor about my therapy appointment today and just… cancelled it 💔 i need to fix my damn sleep schedule so this shit dont happen again o(<

first night of clown!!

just realized i hadnt started my soup 2 hours b4 raid.. 🧍 LUCKILY I NOTICED.. imagine clowning on an empty stomach. id throw up

this is like tmi or whatever, but i was thinking about nipple piercings again and i was like "hm.. wonder how big my areolas are.." the answer is 2 and 1/2 in" in diameter when you draw motherfuckers w/ fat tits dont forget to give them FAT areolas too 🗣️🗣️

greatful that this comp eng class is required so i can no longer be fucking toopid when it comes to computers. (i was born in 98, im not a lost cause but the rlly technical stuff confuses me)

everyone around you needing to request mutual aid just to survive while degenerate baby eating fucks get to publicly demonize ur fellow man and have them hunted down in the streets. the rage is fuckign infinite

told my therapist that i cried one year when everyone sang me happy birthday cause i was overwhelmed and hated all the attention She also joked like 'i bet u didnt even give urself time to make a wish' I was like "girl ive nvr made a wish. I just pretend cause I was told to" she said "makes sense"

I showed my father what im up to w/ the tattoo shit and i was like 'so like.. what if you got me tattoo stuff so I can give you free tattoos some day?😏" he thought it was funny and considered it.. I am hopeful cause I need supplies to keep practicing.. 🧍 perhaps I can throw together a wishlist

the way I come in and ruin this guy's potg had me DYING

there aint no way my official course calendar has a chiikawa gif on it

second time using the machine… 👉👈 nervous but im tying! 🥹

im going to nap now, but my thoughts are resting on actionable steps to improve my life. I want to be self sustaining and healthy. I want to get this degree and have a career. I want to live at peace in my home. I have to find opportunities and seize them around me.

went to my step-mother’s for memorial day and she was like “wooow you look so skinny!… still got a flat ass though” and i DIED laughing. i realized its a very immigrant family thing to be so brutally honest, but growing up w/ my vovo saying similar things, i kinda knew that already.

wish i could walk around w/out a binder/bra but i’ll never be him.. 💔 in a perfect world i could let them hang and not expect strangers to be weirdos

I want to practice tattooing but I dont have the supplies o(< Im introducing myself to local shops and trying to network w/ folks to hopefully get a job to help me through school.. I rlly want this to work but I cant afford supplies if i cant even make rent off comms shit is so depressing rn

i hardly ever get vitriol doing casual content in ffxiv, but the 2 times ive ever really got called inept or something was when I was playing w/ a female model. i cant pretend to wonder why

trying not to let financial struggles freak me out so much but its so hard to think about anything else its like my stomach is eating me from the inside out o(<

i remembered to stop working today cause my step mom just texted me like 'how do u like the soup I sent you home with? :)' and i was like 'oh yeah i was gonna have that for dinner, lemme heat it up' anyways im just happy to have such a yummy homecooked lil soup to remind me to eat tonight <:]

they call me the render guy 🙂

trying not to catastrophe but i rlly dont know how much longer i can keep up living like this. im considering doing this semester and then puting school on hold again cause i just. have no fucking money lmao. every step towards a better life feels like its rlly 2 steps back.

girl pulling lines making me realize im just not good at drawing a straight line in general 😭😭 guess its back to the sketchbook for lines practice in the yr of our lord 2026

whiny little rpr kept riding me and co-healer (me and a whm who's nvr done the raid b4) in third walk cause ppl kept dying and i was like 'girl youre insane' anyways they dyed to a tb cause our tank dc'd and guess who didnt get a rez 🥰 how that floor taste dumbass

ppl who say using refs is 'cheating' or whatever are so stupid to me. like why make ur art suffer for your stupid pride or whatever anyways ych in the works 👁️👁️

i just woke up w/ such an epic idear for a ych chat HE'S COOKING!!

this applies to oomfs too. no one is safe

how my siblings gonna look once I get my hands on a tattoo machine

everytime i see that one artist lrp pops into my brain

anyway the moral of the story is, dont feel insecure if you witness some young artist suddenly get better overnight, chances are theyre recreating pinterest pictures

had a very sobering moment last night. i was like “why am i so sad?!? 😞😞💔” “……. wait. im PMSing.. i forgot how that feels..” IT WAS SO FUNNY

if i could take pictures w/out them lookin like doodoo it would be over for the hoes i have grown to love my bone structure and i can not be silenced

i just htought i got a nose bleed, but when I looked down the liquid was clear, and my immediate thought was "oh. um. there is a potential for that to be spinal fluid" and I have been having bad migraines lately. But also i've had migraines my whole life. And im a feeling a LITTLE woozy/vertigo +

i had a migraine so I ate some food to take some painkillers, but now i have a stomach ache from eating and pills. like wtf do you want from me woman?? TO SUFFER??

for the first time in my life i feel pretty confident about my appearance.. I just wish i had better clothes and a fresh cut. I am unfortunately, wildly poor and unable to afford much of anything ever.. :’) atleast whenever im out and about I feel better about myself then I used to..

I made a baked chicken broccoli alfredo from scratch so i dont have to cook over the weekend and girl… thsi shit came put so fuckin good 😭😭

gnight chat 🛌 💤

i got to partner up w/ the nicest woman for my downtown planting on tues. we just yapped the whole time w/ our arms full of petunias. the weather was perfect and ppl lit up everytime they saw us working on a planter. it was honestly the best day ive had in a looooong time.

ppl talk so much shit about arr but it literally got me into MMO's as a genre. Before that, every mmo I played couldnt hold my attention- especially not enough for me to be playing it ALONE of my own free will. I was interested in the story enough to play myself and learned to love the game.

> sits down to work > finishes up a comm > instantly hit with wave of exhaustion > "oh,, okay 😞💔"

so much of my current set up was gifts and i often sit here, so humbled and full of love in my heart. The kindness of others gives me such a deep appreciation for humanity dog.. Y_Y) The world is cruel, but we love each other in spite of that cruelty, and therein lies the core of humanity. ❤️ o(<