sat down to get work done today, sketched for like 10 minutes and then got up and cleaned the house for 4 hours 😂 at least i was productive in SOME way but man i gotta get actual work done this week ):<

*scoops and fills all 7 catboxes around the house with fresh litter* my cat: takes a hot dump on the floor right outside of one and then sprints away like demons are chasing him my son... why

anyways i got a new OC for literally like $10 USD and I love him a lot. i don't normally adopt designs but this one fucks he doesn't have a name yet 😔 the creator authorized edits/changes so I customized him a bit to match my aesthetic [original with credits linked in replies] #OCsky #furryart

my hair is hella thick and it's getting long again which is visually great but physically i am suffering because i've had nonstop headaches i need to go get it thinned out but everyone around here always fucks up thinning out my curls 😔🙏

THE MONEY I WOULD PAY TO BE IN THIS POSITION

*reposts my OC refs to assert dominance with timestamps because i've made it a personal goal to make you anxious that you've been caught*

i swear to god people are ripping off aspects of my oc's and it's driving me up a wall because i would look fucking insane to bring attention to it

on my momma he ain't getting up

it's hard for me to actually hate a character usually i love hot evil women but stella just rubs me wrong lmao sandwiched between striker and verosika is how i want to die

taps mic is this thing on

you can be transmasc and still partake in feminine habits/presentation. you do NOT need to be a swole gym bro with a beard. you can be soft. you can be kind. you can paint your nails and wear the crop top. stop being so fucking concerned about how others perceive you. who cares if you pass or dont

hhhh received bundle of letter in the mail saying they're no longer covering my trans care due to state laws lol. lmao, even. throwing in "we denied this request because we did not see the need to approve the drug you asked us to pay for" was diabolical actually after covering my T for 2 years

kpop groups doing collabs with western pop artists has been a disease bc now when i play one of my 'for you' daymixes on spotify they always throw in a random fucking song from like Halsey or whoever with no relation to a kpop group 😭 just bc she did ONE collab song doesnt mean u need her in here

my insurance: we no longer cover ur specific testosterone my insurance: heres a list of ones we cover my specific testosterone: is listed the lady at the pharmacy: yeah we have it written here to not trust insurance lists i'm going to try to go above them to reach ur clinic for authorization lol

*insert sad thing about realizing ur best friend didn't care about u the way u needed them to & they treated u like a surface level/casual friend that they could go to for fun &completely ghost u when things got hard/rough in ur life & after expressing this they've gone a MONTH without talking to u*

the new Superman finally got my friend hooked on DC after like casually/passively enjoying it for years??? and they've started watching Young Justice i'm so proud but i can't tell them that i don't want to make them feel like im overbearing and ruin the fun of willingly watching it lmao🫠

tired ninja president trying to fall asleep

my morning paper consists of looking at my timeline and seeing my mutuals interact with known anti's who are panicking over the visa/mastercard situation while still BEING active anti's that think you can't like unconventional kinks. hypocrites until the day they die 🥴

fuckass tv with his fuckass head from a fuckass angle (love him though)

i wonder if it's safe to post commission WIP's here because i need like at least a HANDFUL of people to witness my creative process,,, but i DON'T want a comm WIP to blow up especially being a scene from the clients fic,,,, mmghh,,,, if only bsky had PRIV ACCOUNTS,,,,,,,,,, ):<

thanks spotify

i need bsky to introduce private/locked accounts so i can freely scream to a handful of people like a petty angry bitch in a large groupchat

the older i get the more "18+" doesn't feel like enough to me i need spaces strictly for people that are like 25+, no disrespect but 18 is just so YOUNG like that's a child lmao 😭 i know i thought i was grown at 18 but looking back WHY did people in their late 20's want to talk to me?? i was a kid

the funniest thing i ever see on social media (and that i am ALSO guilty of) is when someone scrolls through a profile and likes 20 posts in a row and then disappears without following LMAO hell yeah brother thanks for visiting my Hell island hope you enjoyed your stay

lowkey crashed out today over my art style but because im HAPPY with it LMAOOOOOO the mind is so weird why are we having a panic attack dude calm down

i think what broke it for me was debuting my OC's new haircut the other day & a really big artist i look up to complimented the soft/squish/etc of the style instead of the OC/the hair suiting her/etc i can't explain it but i dont want to BE a "soft/squishy/aesthetic" artist i want to be weird ):

borderline panic attack crawling to my favorite furry commissioners to tell them i wont be using my normal furry style anymore and anything they get in the future will reflect that change feeling like a dog who got into the trashcan i hate potentially letting people down 😔

how do i slowly integrate my preferred way of drawing to my furry art because i take comms and everyone expects a really certain style that i just have not vibed with for so long and drawing more Hazbin stuff recently has been so freeing and made me REALLY realize how much i hate my furry style 🥲

mmghhhhh

NO WAY NOOOOOOOOO WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

i kind of think the guy running the concession counter at the theater was into me but he also looked like 17 and i think he may have thought i was ALSO 17 from my "Second Puberty T Voice-Facial-Hair combo" and all it did was make me uncomfortable 😂 bro was STRAINING to maintain constant eye contact

the problem with SirDust hypnosis making my dick throb is that i now feel that horrible urge to give them a fankid LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO

is there an audience for sir pentious x angel dust because my dick is hard for some hypnosis in the general vein of "please PLEASE just make me forget about my problems for a few minutes"

sometimes i think about all the big servers i used to be hella active in and even mod for and how i just kind of dropped off the face of the earth one day and it makes me feel bad because none of them will ever know that it wasn't personal my social battery just completely died and never returned 🫠

our Wingstop temporarily closed to move locations a couple weeks ago and i just got this do you think she's excited

#radioapple summer

i love when i forget to take my meds for a couple days and in a manic state i think "wow i feel so much better off my meds i think i'll stop taking them for a while" and then absolutely crash a week and a half later bc i needed the stabilizers and have consistently needed them for over 12 years

there's smth so weird with femboys nonstop bringing up how they're 'older than they look' when they.. look their age just with a teenage haircut you're allowed to age u can be feminine & still look over 30 it's okay the choppy scene haircut does not make u look 18 i'm sorry you're still hot it's ok

Touching grass is not enough, I need to fight Congress.

paid like 3.5k for a vtuber model over a year ago that i can't even use because my pc isnt up to spec to run it while streaming and working on big art files so i just open it on my downtime and play with/stare at it nonstop which honestly yeah that's fine i was my own target audience anyways 😩

there's something so isolating in knowing your best friend has a closer 'best friend' to them and you're like... the '2nd best' best friend lol

the day i have 0 problems with either of my clinics is the day i actually grow wings

you're startin to fall for your rehab roomie... wwyd? #verbie #helluvaboss

how are u going to ask me for a notif on when i open comms because you (for sure) want one and then when i message you you say you're no longer interested and UNFOLLOW me 😭😭 bro that is like the ultimate way to make me feel bad about my work gg's i guess ?????? 🫠

Corporate bird

i'm not on discord much but apparently it did an update and the new look stresses me out LMAOOOOOO

Counting spiders