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I'm very sorry if my space seems negative here recently... 🥲 I'm still feeling the same usual after I let out my feelings here for a long time way back in the past few months, I'll try my best to recover and keep pushing forward! 💓

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I'm really tired from yesterday:(( I'm too lazy to continue

Maybe this just feels like a curse to me for being unlucky man 😢😢 I hope I can still somehow redeem myself from everything I've done before

I won't probably post much about personal and statement stuff like these anymore in twt or anything in my socials except Bluesky and Instagram. I faced a lot of flashbacks and bad experiences that led me to having a trauma......

I should start practicing and studying about perspective cause I've been stalling it for such a loooonng time and I'm only putting my experimental studies on illustrations

Kinda letting some thoughts get to me lately especially what I currently do where I think it's not enough I don't know if it's worth trying considering there's no point on trying again I might've wasted 2 years of going again It's kind of tiring to chase that passion all over again......🥲

Happy new year🎊 #maimai #maimai_art #スカイストリート

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#maimai #maimai_art あけましておめでとうございます㊗️

2024 summary

I deleted alot of stuff that I considered really....bad 😓 I don't want it to be displayed in the public anymore... I'm starting to renovate everything else on my socials lately even my profile for a new change! It's still in the works 🙏

something devastating just tore me apart man

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I spent my whole November and 2 weeks of December working for the anniversary MV as it is very personal to me due to sudden news on my personal life side. I hope the video would resonate to you at some ways if you have seen it. Thanks✨

Happy Sky Street 4th ANNiVERSARY!🦋🎉 2024.12.11 full. ▸ www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHXQ...

ありがとう。 #maimai #maimai_art #スカイストリート

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rkgk i'm really bored

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Man I just broke my earphones

my mom woke up at 1 am just to feed me her cooked cheese eggs bc I didn't eat dinner last night... god I love her sm

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I should stop being lazy but at the same time I cannot stop being lazy

#maimai #maimai_art ニギさん

MY PC JUST RESTARTED EVERYTHING AND I DIDN'T SAVE MY PROGRESS ON AVIUTL IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYY

doing everything is so boring

I failed guys..... 😞😞😞 I slept for 7 hours

I need to cook harder I SHOULD FIGHT GOING TO THE BED

I have like 10 drafts done and I don't know which one of them I should do

どうしたの？

#maimai #maimai_art 夏に大活躍したオオヒメ様

once you pick a particular subject to draw and the more you get invested in it, you'll be unstoppable for the rest of your life which is what I'm currently experiencing......

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im so sleepy help

#maimai #maimai_art お久しぶりのシンキョウちゃん

anyway whole month is packed with mv grind, illust entries, and various-work guys i'm so cooked

ew twitter just got worse wtf

im so sad bluesky only allows 60 seconds of video I WANT TO POST MY VIDEO OUTPUTS HERE 😭😭😭

If I manage to finish my projects on time early this month, I'll speedrun my various-work and everything else before December (god give me the ability to make everything done on time)

drawing for your own MV is boring I want to speedrun everything but there's like 278364827373 draft to do on I need to get my butt on doing all of THESE

Maybe I could make a PV one of österreich's songs next year??? 🤔🤔🤔 I want to practice directing an abstract music

österreich is really growing onto me... Every song they have makes my mind at ease when I listen to it

GOD 動物寓意譚 REALLY ROCKS I love the abstract feeling of the song

this is so dumb