start a group chat! new ~*fancy*~ group chat! click on it out of curiosity *prove your age to access this screen* like c'mon, show me features I can *actually* use! -.-

With my AO3 anniversary fast approaching (end of August) do people want me to a. Continue posting all fic birthdays with the new ages or b. Only post the fic birthdays that are turning 1 year old?

Happy 5 years to this fic! Glasses (T) Dazai/Kunikida A little prose poem from Kunikida's pov about how the people closest to him treats his glasses and how Dazai's gone from rough to soft with his glasses as they've fallen for each other ^.^ archiveofourown.org/works/31865965

Saw 5 different types of bumblebee in one blackberry bush today! (was only taking a pic of a blackberry blossom and lost err 15 minutes with the bees hahaha)

New fic! Omegaverse - A/B/O The warmth of home soothes even the most cold, wet, and miserable of days (M) Alpha!Chuuya/Omega!Dazai It's been raining again haha sooo Chuuya gets to be soaked and have Dazai waiting in their warm home, very domestic and fluffy ^.^ archiveofourown.org/works/86374241

Have gone from an asthma inhaler that could possibly kill me (does not like long qt or beta blockers) to an asthma inhaler that might not work cos of the beta blockers *and* screws with potassium levels so might trigger the periodic paralysis?! like c'mon, I just want an inhaler?

babysat my nephew today and managed to watch 3 films in one morning (also is it bedtime yet?! soooooo tired >.<)

Happy 1 year to this fic! Four Fangs One Neck (E) Vampire!Fukuzawa/Human!Kunikida/Vampire!Mori Vampires are hot, vampire rock stars Fukuzawa & Mori are even hotter, and Kunikida is *very* obsessed with having their fangs in his neck... archiveofourown.org/works/66192436

New fic! A Cared for Omega (E) Top!Alpha!Chuuya/Bottom!Omega!Dazai This is like 2.6k of smut and 1k of soft feelings realisations, Chuuya spoils and cares for his omega's, and Dazai's learning what it feels like to have such a loving alpha ^.^ archiveofourown.org/works/86191496

this is now the longest fic I've written this year and it's not done?! I'm also really baffled cos it's day one of my period that involves hot water bottles and prescription strength painkillers, this never equals to a writing brain?! let alone an e rated fic writing brain?!

I have written 2.6k of omegaverse smut so far this evening?!

I have not written with this level of frenzied 'must write fic' in oof all year?! I've really missed it, hello writing brain, pretty please don't leg it after this fic?!

Happy 5 years to this fic! Lamb to the Slaughter (M) Dazai/Chuuya I love this story, we have the Mafia's annual innovative murder contest and Dazai and Chuuya's *very* innovative murder weapon and disposal technique... archiveofourown.org/works/31758595

I appear to have written 661 words of an omegaverse smut fic?! idk how much more of it will exist (there's a vague plan but a few exit points) but it'll be omega!Dazai/Alpha!Chuuya (Shockingly! hahahah)

tumble dryer time is wild, went out the kitchen to get a drink - 104 remaining (so 1hr 4mins) went back out 5 mins later - 7 remaining... (it is a sensor dry programme so both that and the washer jump about like that but I haven't seen such a massive gap in a while)

ooh tomorrows fic birthday is one of my favourites - it's one of the few times I feel like I've managed a Dazai level of thinking hahah (granted, ripped off an old short story but still! Very Dazai hahaha)

Happy 5 years to this fic! *Warning* Suicide + Baby death Paint on That Fake Smile and Sacrifice it All (M) Omega!Dazai/Alpha!Chuuya This Beast AU fic is so very angsty, with an unplanned pregnancy, an early birth and Dazai & Chuuya's unhappy relationship archiveofourown.org/works/31712920

ohhhhh an order I have from a store claiming to be Japanese seems to have shipped an item from ali express?! I'm really hoping it's just an error on the courier's page cos yeah not impressed if that is the case >.< (also, did the courier have to be freaking y*del?! -.-)

My mind seems to be in a MoriZai mood this week?! idk how to apply this to a fic though >.< (as in there's nothing quite resembling an idea to bring them together, might have to take another look at the bottom Dazai week prompts...)

going through my bookmarks and truly baffled by past me who was bookmarking 100k+ fics, yeah I don't read them that long, what was I thinking?! (well, I'm pretty sure this was before I figured out the 'mark for later' button so I put my tbr pile there too lol)

watching a US cooking show, that's making a mince pie (the yucky dried fruit one you get at christmas) and they keep saying how they're trying to show how this old fashioned, no longer eaten dish can be eaten these days, which is hilarious from a UK pov where it's everywhere...

My body either needs to start my period or stop with the hurty like it's starting (but not enough to take the good painkillers but just enough to bother me) >.<

My rewatch of BSD is gonna result in one of two things for my fics over the next few weeks - they're either gonna be suddenly very in canon character or even more out of character than they are now...

Refound the Mori x Atsushi fic in my bookmarks and ahhh it's as good as I remembered ^.^

Still thinking of the e rated art student (community class) Dazai x nude model Mori... fic idea yes, canon age gap, would be top Dazai/bottom Mori...

Went back to my bsd rewatch last night, forgot where I was and opened my ep to Kajii laughing manically (s1 ep8)

Happy 6 years to this fic! *Warning* Character Death A Nightmarish Scenario (M) Omega!Dazai/Alpha!Chuuya Wanna spend your Sunday night crying?! This is the fic for you! It made me cry writing it, and every time I reread it, I promise the happy ending is real! archiveofourown.org/works/24472699

my cropped (to the knee!!!) jeans arrived and they're perfect ^.^ lovely soft, stretchy denim too

wait, there's only 6 vols of the BSD comic anthology?! oh damnit I'm gonna have to start letting Mam buy other manga I like, how unfortunate it's catching up just as WAN has also caught up and isn't doing 3-4 vols a year >.<

forgot I'd commented on a Claire/Isaac fic and wondered why I had glowing blue eyes staring at me in my AO3 inbox...yeah it's cowboy Isaac haahha

sister asked if I had a spare phone to activate a sim in and I found 1) A phone with the back coming off that I best find a place to bin soon 2) An empty box for a phone that is not for a. my current phone b. the phone I found or c. my last phone.... so I have 2-3 phones hiding somewhere in my room

Also, have figured out the plot for my 300th BSD fic! ^.^ will be ace x ace FukuKuni (tis for a friend)

actually, y'know what, that KunikiDazai fic will work much better if I wait a week or so and capitalise on the 1-3days where my brain is in E rated fic writing mode... it'll feel less like pulling teeth to write then...

okay, some fic writing tonight! Will tentacle-shapeshifter Kunikida & Merman Dazai (with a side of omegaverse) finally get it on?! or will I write something unrelated again?!

fb brought up pics from my first uni course, at the end of year party, and I find it hilarious how I tower over almost everyone?! I wouldn't exactly say I'm tall?! (although I do miss being able to wear heels...)

fandom weeks that have so many rules about covering nsfw art or fic posts baffle me, at that point, if your that uncomfortable with it, just run a sfw event cos like where is the line? is kissing art okay but an M rated fic where the most they do is kiss is not fine without a sensitive cover?!

these weirdo's 'harmonising' in this ad aren't even doing it in tune and it's so damn irritating >.< (also are voice notes *that* popular to require weird bonus things?!)

Happy 4 years to this fic! Fangs are not Fangtastic (M) Vampire!Chuuya/Vampire!Akutagawa This is my favourite title of all my fics, it amuses me every time I see it, new vampire Chuuya has a massive tantrum when trying to drink blood and Akutagawa helps him archiveofourown.org/works/39279615

Happy 5 years to this fic! Fantasy-Obsession-Reality? (E) Top!Kunikida/Bottom!Dazai Top!Kunikida/Bottom!Mori This was my first Mori & Kunikida fic and they are so much fun to write together! & Poor Dazai upset his friends with benefits ends up with his exboss archiveofourown.org/works/31589066

I get that they've got to fight the dumb public but calling rice noodles 'pad thai noodles' makes it very hard to find the damn thing I want, I don't like peanuts therefore I ignore pad thai's existence so I ain't ever gonna land on that as a search term! >.<

still somewhat baffled by the huge surge of interest in my fic 'Lost Bunny' (it beat the last two fics I posted for new kudos today!) if you're reading it and it's doing the rounds somewhere, please let me know, the nosy curiosity is overwhelming me hahaha (Lost Bunny is a T rated, Dazai/Chuuya fic)

Oooh one of my favourite fics of teen, early Mafia days Dazai & Chuuya has a birthday next week! It's actually based on an old Roald Dahl short story (not sharing the name first, cos it might ruin the twist in the fic if you're not already familiar with the short story)

Happy 4 years to this fic! Fangy Infatuation (E) Top!Vampire!Fukuzawa/Bottom!Human!Kunikida I love this little AU, Kunikida being so so obsessed with and turned on by fangs was sooooo much fun to write and vampire Fukuzawa in a nightclub is a wonderful sight archiveofourown.org/works/39262290

New fic! Sun Burn (M) Dazai/Chuuya/Kunikida Today on its still stupid hot, Chuuya and Kunikida get to suffer the effects of the sun! Dazai is both irritating and wonderfully caring in this ^.^ Also this is part 60! of my snapshots series! archiveofourown.org/works/85592036

Happy 4 years to this fic! *Warning* explicitly on screen self harm The Weakness of the Blade (M) Kunikida This explores Kunikida using self harm to manage all the emotions his day job brings, and all the other emotions that comes with his little secret archiveofourown.org/works/39242499

Impulse bought a small Japanese style parasol online several years ago... Finally used it today to walk up to the drs cos it's like 29c here today and my appt was at 1pm and oooh it worked so well! (Got some strange looks tho hahaha) Gonna be looking for a bigger one ^.^

New fic! Omegaverse - a/b/o My Melty Marshmallow (M) Omega!Dazai/Alpha!Chuuya It's very hot here, and I am not equipped to deal with heat, so I've decided to make Dazai suffer as well hahaah Dazai & Chuuya are very soft and in love in this fic! ^.^ archiveofourown.org/works/85527236

threw some torn up iceberg lettuce into my stir fry tonight and it was really nice ^.^ I've tried it before but approached it like cabbage and had greasy lettuce, but put it in a little later this time and it was perfect ^.^

Happy 5 years to this fic! That Time of the Month (T) Chuuya/Kouyou This was a fun fic to write, the first chapter Chuuya is 15 and a very dumb boy, and the second chapter he's 22 and a very loving and understanding boyfriend to Kouyou ^.^ archiveofourown.org/works/315290...

Happy 2 years to this fic! Bees (M) Hua Cheng/Xie Lian I like the wraith butterflies, but I associate bees with flowers more, so thought it would be fun to see Hua Cheng in his...test phase for wraith creatures, and the bees playing with Xie Lian is so cute! archiveofourown.org/works/56142031