Had a baby btw

8 weeks to go and I cannot stop thinking about the enormous latte I am going to have when I get home from the hospital.

My heart shattered along with it

This week I got to leave the house and go to the cinema (my first time in one with recliners!!) and also watched some other films too.

I mean I guess they didn't disrespect Ada Lovelace in their racist graffiti spree?

Asked Cillian for his 5 favourite Pokémon characters: 1. Ash 2. Ash's mother 3. Pikachu 4. Charmander 5. Bulbasaur 6. Ash's friends

Films I watched while learning to knit

I need a better week

Getting really into herbal teas and revolting against the land owning class.

Son got knocked over by Girl Guides at the airport. They have made an enemy for life this day.

Have not on fact sewn some stuff yet.

We went to Blue Planet aquarium

Made an album on my phone about a year ago called Sick Sad World for screenshots of AI slop and people's weird new concerns and the steady march of late stage capitalism and the sleep walk into a dystopia but now the dystopia is here the effort has become too bleak.

Got this babe off vinted for £30. Going to sew some stuff now I reckon.

so hot

🌱 spring!!!!!

Sitting round eating lunch and Cillian turns to Ed and says "Hey dad, you have a mum and I have a mum too" Then to me "You have a mum. Your mum has died though." Did not expect evisceration on this level from a 3 year old.

Weekend Imbolc/National Yorkshire Pudding Day

egg on toast

I like how I simultaneously can feel like a complete jobless loser and also not try to do anything about that.

Finally unpacking my books and found a box containing past disappointments.

The day finally came when my small son asked where my mummy was and learned that death isn't just something that happens to moths lying still on the windowsill and squished ants.

Unfortunately i just do not have anything interesting to say.

Apparently people are finally moving over here so maybe I'll start posting my stupid little thoughts.

Sorting through old clothes to sell on Vinted and realising I've got coats I've had so long they'd now be considered vintage. Old.

Trying to revive my personality before I am fully consumed by my apathetic slide into dowdy maternity.

Book