I cant believe i am so unbelivably fat.. i really just let it go for so long.. i hate myself thoroughly rn

Did some high intensity yoga and damn i burned like 240 cals and my body feels good

Life feels unreal

i was at my perfect calorie cap and i had to go over by eating a little bit and ruin it all. im such a fucker man. I am skipping breakfast tmrw, I dont deserve it.

If ur sad i just want u to know my kitties think ur super cool ♡

High protein low cal meal shakes are a game changer holy shet

Nothin soothes my aching soul more than black coffee, games and music

Being a mtf in this small town makes me wanna starve harder 😔

Ive had my adderall, a cig, and a mcdonalds macchiato today 200 calories I am health #edbsky

what i feel like one day of eating a bit over my normal

got this classic on repeat, im so tired of living and stuff. mentally exhausted. at least i have ana, makes me feel control and safety. safety in numbers has a different meaning to me. #edbsky music.youtube.com/watch?v=T0Dw...

Not my art, but i love it <3 #edbsky

I miss the old days :(

Get to know meh : D

hello frens :) i lost a lot of weight! im so proud of myself ^^ Ive made more progress than ever so fast now that i have my adhd being treated. no more dopamine chasing for me : D

damn i lost 15 lbs without really thinkin abt it.. adhd dopamine cycling really does affect everything abt you. now that im not on a dopamine/stimulation carousel i dont even really think abt it anymore..

My anorexia voice when i take a bite of something without logging it in my cal count app

God working out and watching those nervous numbers decrease is chef's kiss

this song feels like those foggy 3 am nights with black coffee, putting me in a dreamy liminal state <3 music.youtube.com/watch?v=4WyA...

im getting to where im too afraid to eat solid foods again :/ ive literally only had a protein powder coffee and an adderall for sustenance today and the worst part is i dont feel bad at all #edbsky

New favorite breakfast (protein coffee appetite killer): 2 tbsp of instant coffee heated 2 scoops of protein powder chocolate blend that shit up in the blender til its creamy add some sugar and prepare to shit your guts out!

!!this is AI, not real people thinpso!! #edbsky

!!these are not real people these are made with AI, I do not post real people thinspo!! #edbsky

pls direct me to y2k emo/scene thinspo

does anyone else just fill up half their calories with soda? I know most are afraid of sugar and stuff but I live off this shit and log it into my daily calories lmao #edbsky #hungrycaterpillar

Salad mix +MSG and an extended release adderall prescription is the best dinner ever 😅 This is way better than throw up my food and being on a constant cycle of searching for dopamine. I can literally just eat healthy (tbh need to try harder) and my ADHD isnt fueling me to binge. It's great!

Sippin on my water hunger isnt really messin w me. Might just drink coffee to keep me stimmed since my adderall is wearing

Im thinking of going full on soup mode with MSG and ensure nutrition shakes. Adderall kills me appetite so im just gonna go for it. Tryna get skinny and not lose my hair

does anyone else have their ed because they want to be child-like again? I dont care about being pretty or hot, i just wanna feel that comfort again of being small. I sit in my own y2k nostalgia wonderland all day and count my calories, its small and simple but i know there's no future in it.

Anyone want/have an ed discord group chat?

Small breakfast, black coffee, adderall, waist trainer, of herbs and altars in the background as i play video games, and a coke. life is good, life is small. i wanna be small so bad

i fuckin knew it

i miss when things made sense :/ i want control and safety again, i wanna shrink down

I know that I shouldn't.. but eating is so easy to avoid nowadays. I know people love me in my life, I know I worked hard to get to this point, I know I've spiritually grown. But yet this part of me still refuses to let go. I wonder if it ever will. The safety in numbers, it isnt just social.

my breakfast is a black coffee, a cherry coke and adderall :D

Update: still fat and getting older 🤠

If i just kept at it id be at my fuckn goal weight by now -.- Also im only posting anime/art thinspo now cause i feel like posting other people is kinda gross #edbsky

Ngl not eating has never been easier than now and Im ecstatic but scared of how ecstatic I am because I know exactly what this means. Recovery is in my rear view mirror again i guess #edbsky

The world is obviously ending time to starve to death :3

Im not dead (yet) :D Im back again

Bruh my dad keeps harping at me to eat .-. Im not even hungry at all. All because i dont eat like them doesnt mean I have to eat when they do ;^; I suppose it is good he cares but ill never lose weight otherwise.. #edbsky

If anyone wants to be moots or even join my disc server feel free to message me! Im always looking for more friends who relate so we aren't alone in our disorder. ♡ #edbsky #caterpillarsky

I love giving my pc horrible malware so i can watch to the bone for free 😎 #edbsky

The starvation feels so good 😸 The insomnia kinda sux tho.. Time to play video games! #edbsky #caterpillarsky

I havent ate just 800 calories in a while and I feel euphoric (its low res for me im 5'8) Hunger just doesnt have a hold over me like it used to. The wellbutrin def helps 🥺💗 I havent felt this good restricting in such a long time! #edbsky

No clue who the owner of this art is but goals #edbsky

Honestly Grimes is body goals Ugh i wanna be her #edbsky