submitted my semester long research project for nfl analytics let’s goooo been working so hard on this all semester - hopefully i don’t fail

alright followers which of you play guitar or know ball when it comes to guitar playing i wanna talk shop with some of you when i get free time

been so busy arghhhhh

can’t believe i get to write about football analytics every week for class lol this rules

deftones were so good i flew to toronto to see them again

had a dream of not only finding all the lost media of instrumentalcase's 'guitars suck' series but being in one of them in 2030 :')

one day i’m gonna be able to play the beat it solo spot on for my children - and show them that it’s never too late to revisit past hobbies

rewatching the boondocks again for the 5th time - it is truly incredible how this show never misses. agelessly great

deftones and clipse returning in 2025 restores this year’s otherwise cursed music vibes

I have flopped so many times in making Melee predictions, but I was totally on point with my thoughts on SDJ at the end of last year What an insane run to WFs they’ve had (beating RapMonster, Hbox, and Cody)

few feelings in recent times have given me as much personal shame as a close friend asking me to sell him on radiohead without me ever talking to him about them. he got my ass

crazy that things in my life are going really well and things in my primary hobby are such utter dogshit

very ashamed to have joined the contingent of ppl who have become addicted to this deeply deeply evil show kitchen nightmares

while i have some questions & qualms with the survivor 50 cast i think the same could have been said for HVV and cambodia, and those two ended up being goat tier seasons. i have faith this is gonna be a beast season

i know i’m older because im finally realizing that small talk rules and that it really is a lost art

i’m very happy with my life rn but am experiencing such intense FOMO from not being able to go to combo breaker this weekend. fffffff so many homies so much time i won’t get to spend with them

It’s never been more over for you @self-flagellate.bsky.social. www.publicnotice.co/p/joe-biden-...

received absolutely beast news today 🙏🙏🙏 if all goes as planned, i’ll get paid really good money this summer, be able to pursue my professional topic of interest, and do it for academic credit!!!!

awesome day of celebrating being 31, playing oblivion, hitting the gym, playing more oblivion, eating a lobster roll, and then watching survivor/nba at the same time. f yeah

i can die happy second time seeing kendrick lamar, this time at the peak of his career

just received my first semester grades back hell yeah dude . feels especially satisfying that the class i struggled with most and had to solo carry my entire group in ended up being the class i did best in

i can’t get over how many otherwise reasonable and lovely people i know in my regional diaspora community who have turned into bloodthirsty hawks over the india-pakistan conflict. feels like a mirror version of post 9/11 america

i like where i’m at in life right now but it does suck to be at a point in my life where the thoughts and fears i’d had about mortality started to be harder to ignore. i see it everywhere, either when it actively confronts me via processing horrible news or in more subtle ways

I’ll never forget when Steech fucked up a Top 100 player out of SoCal and legitimately had no idea who he was afterward. One of the coolest Fox players and an absolute titan of San Diego Melee. Rest in peace, Steech. My heart goes out to everyone in SD, Melee, SoCal Melee, and Steech’s loved ones.

lil bow wow sits at 2235. he’s under three hours away from the deadline. i have not been this invested in watching melee in a long time

checking in on zains bowser

im thinking a lot about that class speaker who talked about making an ai agent of his dead friend & i think a really insane element of that story was the fact that his entry into generative AI came through him monitoring social media comments after the World Cup

I’m an idiot for never using flashcards in undergraduate and K-12 school. This shit would have helped me distill and remember so many concepts. Oh well, better now than never!

5 minutes into deftones and i’m already tearing up few bands make me feel like a teenager again with so much raw emotion through their music

top 4 seeds are out. kyle krudo is in winners finals. the patriots have seized control

if kyle krudo wins full bloom can we call it a major

I wrote about Hax and the strange grief that comes with losing someone who always felt nearby—and yet impossibly distant. meleestats.co/monday-morni...

if TOs really hated hax, why was he allowed grace in 2023? he was at local events, going to regionals & even went to a major. were they just not 'unified' in their grand vision for a woke smash utopia? it just makes no sense at all, and ppl within the scene shouldn't entertain such garbage

vicious sequence by soonsay here. absolutely relentless www.twitch.tv/dazrin_/clip...

there is so much misinfo re: hax that TOs could not address over the last two years because of the toxic online environment following the 2021 summer. by the time hax tried anything to fix the situation, it was too late; the toothpaste was let out of the tube.

i can’t believe hax is dead. despite my many issues with him after he went down a very dark path, i really did want him to turn his life around. moving forward, im trying to remember the funny/positive moments. before it all went to shit. this is devastating - a tremendous loss for everyone.

i’m in complete shock

I sometimes still think about the time Crush was playing lloD and put on the tag “NNOD”

woke up this morning and saw some random media coverage of the new assassins creed where there’s a nonbinary person. holy shit why did i read the comments. i want to die

full bloom’s judge webs - especially the second case - is unironically the funniest smash content. we need it back

shared this with a small group of ppl already, but this was a group project from this semester i got permission to 'abridge' and summarize the way i wanted: movie fans, check it out! bignokh.com/2025/03/08/i...

grades are overrated but i will have great portfolio additions by the end of this semester and great grades and that is very cool

icymi i analyzed samox’s strengths and weaknesses as a director before talking about why i feel hopeful for smash saga meleestats.co/monday-morni...

channeling my inner dawson

one nice thing about sloan - i’ve never felt more at home in quarterzip central

warning: me being cringe/earnest despite recent turbulent times, i remain excited for attending SSAC25 tomorrow. it has been a longtime dream of mine to go to the sloan conference (and one day present). i’m beyond thrilled to meet a lot of personal inspirations

i have to stop caring so much that things aren’t being done the way i want them to be done, this is so dumb of me to care this much

resisting the urge to micromanage teammates for group projects is so so so so so difficult but alas i have to do it, otherwise my head will explode. have to have faith in the process

dreaming of being at a melee tournament again and hanging with the homies day 1 and day 2 night doing meta knight da bess karaoke

@austinrryan.bsky.social you actually had some goat level foreshadowing with this. not only my favorite blurb of the top 100 but honestly the one that looks even better now than it did when it came out