I had the worst two weeks of my life and one of the best weekends of my life and then also a really weird weekend. How are we doing Bluesky

A lot of bad days lately. It's the kindness that has carried me through.

Being a Christian in the 2000s must've gone so hard like hell yeah play Meant To Live again

I wrote this the moment the Arms Length album ended

Hope is a weapon that only fires forward. Use it responsibly and keep pushing my friends. I believe in you.

Always fighting the urge to burn the life I've built to ashes and watch it all blow away in the wind

I just hope the memories don't go under before their time and that you enjoy. Thank you

I am genuinely unstoppable I've decided, however, I am also entirely breakable. Being self aware is good for my health and terrible for my aura

I am back

On March 7, 2025 my favorite record turned two years old. Thank you @wicknebber.bsky.social for the amazing album. I will never be able to explain how much this album means to me. It is even crazier that I was able to find some level of friendship with the man himself. All The Nothing I Know forever

I'm the best in the world at getting injured and ignoring it

Been switching back and forth between mewithoutYou and Sufjan Stevens for a good 8 hours now. I'm sure this in some way reflects my mental state.

Listening to a lot of mewithoutYou to remind myself to breathe and be present on this planet

The existential crisis always hits when you least expect it. You fall from the best you've been in a long time all the way back to square one. The roots go deep as they wrap around your skin and drag you to the dirt from which you came.

@killianswake.bsky.social doesn't believe in fun

Bangarang

I'm getting super in Los Campesinos! today I decided

I've lived my life wrong because there will never be a fan edit of me set to divorced dad rock

One of the people I appreciate the most on this planet who probably doesn't know it is @ghstmnthrd.bsky.social

I don't think that everyone has to have a take on everything.

I love you, I'm sorry, please help me, thank you

I deeply enjoy when my hair is kinda wet after a shower and looks all messy and does its own thing

Context

If you can help it I recommend never getting whip cream in your hair

I have come up with an idea that's probably been done before but hear me out: Ska cover of Careless Whisper

This is the longest I've ever gone without a haircut and I can't tell how I feel about it

Hello Bluesky, this is one of my favorite things that I've written about one of my favorite bands. Please give it a read and check out The Casper Fight Scene

Good evening, here's the love I want to receive. I hope you enjoy.

I wish I was more of a priority

Getting increasingly annoyed for absolutely no reason

A mini moment of either clarity or minor manic compulsion often creates thoughts that lead to art

I don't say it here enough but: Bangarang

For the first time ever photos got taken of me by a photographer while I was on stage and it meant so much to me, here are some of the photos

If you change the name of You and Me by Lifehouse to Me and Who and don't change the lyrics you have the perfect yearning anthem

I know I've done something either deeply wrong or right in life because now I'm trying to get a job in Madison, Wisconsin

I think seeing the new Summerbruise song live at Burn Bright was a cornerstone experience in my life and I was part of a set at that show

After I came out as non-binary in the middle of my last relationship my ex had a friend that tried to get her to cheat on me because she "needed a man"

Here's a video btw, I'm not gonna lie I just straight up didn't notice the people stage diving around me.

I just screamed live for the first time with fuckin EMWAY

I had one last night and can confirm I was correct

Mustache Ben making a hero's return

I'm the Michael Jordan of questioning my place in the world and deconstructing my own identity and finding myself again in the pieces

It is fascinating being in a position where I'm hyper-aware that I have built up a lot of good will and that people like me while also questioning constantly if I belong in the spaces I'm in or if I am someone that is worthy of the love I receive. Also, the usual "I think people hate me thing"

This poem is based on Keepsake by Endswell and it's very sad but also luckily isn't really about my life

New poem a little after 5pm. It's based on Keepsake by Endswell. I hope you enjoy.

I've decided one singular spirit blue could change my life for at least a week

The more stressed I get the more I find myself almost buying cigs every time I'm at the gas station

In between nightmares last night I randomly had a dream about Spirit Blues

Bluesky I can't explain to you the depth of the sadness that I feel right now

Emotions.