i want to pull out my hair, cut myself and slamy head through the wall but instead im sitting in my car staring at nothing

So im working on a panel to submit to conventions about improvising solutions and iterative design. Struggling to make that sound interesting.

Remember that your public institutions exist for a reason.

So I'm on all my meds and I'm getting ready for another attempt at punching my former employer in the eye. (Legally)

I already have insomnia and chronic pain. Now I'm sick and sleep is impossible

I shaved inches off my beard and people I see everyday didn't notice. Really only my partner did. It's a weird feeling.

A lot of what looks like cruelty actually is problem solving, it's just that the problems and the solutions are from the standpoint of another class, which benefits from suffering

I don't know if this is an autistic-brain thing, but one of the thing that really freaks me out about the current reality is that I really deeply and fundamentally don't understand why anyone would ever choose cruelty over problem-solving.

If I were to put an iPhone on my throne as a crowdfund, would you contribute?? I need an upgrade.. 😪

Doodles to keep the brain chill

So I've been having some feelings and this is a big part of why I'm so inactive

Emailed pur MLA today about getting supports. Hoping to hear back from her office. Every day we lose a little more hope of getting back into a place where we can be safe and ourselves. @hauntinghyena.bsky.social should have never been cut off of disability.

Doodles done at the bar

To clarify for people who are concerned that I draw some of my women like prostitutes: some of them are prostitutes, some of them are just sluts. 👍🏻

ever end up with nothing planned for the day and nothing comes through except that one guy who wants you to fart in his face?

Sometimes I'll be out in public and it will feel like this endless press of water pushing me into a little ball and I just can't exist. Anyways we went out for music bingo and got our favorite server! #agoraphobia #blog

On hour 11 of my lil hospital visit, I wouldn't be here if my psychiatrist hadn't just decided to take his long weekend an hour into the day I was supposed to see him for my emergency appointment scheduled literally an hour and a half after he left

Found this artist on Reddit

I just watched an old lady drift a bus

Igni droopface