//

// i was talking about it with raine but i really do want to lean more into this clementines coldness.. like combining aspects of her personality from s3 (aka how ruthless and almost downright mean she can be)

[ looking mad as fuck (she just has resting bitch face) ]

// this line still fucking kills me bro aj was on demon time

[ stone cold silence. she's not much of a talker anyway, so she retreats back into her own shell as she allows the pause to wash over them, almost peaceful in a way she hasn't felt in a while lately. especially now. with so many walkers drawing closer and the raiders set to attack —

[ golden eyes follow, trying to catch the snips of red she can spot behind messy bangs. if this is an act they're putting on, it's a damn good one. ] jesus, stop apologizing. [ it comes off a bit harsher than she means it to. she doesn't mean to look down on other survivors, but she —

[ just because she can't see their eyes doesn't mean she doesn't feel them— she's developed a keen sense for when she's being watched. though this kid hardly seems like a threat; scrawny and weak, they seem like they'd topple over if she were to come at them with any force at all. but —

[ memory is a monster for them both. even though the features of the ones she used to love have begun to come out of focus, she never forgets the feelings. cold metal in her hands, a sinking dread as she trembles in the back of that jewelry store, watching the man who'd saved —

[ zoning the fuck out ]

// rewatching jettros playthrough of s4 to gain clem muse... i missed my baby

i wish i still had that picture. some days, i.. almost forget what he used to look like.

...stressful day.

i don't have any baby pictures anymore but i like to think i was a pretty cute kid.

...he was a little ugly as a baby. in a cute way!

[ covered in blood looking like a sad wet cat ]

// thinking again about clem going "i ate a guys leg once. 😐 ........ im kidding! 😁" for no reason

[ pinching the bridge of her nose ] aj....

is it really the end of the year already..?

( nc ) i'm probably nonbinary but i got a kid to take care of so idgaf about that right now.

aj keeps going on about how he's going on "patrol". i guess this is his new thing?

⠀ ⠀/ /⠀' awww awwww he's a faggot /affectionate ' ⠀⠀⠀' bro they ALL are ' ⠀

you can't just say that to her face, aj.. 💧

jeez.

it's nice to finally lay in a bed again.. i'm exhausted.

..aj. aj, stop being mean to the... tv.

( nc ) i'm probably bisexual but i got a child to raise so idgaf about that rn

⠀ ⠀/ /⠀okay ❤️ suicide pact❤️ ⠀

[ thinks about violet. thinks about louis. ... her face warms. ]

... fuck.

aj seems to be adjusting to the new place.. i hope we can call it home.

[ it's not like she was trying to hide it.. but she still looks guilty at being called out for it. ] .. sometimes. never in front of aj, though. just.. you know.

nah, not really. but you learn to just deal with it.. you stop tasting it at all after a while.

it really isn't.. but people do it anyway. [ not mentioning that she's "people". ]

you don't drink it for the taste. you drink it to get drunk.

... at least I'M not gay.. [ <- the most butch girl to ever exist ]