got into a bp cycle i knew life was going too well 👎🤓

txt japan tour announcement and one of my coworkers wants us to go, soobin went live, so much snow today, almost at my lw… life is going suspiciously well rn 🤨🤨

gonna buy broccoli tomorrow i’m so excited i might omad it i love broccoli

gfriend comeback the world is healing

also hi moots im back i missed you guys but i was not torturing myself by coming on here while my sister was visiting :’)

lost 5kg since friday and im only like 3kg from my lw now yes it’s probably so much food weight but i thought december would’ve set me back months omg

☆abc diet 2025☆

mayhaps starting this on monday 🤔🤔

locked in 🤒 bmi 18 i will see you again

i’m never calorically recovering from this christmas methinks

ok she’s pulling an “i feel sick, im not really hungry, i haven’t eaten anything today :(“ im literally about to start fucking screaming i thought i’d be able to have a month being less wary around food and she’s started pulling this im gonna lose it im so triggered rn

making myself feel better 😭

my sister gets here today :’) one more day and i might’ve been underweight 😭 im so scared of gaining while she’s here fuck

Y’ALL

HELP i weighed myself this morning and didn’t even realise id hit a new lw until i went to log it wtff

the sanrio thing wasn’t even pompompurin what’s the point 🙄

locking in until my sister gets here bmi 18 i will see you before 2024 ends (delusional)

everything hurts

was about to go an buy horrendous amounts of binge food from family mart and somehow went during the 20 minute closing period… divine intervention

how many bcs yall got in your hidden photos 😀 or am i just insane

the way i only go on edtwt these days to change my bmi in my bio like it’s crickets on my account 😭

rate last nights bp 😍

plss i’m so close

if i can lose 2.1 lbs this week i can at least say i reached bmi 18 before my sister comes up 🥲🥲

wanna start posting my meals properly again but look at my gorgeous free lunch (omad) today 😍

she knows ab my ed too so I have no clue how I’m meant to get away with it,, I think my family assumes I’m “recovered” bc I promised to stop purging when I went away but she’s so gonna snitch if she susses out anything fuckk

the way I’m less than 3lbs from bmi 18 but my sisters about to come and visit for a MONTH I’m so scared I’m gonna have no way to purge and gonna have to eat at least twice a day I literally don’t even know what to do fuckk

hey moots i’m still alive how is everyone

he’s gone on health hiatus my life is a sick joke

why are so many non-edtwt ppl following me help

hey guys been dealing with suicidal levels of bloat this week so i’ve been too depressed to come on here 😭😭

guys how many cals do you reckon a car crash burns

new lw after a bp feels illegal but i’m not complaining

so lazy today i’ll post my wieiads tomorrow 😭😭

☆24.11.05 tracker☆ back to my lw this morning thank you lax 😮‍💨

☆2024.11.05 today’s eats☆

want a protein bar so bad but why are the ones they sell in my work 240 cals for only 15g 🫤

☆24.11.04 tracker☆ like 3 cals over 600 but alas i am honest 😔

new tubatu album :D

☆2024.11.04 today’s eats (~600 cals)☆ the sun was so pretty today :’)

had to throw out my dumplings and hot pot veg :((

i love autumn 🍂

constipation final boss

ordered lax i can’t do it anymore FREE MEEE

☆24.11.03 november tracker☆ gained weight from my fast dpmo this constipation is gonna be my last straw

psyllium husk era starts tomorrow my gi tract has been playing games for far too long

25cal matcha latte i love you

fasting today but gonna start making omads again from tomorrow i think bc the food in my fridge has been abandoned for a week idk how much of it is still edible 😭

body dysmorphia is crazy i really wake up like damn im fat af but ill weigh anyway then it turns out i lost and im like waittt my body kinda tea