Getting back around to making beats I'm going to make eighty thousand beats

Back in my aroace arc. All active situationships have now been put on pause or otherwise ended. I can now focus my efforts on the real important things in life like alcoholism and nubby's number factory.

Two of my cis straight dude friends came over and got jump scared by this gay furry art on my wall

Let's link up and do something bro. Let's link up and hangout. Let's have fun. Let's link up and have a good time.

Some recent fits and looks and such

I released an EP the other day btw you should go listen :D

Two year anniversary of when I started drinking and no I WONT stop 🔥🔥🔥🔥

We're skinning everyone alive tomorrow. Very slowly I should add.

One time a woman kicked me out of her house and gave me back all the gifts I had given her after I had her watch Donnie Darko.

I'm killing everyone in a weird way.

I often say things like "can I kill you", "I'm going to kill you", "I'm going to kill everyone", and things of the like. Not generally targeted at anybody. Just if I get mildly inconvenienced I'll say one of these phrases, sometimes adding "in a weird way" to the end of the statement.

I'm addicted to checking my energy bill

Staring into my friend's eyes (of whom I am just now meeting in person for the first time) and repeating "I don't want you to be alone" through various distortion effects and a harsh noise wall/feedback loop then continuing to hit myself in the head with my mic many times, denting it

Doing my e shot then applying my t cream because fuck this hormone shit dude idc

Gonna traumatize some of my friends with my set this weekend, I'm getting very scary with it. Boston will fall.

Awruff

My wrath upon Portland Oregon tomorrow.

I'm no longer looking for anything. I've decided I cannot find it and I don't know what it is.

Damn bitch you're like unc but like a girl since unc is short for uncle. No I'm sorry I didn't mean to say you're like an uncle I wasn't trying to misgender you sorry I said it's like if a girl could be unc and I thought it'd be cute wait no don't go I'm sorry I didn't mean it I'm sorry I'm sorry

I'm scared of everything and everyone and everywhere

You might not believe it, but I've been getting even more dark ambient this past week

In my kill everyone arc

In my aro ace arc

Doovendeer and _xall on the same bill, everyone is dying at this show.

I drank an absurd amount last night, I'm so excited for my laser session this morning. It's going to hurt so much.

Hey bro you should come over. Oh no specific reason it's just been a while haha.... Oh and uhm... I just got my killing prescription doubled soooo like haha... If you wanted to y'know, get killed or something I'd be down

Busting it down asexual style

I sent my dad a pic of a pizza I was making and he sends this in response ??????

My friend saying "#situationship" when I let her sleep in my bed with me. Yeah haha. Do you know what your organs look like? Can you show me mine?

I made this my phone wallpaper so long ago and I'm so jaded by it now that I forget people are generally very confused by what it is when they see my phone

Doing some real research today

Just found out there's nothing and nobody and nowhere

My brother asked if he can "get a visa for t4t activities" and y'know what I think he deserves it

I'm gay but in a new way nobody else has been before. It's called innovation.

Let's link up and die, twin

Showing someone my unreleased music: "So this one is about someone I loved thinking I wanted to kill them, and this one is about someone I loved trying to kill herself in front of me. This one is about wanting to kill myself, and this one is a beat I made sampling my dog's yawn :3"

Killing myself at the end of every performance from now on. Yes, I can do it more than once.

Show in Portland coming up next month, another show in Boston the month after, and then potentially a mini northeast tour, I am spreading my influence across this country like a plague.

I put a cigarette out on a woman in the smoking area of a casino #asexual

I'm #asexual and #emo

Don't fuck with me bro, you'll regret it. I'll get really sad and cry about it a lot, bro, I don't play. You'll feel so bad, dude. I might even get really dejected about it. I'm a pussy, bro, I lack confrontational skills. Fuck with me and I'll bottle it up, bitch. Yeah, bet you're scared. Tsk.

I think there's something to be said about wax girls. Like girls that are made of wax. You can put a wick in them and then watch them slowly melt.... They could have their own specific scent.... Invest in wax girl stocks now this could be massive

Why am I cursed, bro

Your yum? Consider it yucked.

Let's link up and die

I give my friend Ryan a cookie most days at work. I usually do a cute little dance for him when I do. It's one of the highlights of my day

How I look at the nurse after saying yes when she asks if I've thought about hurting myself or others recently

Going to Portland Oregon next month, I'm going to scare everyone with my noise music once more. My yearly terror upon Portland.

Been getting reeeeeal used to waking up to the taste of vomit in my mouth recently

Making sure I throw up enough so I don't die in my sleep due to alcohol poisoning. A regular occurrence in doovendeer household.