Is he a prostitute or a back-alley punk? That is the question.

I was drawing Mira Jade with a newly downloaded brush, but maybe because I started while I was tired, I really don’t like the colors haha. I guess I’ll have to redraw it. (ceramic breaking noise)

Kayla was used.

Wow fr, I got an ad request

Bully

I usually barely dream at all, but today I had this super vivid one.

My love Tanyukha! (La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la) Or maybe Ksyukha… (La-la-la-la-la) Well, I don’t know (La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la) And so I suffer (La-la-la-la-la)

I like playing around with ugly, realistic characters. Lately it’s gotten so bad that I barely make characters with unrealistic hair colors anymore lol. Eye color… that one can’t really be helped for differentiation, but I do have worlds where even the eye colors are completely realistic too.

I was genuinely shocked when people said I was drawing incest just because that was actually a drawing of me and my sibling. lol Like, no—I've never even drawn 'actual' incest, so I honestly think that accusation was kinda unfair ㅋㅋ

The reason I’m posting the drawing now is because I’m going on a day trip tomorrow, so I need to go to bed early.

Man, I thought my account’s search ban had been lifted, but it still doesn’t show up in hashtags. It’s been about a month already, and it’s still

Where is my mind? Where is my mind? Where is my mind? Way out in the water See it swimmin'

웃기네

I’m also drawing stuff most of you probably won’t care about. I don’t know why, but flat chests are just aesthetically pretty, while big, trashy tits are FUCKING hot.

I briefly debated whether to add tears in this drawing, but without them the bastard just looked way too vicious, so I went ahead and included them.

이제 너는 나를 더 많이 안아줘야 할 거야 조금씩 나를 더 알아가며 배워야 할 거야 이제는 내 이름에서 모자를 벗고 인사를 하네 그 누가 여기서 날 대신할 수가 있겠니, baby 내가 말했었잖아 너를 찾아온다고 나의 어린 양들아

Man, I keep running a fever at the drop of a hat these days. It’s that season where I’m going through my fever meds like crazy.

That’s a pretty tall order…

I’m seriously thinking about getting a part-time job right after I graduate. Ideally, I’d want a night shift at McDonald’s or KFC, about three days a week. I’ll probably put Fanbox on hold for a while, and lower my activity on Twitter a lot, and just focus on finishing my game.

그때는 알 수 없었지요 왜 나에게 이런 일들이 일어나는지 '어쩌면 저주가 아닐까?' 라고도 생각해 봤지만 난 그저 열일곱을 살던 중이었어요 귀가 찢어질 듯 매미가 울던 1999년의 여름밤 혹독하고 푸르던 계절이 깊게 긁고 간 자리 만약에 그때로 돌아가서 처음부터 다시 할 수 있다면 난 당장 무엇이든지 하겠어요 하지만 돌아간다고 해도 나는 아마 같은 실수들을 또다시 반복하겠지요 그래도 괜찮아요 전부 다 내가 원했던 거예요 이 모든 게 다 내가 원했던 거라고요

이건 또 뭐야

Yoooo Samsung did it

How I avoid getting dogpiled online:

I'm a bit weird—getting called a 'dickhead' doesn't even bother me, but seeing fast food pics from someone who's supposedly 'dieting' actually makes me mad.

I like observing, reflecting, and defining things. And I freaking hate contradictions. I also like differing opinions and debates… as long as the other person isn’t being completely unreasonable.

Is it really possible for such an insanely shitty defense mechanism to exist in this world?

Reflecting on attachment issues is always interesting.

I tried to reflect on why I feel so uncomfortable around my family

Finally, today’s the last thing on my schedule that I’d lined up recently lol Guess I can stop acting like a psycho around my family and be a bit more active online again. And yeah, I really need to grind out some drawing too…

I’m so bad at socializing that in almost every situation, I end up piecing together past experiences and going, “Okay, in a situation like this, this is how I’m supposed to respond,” and then talk to people that way.

It’s a tricky situation… life isn’t a game—you can’t just enjoy yourself forever without consequences. Sooner or later, karma catches up and screws me over. I’ve got another appointment today too… the timing’s awkward, so I’m not sure I’ll have much time to draw.

Almost got fucked up by this hangover

I'm staying out tonight My friend is lying right next to me...

회식중임

ohh shit I’ve got a bit of a cold and I’ve been insanely busy because of scheduled plans, so I totally forgot to censor something I was supposed to on Fanbox lol. I set it to private before getting any warnings though—should be fine, right?

I’m tired… I might just put off working on it until after I sleep.

I’m doing well.

Back in high school, I actually went through art school entrance exam prep—I studied stuff like basic design and still-life drawing. And the moment those exams were over, I had this realization: ‘Damn, being really good at drawing is insanely hard.’

크으윽 크으으으윽

The tenant trashed the place, so I suddenly got crazy busy cleaning it up. Damn it—my back’s killing me from being bent over all day… sorry if I’m slow to reply

The actual intent behind that drawing was split into two parts: ‘Oh, so that’s what a woman is like!’ ‘Oh—wait, no, that’s not it.’ But I ended up only drawing part 1, so I got absolutely dragged for it lol

this guy who just joined my Discord server... um... is... could it be him? Damn, if it's actually that dude, don't tell him I was talking about him.

My mental health is finally recovering a bit now, okay good. (It has nothing to do with my recent tweet becoming a hot potato, it's because of my two ^fanboys^, don't worry)

Hey guys, does my English come off as kinda gay or something? It’s not like I’ve had people suggest swapping dick pics twice in a short span or anything—just genuinely curious.

I get super anxious whenever I go from being busy to having free time. I should probably make some plans for what to do for a while…

Happy New Year, y’all

죽여다오

Feels like I’m being punished for all the things I’ve done to my OCs