a saintess who leads to disaster I have no idea when I’ll ever get around to making a game about these two, so I’m just going to use them as porn material. Future me can deal with it later.

Man yesterday was so tough

I really love genderbend concepts, so I’ve actually done a lot with Jade already. But in his case, even if you turn him into a girl, his face, height, all of that would ‘not’ change at all lol. Aside from putting her in a gakuran, there’s not much that’s fun to work with.ㅋㅋ

One of the funniest things about that Pokémon look-alike site is that when I uploaded my actual photo, it matched me with Pokémon that have eyes shaped exactly like this.

Today's diary

I don't wanna... work out. I wanna play sports. I wanna beat the shit out of someone...

What I like about Saul Goodman: He keeps dropping movie quotes like a total fucking film otaku lmao

With all this work piling up, deciding to blow an entire day on the 25th just to go all the way to that shitty school on the East Coast might’ve been a huge fucking mistake… Whatever, I already bought the round-trip bus tickets and told the guy I’m coming with that I’m definitely going.

So wake me up when it's all over When I'm wiser and I'm older All this time I was finding myself, and I Didn't know I was lost~

Man, I ran around doing housework like crazy today, so I’m tired, can’t focus, and my eyes feel strained. I think I need to shut down for the day. Let’s hope I can wake up early and get straight to work.

youtu.be/6Qo0mzwGfkY?... The vibe and the vocal style of this song really remind me of Jade. The atmosphere of the video tooㅋㅋ By the way, this MV feels less like something staged just for a music video and more like they actually threw a real party and filmed it with a handycam ‘along the way.’ㅋㅋㅋ

One of my mutuals who likes short-haired girl characters just liked my drawing of Jade (crossdressing), and I feel a bit guilty.ㅋㅋ It's literally a "trap."

If you wanna try pokemon-ai.com

Doesn’t look like him. But it kinda does. But it kinda doesn’t. But damn, it suits him though. If it's not "if he were a Pokémon" but rather "the Pokémon he carries around," then yeah, I can totally buy that.

Doodles for stress relief This pen feels nice because it’s got that thick, sticky paint-like texture.

It's my taste, please respect it?

Always, consistently.

I don’t want to be that shameless asshole who uses a medium as art reference without even properly enjoying or experiencing it, but the problem is I just don’t have the time to be that considerate… So yeah… I really need to watch Sweeney Todd and A Clockwork Orange, and play Bully and Hotline Miami

Being busy enough that I never even get the thought “What should I do with the rest of my time?” actually makes me pretty happy.

Hahahaha, It’s tough Mmmm tired.

Cartoon Serialization Gallery comment literature (lowbrow.)

Hmm, tired. Gotta crash early cuz I have a health check-up tomorrow morning.

Korea's OC culture, there's this game called "Pomato." It's basically taking two characters (gender or coupling doesn't matter) and mashing them together like making a pomato, then designing a one-off 2nd-gen character that inherits their looks or personality, just for fun lol.

Something I drew as a side distraction before

Ah... I spent the whole day running around for personal errands and filial duties, and now I'm dead tired already.ㅋㅋ

Red Cross? Please stop sending me texts asking for blood donation. I’m still underweight, damn it. I’ve donated when my weight was borderline, only to pass out because I didn’t have enough blood. I’ve personally experienced why they say “the sky turns yellow” for a reason.ㅋㅋㅋ

I dreamed of a Krispy Kreme original glazed donut filled with milk cream... Maybe it's time to actually go buy one.

피로해서 기절하다

Talking about this stuff just reminded me of one of the most memorable scenes from Breaking Bad. It’s when Walter White gets pulled over by the police for a minor car issue. By then, he’s already shed the image of the mild-mannered teacher, and he sharply, intimidatingly talks back to the cop.

All those thoughts actually stem from the idea that someday I want to draw Jade getting bullied and ijime'd while being called "ching chong," (eye-pulling gesture), "go back to your country," "ni hao," "as expected, Asians are small, huh," and crap like that. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Actually, this is why I kinda hate being a filthy otaku. I hate how I only commercially peddle cute and pretty shit while slapping an "art" label on it. I want to tackle ugly, disgusting things and create something shocking.

I like stories that real-life negative phenomena, relationships, or people's underlying motives aren't prettied up or conveniently cherry-picked like in fantasy or fiction—instead, the uncomfortable or ugly parts are properly utilized Bad endings or uneasy conclusions where something is lost...

Rough, chunky stuff just grabs me. No need to live in a world of ultra-high res... Too much is just too much....

Now that it's getting colder, sleeping at night definitely feels less tiring, so I should sleep a bit more... You guys keep talking about dots, so I got the itch and messed around with some dot art as a side thing. Ripping off old-school Melty Blood games lol

Gotta come up with a few more motion ideas...

This was just a funny one I snapped vixen (Male) You have reached orgasm >>fifty-seven<< times. Even a tentacle monster could learn something about patience from you...

I just can't figure out how to draw something erotic without mixing in gags lol

Wow, just pulled some old Dol shots from my previous laptop MEMORIES...

In Korean, we skip the subject like crazy, and it pisses me off how that screws up the subject in English translations ㅋㅋ

ㅋㅋㅋ if that is what you wish your honor, I humbly offer you a sacrifice. Hopefully it is to your liking

Finally finished Breaking Bad. This is insane... hands down the best drama of my life lol I don’t really watch dramas tbh. Only finished Money Heist and Stranger Things. But yeah, a series that’s tightly structured from the start—not some cash-grab stretched-out sequel season—hits different.

I get the feeling Jade’s first-person pronoun in Japanese would be “ore” in most situations. Whether he’s cross-dressing or not... In fact, he wouldn’t even bother trying the ridiculous act of raising his voice, so people who mistake him would probably think he’s a girl with a husky voice.ㅋㅋ

Lacking fiber... Guess I'll have some fruit for dessert.

My family eats kimchi so damn well that we're completely out of it. I like it fermented so sour even most Koreans would shudder...

This isn’t being gloomy at all—just spilling some thoughts—but honestly, I’m not naturally a good person. To pick out a few things: always think in a calculated way, rarely feel guilt, and I’m violent to boot. But that doesn’t mean I wanted to stay a mess and get shunned by everyone.

Even while outsourcing translation work to an AI brain, there's always something to learn. Like... The word "dam" actually comes from English? English speakers just use "tsunami" as is?

Hmm, had a dream I can actually remember clearly for the first time in a while. It's fun how my psyche gets blatantly reflected in it. I lie to myself a lot too, so sometimes I end up getting called out on stuff I've been ignoring lol.

Ah, I tend to use kinda unique vocab, and it's hilarious and nice how my friends start copying my words during meetings ㅋㅋㅋ

I have a meeting in 5 minutes. youtu.be/TY5ALpUjsS0?...

Lately, it seems like a lot of people are having nightmares, and I feel bad about that. Well... I only sleep right before passing out, so I don't even remember the last time I had a dream.