Christ what have I been eating just let a fart go that was so smelly its peeling paint off the wall and its lingering... smelly

I'm drowning in post it notes again always happens when I have appointments and i have to jot down numbers and times

Right thats patient transport booked for next Tuesday I can only hope my blood sugars behave otherwise it'll be a wasted journey Lets see what the pet-ct scan shows this time

Oh great I've been booked in for another Pet-ct scan The hospital aren't anbswering the phones I can see me having issues again as my blood glucose is still raised and they wouldnt do the scan last time because of it Sigh....

Pills taken ✔️ Nurse been✔️ Carer Been✔️ Bedding Changed✔️ Me going back to bed after this brew ✔️✔️✔️

I can see me going back to bed after the carer and district nurse has been I'm feeling particularly shitty this morning Side effects from Tuesday are still plaguing me and I feel tired 😫 again This chemotherapy malarkey is doing me in slowly

FFS yet another glucose monitor has failed on me Its like they don't like being on my arm All I did was get a shower last night This is getting old now

Right thats me I'm done I'm struggling to keep my eyes open so its bedtime Night all the lovely people in my Bluesky

I just killed a fruit fly in my kitchen without even trying The fuckers been annoying me for days It drowned in an apple and soda puddle RIP little fly

So I've just bought a new shower mat from b&m Claims its easy to keep clean But a sticker on it say Do not Wash Do not Bleach Do not Dry Clean Do not Iron (Presumablybecause it would melt) Do not tumble dry (It would melt) So how do I keep it clean?

Meh I'm so tired 😫 but I don't want to go to bed too early

Just had to get a shower Had a trim with the beard trimmer before I got in the shower Hardly any hair came off my face it was like trimming a teenager of baby fuzz ive lost a lot of facial hair since chemo started

The chicken and bacon pasta bake was mediocre the cooking times are well out half of it was stone cold If it doesnt make me ill I'll be surprised Cant say I'll be buying it again

Just been through the TV guide for tonight there isnt a great deal worth recording or watching Night on iPlayer methinks

Trying a different ready meal tonight Chicken and Bacon pasta bake I hope it tastes better than it looks its like its been in a car crash and i havent dropped it It was recommended to me by one of the nurses who came out to see me

I'm going to be in bed early tonight I'm fucking done in Lack of sleep last night hasnt helped matters

#nowplaying Kym Mazelle Useless (Norman Cook Remix) *For Norman Cook see Fat Boy Slim **Norman Cook former member of the Housemartins

Doh! Doh! Doh! Here's me searching for the dongle to the logitech mouse and it was stored inside the mouse all along Its now working with my laptop I'm such a Klutz at time's

#nowplaying Queen Another One Bites The Dust

Thats enough messing with the new laptop apart from a few pieces of software its pretty much where I need it to be I've even trained Bluetooth to play through my soundstage and BT speaker My other laptop is now relegated to hospital visits i.e when I'm having Chemo

Ive got dongles dor Bluetooth and WiFi but my Logitech do gle for my spare wireless mouse is nowhere to be seen I really should stop putting dongles in a safe place and then forgetting where that safe place was

Is there anything more annoying than losing the dongle for a wireless mouse and keyboard I cant find the bloody thing anywhere Expense i can do without going to have to buy another wireless mouse and keyboard 😤

I'm already pissed off with this new laptop for some reason it forgot my Microsoft pin and Google signed me out I cant see much bloatware so I presume I must have already gotten rid of it

Just fired up the new laptop to do something by the time it booted up I'd forgotten what it was I wanted to do My brain 🧠 is shocking right now My short term memory is fucked

Just got comfortable in bed and the carer came I've not had that woman before and she was useless Washed the dishes without any washing up liquid I'm going to have redo them myself at least im back to my regular carer tomorrow

Fuck it I'm going back to bed for a bit Being woken up at 5.30am has left me feeling tired annd lethargic

I feel I should be doing something but my body and brain aren't communicating with me today

My carer's late this morning

Its going to be a day of doing very little I'm in so much chuffing pain again

Meh I'm up but ive been awake since 5am I can see me going back to bed once the carer's been

Right its time I was going to bed Nighty night people 😴

Watching Portrait Artist Of The Year before bed

Golden Wonder have brought out a new flavour of Nik Naks Tangy cheese They're positively Vile why didnt they bring back Scampi and Lemon instead?

My sunset lights coming on the wrong side of 6.30pm Depressing

Cherry Muller Bliss Mascapone yoghurts are the absolute bogs dollox

Thats better the beef lasagne went down nicely I'll have pudding in a bit I need put some weight on i was 64kg when they weighed me yesterday Before the cancer and chemo i was about 70kg

If I'm to eat at a reasonable time I better get the oven on

I'm not buying milk from Iceland again o ly opened it on Monday and it had already gone off when I just went to make a brew and it was still in date

Why is it whenever I eat Crumpets that one gets stuck going down and causes me to have hiccups

Flu jab done for this winter It was quick and painless

Another fortune spent in B&M But hey it was stuff I needed like a new shower mat

#nowplaying The Style Council Walls Come Tumbling Down

#nowplaying Hazel Dean Maybe (We should call it a day)

Soon be time to get ready for my flu jab I'd rather get the flu jab than get actual flu I've not had flu for quite a few years now and its the last thing I need with my compromised immune system

Oh deep Joy's justchad my diabetes nurse on the phone my Insulin is being increased yet again 14/36 Nothing seems to be bringing my blood sugars down I swear my pancreas isnt functioning properly

#nowplaying Freiheit Keeping The Dream Alive (1988) It so should have been xmas no1 but Cliff Richard Hiss Boo and Whine stopped it

That could explain my crap nights sleep I've just found my amitriptyline on the side Not having that last won't have helped matters Silly me not checking that I'd had all my pills 🙃

I'm going to spe d thos weekend getting my new laptop up to speed Theres so much needs doing on it especially if I'm replacing my desktop with it Sodding Microsoft ending windows 10 support is a right royal Pain in the ass

That'll have to do Not able to get into the shower today so ive just had a strip wash with extra shower gel to get rid of the stale urine smell I hate smelling of stale wee

Got my flu jab this afternoon Already had my covid jab last week