Just like every organization has its own politics every municipality has its own issues

I only kind of know politics in Whitby & Toronto. Nothing provincial, partially federal. I dont know everything everywhere

Hmm

All in all this was a fun time.. if that accident didnt happen I would have been quiet and offline the whole time but maybe I was suppose to he present online too idk

I am just cleaning up. My family was out for 10 days and they're coming back tonight

Feeling some kinda suffocating aura fsr

It could literally just be cosmic justice

This is a huge accomplishment for me cz she was really unwell, not eating, not drinking water normally, constantly being startled, throwing up.. so seeing it after being in my care for 10 days is just nice.

Feeling so proud & 🥰

She literally secretly head butts me (this one is not my cat)

Omg

"Divisisive narratives emerging from US can have implications on Canada" -Amira

I really just start eating lesser and lesser when im on my own. Like coffee for breakfast at 9am. Dinner (omelette sandwich) at 4pm and now I'll make some orange juice or some fruity drink. And.. I dont feel hungry.

I mean I guess im ok with doing it just on sidewalk.. for fun

Contemplating whether to clear snow or not. My family is back tomorrow morning and idk if i should be doing any heavy exertion or rest post accident

Whatever that dirty delusional narrative is, its a misrepresentation of my lived reality

Went to mall after prayers #OOTD looked pretty nice. :$ Pink socks, pink bag strap, pink on phone and bracelet, pink hat, with all black. #OOTD #Fashion

Most of her posts are the dirtiest insinuations possible of other women i mean they're usually to slander likely some other girl in her own circle by taking random scenarios and exaggerating them to target other girls. She has a record of doing this since HS

Journalis was smthn else. That just seemed like neutral or advocacy for HR issues and funding struggles and some emptional support issue

I know this b/c so many of her posts were react8ve to mine. If they weren't so reactive I wouldn't care but they were timely, reactive to this

I did special prayers that the attn of the hasad al ayn individual i just hope for the day those prayers come true

There was funeral prayers after Friday prayers at masajid today

I was personally shocked by level of surveillance

What if my phone is hacked or something I mean totally they have CS and hackers on the team just doing FT hacking

I cant believe i understand the system better than all the RIS conferences I have attended my whole life

Very strong al ayn I pray her attn is diverted away from me forever, really

Getting the al ayn fsr

Its like reading about the author section more than the story ..

I understand it all now. Individually, socially. Politically, financially, emotionally, spiritually. Like an interesting novel even or idk but I mean I get it now

Its nothing like "bad" its just.. when u dont fully understand a thing or someone, what they mean, what they want, what they want from u if anything.. so u try to figure it out

I think I was stalking someone to get to the heart of a matter but now I believe I have figured it out so I will just delete this account. Share link to original and reactivate that when I get home.

I'm just going to go to a Friday prayer now but those r my current reflections.

Probably the greatest service is supporting rooted, authentic, fair & just groups. There is no other way, really to end these atrocities. Or the beginning of the end, imo

The reality is even elected representatives are not fully informed and influenced by many factors. Its really just lobby groups behind all these bad decisions imo.

I think i prefer following the lead of community groups doing this work when engaging with discussions on Canadian foreign policy in M.E. b/c a misinformed decision can be more damaging than one rooted in research and extensive community consultation

I am glad there are protected advocacy community groups with the sole purpose of researching and monitoring the situation carefully to direct foreign policy though, now.. There are also lobby groups supporting zionist agenda but also advocacy groups focused primarily on monitoring the situation.

I really thought the war had stopped to some extent but it seems to have just taken a nrw aggressive turn. Like I just thought there was ppl monitoring and taking care of it which there are.. but it just seems to keep getting worse.

I wish I understood the mechanisms of donations better in Falisteen rn. Definitely when I donated I felt some soul cleansing sensation but theres a side of me that realizes everything is overpriced from transactions almost doubling fsr, scammers, and also surveillance and tracing.

😋

Maybe its just alternating states

I was wearing a pony tail and thats the exact spot that hit. It was meant to be a gentle k/o But it stopped me from being somewhere

Everything is a divine decree

There's no such thing as a coincidence or accident.

I can't understand what it was that would be not good at that time. "He knows what precedes them abd what will come after them, and they do not encompass a thing of His knowledge except what He wills" (quran)

I think i am supposed to stay alive though. I think I was just not supposed to go to a certain dinner for sone reason. If injury was any milder id have collected myself so it had to be just severe enough to stop me for that time. Literally just that time

If I survive till .. Saturday im supposed to live but I might have just came back to say kind gentle words to a few people before going. I think everything happens at a decreed time, including death but let's see

I mean isn't there some standard emergencies. Maybe we should resume some degree of cartesian dualism cz like yes to sone extent mind & body r interconnected but to sone extent they r also distinct. Just like eyes r unlike palm.. I mean..

I just don't understand how paramedics messed it up.. I refused ibropufin but how could they not know this

Literally I think I should just create a healing from a concussion guideline with # of things that are systemically wrong. 1. No ibropufin 2. Yes tabouleigh 3. No loud music on headphones explicitly 4. Rest 5. No intense exertion People r shaken so vague language isn't it, it should be explicit.